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2010-06-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Anniversary Precious (: 070607 (:

Before a met him, he sent me an sms which says this:

Happy 3rd year Anniversary Lao Po... Its a tough time going through it. Having bees somewhere, character issue, your poly life, Tekong BMT, Navy Imos NOP, FCTU 1 week confinement.. Lots of sailing be it day or night.. Duty here and there.. During work times limited sms.. And lastly 1 big boulder for us to carry before we can strive for a better future... Even going through all these and knowing there's more yet to come for the future, you still choose to stay by my side and support me. To me, you are the best girl i can ever find... And hope all these stay as what they suppose to be and stronger... Last but not least... Wishing you all the best for your uni starting in Aug and hope you can do real well for it.

Best Wishes, Darwin your beloved Lao Gong.

WOW!! i see this msg when i going to alight at Serangoon. I was like just looking e msg at a fast speed cuz was going to alight and the peak hour train are really packed. i know my eyes was like going to tear soon.. heh! but i know its supposed to be a happy day right?? I think there was a climax to start of.. To let me read and be sad and something was going to happen later.

He actually surprise me with a teddy bear and distracted me. And gave me flowers.. WEE!! only special occasions then he gives me flowers. So its something to be Qi Dai about and to be really appreciative.

Did i mention that he is the first boyfriend that give me real flowers and its roses?? Other than those who wanted me as a girlfriend and use flowers to capture my heart during secondary school days.. HAHAHA! It didn't work out though. I am not touched somehow.. I wonder why. Perhaps there was no feeling for the guy in the first place.. I wonder why when guys give girls flower is always in a paper bag.. they super pai seh to hold.. HAHAHAHA!!

The flowers are better than the first time he gave me on our 2nd Anniversary... I feel i am such a easily contented girl. HAHAHA! compared to my colleague at work. Well, i think anything your boyfriend does for u, comes from the sincere heart. So sure happy ma.. HEE HEE!! So Xin Fu (:

But i know the road ahead is unpredictable. Well.. The promise of 7 June 2014 hopefully still stands. Finance is an issue somehow. Well, i do not wish to use my parents money somehow. Its not a good thing though. They have paid for my school fees yet asking them to fork out for my marriage? A little impossible and they have to save for retirement age now. (:

I might not be the best girlfriend somehow.. Maybe there are better girls out there? You'll never know somehow. No one will say they are the best girlfriend. Because i believe everyone has flaws.. its whether we can accept the flaws and change them perhaps??

But i really feel my boyfriend is the best person i can ever find. No one has ever been so concern about my well being other than my parents. Compared to my ex, seriously cannot compare. Really! I sense the true love. I know christians are supposed to marry christians. My church friends have told me because it is not of the same yolk. My cousins, friends, parents have also told me. Well, i seriously cant find a christian guy who is as good as him? Cant be because of religion then i break off right? Its so impossible. I am not a girl like this.

Thanks Jacqueline for your well wishes for us. Appreciate it ALOT! (:

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH PRECIOUS (:

2010-05-29T11:31:00.003+08:00

I feel blessed to have a whole group of MOH working colleagues who are so FUN to be with.

And friends that are always there for me (:

Feel so blessed.

5th June, i would be going down to a music school to have a free trial for audition. OH WAIT! just to let you know, i am not signing any contract or what so ever. I would want feedbacks from professional instructors from the music school if i am even fit to become a singer next time. But its definitely not being like singer like kelly or stefanie. I think the industry for singers are never gonna last unless you think of going overseas to publicize your cds like lin jun jie. He is somehow the person i look up to. So talented and his songs are so nice. Perhaps just being in the field of my own passion and singing to persue it. I never like to be popular and becoming a model and everyone in Singapore knows me. I rather show my talents inwardly to people i know (: I think i will never have the guts to stand on stage and sing to 1000 people. My heart will literally be detached from my body. LOLOL!!

So i hope that it would be a good experience for me to sing in front of the instructors on 5th June. I am actually interested to go for singing lessons but not to the extend of being popular and everyone knows my name in Singapore. I would like some privacy of my everyday life somehow. (:

Singing had been my passion. Anything that comes to singing and going with one group of friends for K makes me anticipate for the day to come. (: I will feel so energized suddenly even the tiredness of my body.

I am going to sing and sing for God's Glory and not for the fame. (:

2010-05-22T08:12:00.002+08:00

I am overjoyed that i got a diploma.

I almost cried when Ms Oh hugged me. But i know its time to rejoice and forget the past (:

Those who know how much i have suffered through my year in poly yet putting on the smile on my face is really difficult. Being the 'Little Miss Sunshine' in my friend's perspective is really sometimes difficult.

Thanking people is never enough. Diploma in Business Informatics is really really hard to get. With the workload we have is really really difficult.

I am now holding a diploma. I really really feel very blessed.

I am blessed with so many nice lecturers who told me i DID it (: They know how i feel and they even know what happen with my classmates etc. Though i never tell them but i think they just shared among themselves.

Being in that class made me realize who are the friends u can mix with and friends who are just hi and bye. I did not manage to take a photo with kai xin and hasz together. But i took with hasz.. Felt quite happy (: As well as Kang qi. Though we have bad bloods in the class, but i know you did cared for me and darwin. Whichever the reason was, it all OVER. (: All the best in yr uni life.

I am blessed with DBI 0707, 0705 and 0706. You are my CLASSMATES in poly. Really. Who projects dun quarrel? Dun quarrel is really something wrong. HAHAHA.. esp people working with me must take my stress level. Cuz when i want things done by a certain date, it must be done. If not, i get angry. HAHAHAHA.. cuz in the working world, it works the same way. You promise your upper level that you will get something done within a certain date, it better be done. If not, the chain of anger goes down the line.

Efficiency would not be there. So, i think dun be in my group better. less stress.. LOLOL.. anyway, my university does not need to work in groups! THANK GOD! i dun need to think of groupings, who to group with etc. I dun like the grouping up always. Hmmm.. I love studying by myself, learn things by myself and ask lecturers for help, Study with friends when we encounter problems, study by myself when exams draw nearer. I prefer the 'O Level' style. (: YES! I am gonna enjoy life in the university. I HOPE (:

I have been wanting to get into that course. Its because of some reasons that i could not get in and my GPA as well. I cant get into local uni. :( nevermind. I tell myself that does not mean you are in local uni means you are so GOOD! Cuz i believe that there are other talents that people in the the industry and Singapore does not see in those other uni. I rather work my way up the climb up slowly. Its ok to be slow. Along the way, i learn.

Everyday is a learning journey for me. I learn to be more mature and i know how to think. (:

I am very blessed to have darwin as my bf (: without him, i think my life is in the mess. My parents too!! My cousins and loved ones too.

I am also very blessed to have sec school good friends, chalet clique, MOH clique and friends that i have known very well.

You made my life to what it is now.

Thanks! and thank God for what he has done in my life (:

2010-05-19T08:40:00.002+08:00

In the Month of june, i will be helping my supervisor to do a gantt chart through microsoft project and also to do a backend application for my ease of my work

I feel so fustrated looking and scrolling down the excel sheet which 10001 stuff to do. I really mean 100000. Look at the 000000 hahahahahaha!!! me and rydrlin eyes are going to POP out scrolling up and down, left to right.

I have been using windows application for the past 2 semesters. Its time to put everything to good use. My supervisor say ' I want to see what you have done for YOG in your IT project before' see what we can do to improvise it. I was like HUH?? serious ah?

But i was the one who proposed the backend application. So i shall do it (:

I am now given a project for 1 month to come out with the application and every data must be keyed in accurately.

If it is possible, they are able to put on the website and others can use the system as well.. and it can be used internally. They shall pay me to maintain the system.

Me and a malay IT guy quite good friends. 'GOOD' friend. cuz hor. my laptop and accessories keep spoiling, i dunno how many times i go up to the IT helpdesk to ask for replacement and they take super long to get it done. the photocopy machine always spoil.. URGHHH! so annoying.. HAHAHA..

But overall working experience is GOOD (: i like (:

Everything also use excel excel excel. Then they super pian zian. perm staff use 07. then temp staff use 03??zzzz.. time to be like a student to bring laptop from home to 'school' and back home AGAIN.

I would be working and studying in the university (: good time for me to earn my working experience and slowly climb up.

I know God has a plan for me. I will go according to his plan.

AMEN (:

2010-05-17T17:12:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 months since i have worked in MOH. Never regret to be in this work place. I love to plan events. Therefore, i believe it is the right job for me. I never taught it was a cup of tea and the type of work i want to work in

Though it is very tough sometimes but i am going to work hard for the future. I am saving up right now for my marriage. Sounds far but it isn't.

So sweetttt for dear to even think what birthday gift to get me for my 21st Birthday (: and we even think of where to hold it etc... Thanks People.

Chalet Clique!! no clique can replace the clique i have formed. Thanks for being there for me when i feel down. (: no one can replace this clique of mine. Definitely.

I am so happy that i got into the university. Excited to meet new friends though i already know many people in the same course as me.

I thank God for Shi Ning , Xina and Rydrlin. We form a clique in MOH (: Really treasure their friendship very much. HAHAHA (: They are pretty in my eyes. hahaha. (: i prefer to look at girls than guys though (: i seldom comment that guys are handsome. cuz looks for guys are not important. Its the heart (:

I love my bf's smile. Very Nice (:

Going K with my MOH clique. The 4 musketeers (:

2010-05-11T08:44:00.002+08:00

These days have been very busy with work. Its about 90 more days to YOG. The project deadlines are super super tight. So many meetings to attend till i had the determination to bring a calendar to work. and mark down all the dates for meeting and also my diary as well.

My activites after work are also packed.

Tues- VJC Choir Concert at Esplanade
Wed- Meeting hui ying and jocelyn. My treat for their belated 21st Birthday
Thurs- Reserved to go to my grandma hse for dinner
Fri- Either ... or young adults cell group
Sat- Out with the Chalet Clique people
Sun- ...

It can be easier to go through the day with things to do. But too much can make u really tired. I even brought home to work to do. Too many things to do already.

Thanks Rydrlin for helping me in the areas that i can't cope. Thanks my friend. She is working in the same compny under same supervisor. My supervisor also have so many stuff to do..

Meetings after meetings. Monday to Fri this week all meeting. Some are from 9 to 6pm. Only lunch break. LOLOL.. God. Give me strength to go through each day.

These few days, i thought i only slept one hour. When i open my eyes, its morning and i have to get ready for work and a new day starts again. SO FAST!

Really hectic. Squeezing time to meet up with my boyfriend as well. Hahahaha.. cuz sometimes i have to OT till about 7 or later. LOL.. I am so dead tired.

I know God will give me the strength and God will carry the burden for me and his children. AMEN! (:

Ashley ( my cousin) is back! nice to see her once again. She put a little of weight.. (: I realize i am taller than her.. HAHAHA.. i thought i was shorter.. hahahaha (: enjoy yr stay in singapore ya?

The weather have been freaking hot these days.I feel like sleeping in the fridge and stay in office to enjoy the aircon. LOL..

Have been updating photos into my facebook. Some were ages ago and months ago. I had no time to upload.. HAHAA (: i happen to transfer the camera photos into the computer and i decided to upload into facebook in case anything happens to the memory card.

Thanks dear for the memories. 07 june is coming (: I have something in mind to buy for you already. but i will go out with my friends to get yr present.(: SOON. hahahahaha.. wonder when is the soon.

I am going to VJC concert to support my junior Carolyn. Really nice of her to tell me about her concert. If i can support, i will (: Therefore, i have booked tickets from sistic and hoping that find a good seat. It seems that i am getting the centre sit in the front of level 3. Hopefully i can see her with my SHARP eyes.Really blessed to have her as my junior. Hope she is blessed that she have a senior like me. Whenever my junior is unsure of the pitch of the song. I normally sing a little louder and they will request to stand beside me or in front of me. HAAHAHA.. I love my my pri and sec sch choir. YAY! I love to sing christian songs esp one song composed by my conductor. GOLD CHOIR IN 2005 (: She was the president in the choir. Thank God for her talent of leadership. Looking forward to see her later. I msg joanna once i recieve carolyn's msg! but she cant make it today. Sadz!

ME TOO!! HAHAHA. *thick skinned*. I will also be leading worship in the English Service in July again. One year 6 times. Two months once. God have given me this talent of singing and i love to lead (: Thank God for that (: All Glory to Him. AMEN!

2010-04-03T11:49:00.002+08:00

Long time never blog again.. hahahahaha.. 23 march, i gotten back my results. was really shocked for my java. i was afraid that i would flunk the whole module. But thank God for that. my final GPA dun give me the confidence that i can enter local uni. sadz..

Anyway, i have found a guy who applied for the same course as me in uni. WEEE!! we can be buddies in the same course.. hahahaha.. he is working in the same company as me. Really really coincidental..

Thurs i took leave to rebond my hair. my hair is too dry already.. hahahaaha... and also to do manicure and pedicure. Make my leave super worth it. And it's a long weekend. SO HAPPY!! which means i can sleep more..

Finally met up with joshua and jun kai on good friday. It's been a long time since i've seen them. dinner was spent eating steamboat at bugis. Been craving for soupy stuff for a quite a while.

i wanna watch how to train your dragon. The timing are always red. :( which means that they are filling in fast. Hope to see it soon. I heard that the ratings are quite high and people said it's worth to watch it..

My colleague taught me how to play treasure madness. I've been playing since she have taught me.. HAHAHAHA..

2010-03-11T10:17:00.001+08:00

My supervisor in MOH treats me very well. I feel quite belonged when I work here. He feels grateful that I am helping him in a lot of his workload. He treats me lunch when sometimes I feel that I do not deserve it. Cause sometimes I am too slack.

First time in my life, I attended meetings with my supervisor. HAHAHA.. I sit in for meeting so that I understand what is happening. My supervisor was telling me that if I need to go off early for any of the days, I just have to tell him. He is very flexible. Good right?? Hahahahaha..

2010-03-09T09:41:00.001+08:00

Its been a long time since I have blogged. 1st March 2010 marks the end of my poly years. How wonderful.. Happy indeed. 3 years have passed in the blink of an eye.

I am currently working in Ministry of Health. Assisting in the event co-ordinating for YOG. Yet something to do woth YOG. EAIPJ is also about YOG.. hahahahaha…

Been going on well since school ended. Out with Hui Ying and Jocelyn. Out with precious and we’re going swimming and movie soon. YIPPIE! Hahahaha..

Sunday would be leading worship again (:

2009-12-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

9 weeks of semester was indeed a flash of lightning.. i am one step closer to getting a diploma cert.. hahahahahaha...

My results were quite well done. happy about it.. 18 upon 20 business intelligence data transformation and data schema. Of which, data transformation i have done the biggest part. 23 upon 25 for entrepreneurship brightens up my day.. and gave me the motivation to work harder. I have no problems with project but problems with studying theory :( 7, 8 chapter of test kills brain cells.

I have been sleeping as little as 6 hours to 7 hours this semester.. Mind you.. i normally sleep 10 hours in year 1 or year 2. PIGGY!! haahahahha...

I am aiming for an honours degree in the university. Hoping that my GPA can get in and other relevant documents such as director's list (:

2009-12-16T09:24:00.002+08:00

As a look at the photos of social night in OCS in my friend’s facebook, I am utterly shocked. I think I am SO gonna enjoy the OCS social night with Jun Kai on the 21st December (:

looking forward to it. Guess I will wear my school Cambridge dinner [ Prom night ] dress. I hope I am able to take a taxi with jun kai cuz he would be fetching me from my house and after the dinner, he would fetch me home.

If not I would receive stares in the MRT! ROAR!! Dun like the feeling.. LOLOLOL..

BI assignment 1 really do until SIAO!! 15% LOLOLOL… stay back in school until 8.30pm to do the assignment. We have done things before hand. Week 12 have to hand in but we finish already. (: Assignments and deadlines are best NOT to drag to the last minute. Do not like to do last minute work. LOLOLLOL…

2009-12-15T14:30:00.002+08:00

Entrepreneurship ICA 1 on marketing expenses, 15% of module grade made my day really happy. Secondly. My mum is cooking curry chicken and my fish ball soup. Precious is coming to my house today (: When I saw my results, I was like WOAH?? Is that my grade?? I look whether is my name and grade. My eyes didn’t play trick on me. I’ve got 23 out of 25 for my entrepreneurship.

The next thing I did was to thank God. And secondly, I thank God for my parents who gave me some ideas and my dad who edited my English. The whole report was done by myself (: Spend like my whole solid 3 days to do up the report and letting my dad to edit my English.

My team members scored very well too. Thank God as well.. I helped my group members over the weekend in case they did not know how to do on msn (: and giving them some information of the websites available online.

This semester, I actually asked very little people on how to do projects, assignment etc… At least I am independent. I do everything to the best of my ability. Though its not the perfect quality. Most of the time with my boyfriend is go shopping and do things we like to do (: hee hee… (:

2009-12-12T13:36:00.002+08:00

I was having a good chat with my parents on how I feel in my year 3 life..

And clearing people's shit about telling my parents about my blog...

well.. they were encouraging me not to bother about friends who aren’t worth your time.. I think its true.. it is best that you work together well with yr team grades, get the same grades and graduate together. That is where unity comes into place. Not get yr own grades, graduate alone and get the cert alone. Some people are just selfish to get the grades they want.

People in the my ex class thinks i work alone. NEVER.. since when I work alone?? HMMM… this is the reason why there is a always a distance I keep. Cuz not even classmates to start of with.. LOLOL… so I guess my 2 years in poly is really wasted. I cannot show who am I as a person. (: I am NEVER a quiet person who sits alone in class and do not talk. I love to talk.. PRECIOUS always calls me chatterbox.. wahahahaha… 2 chatterbox come together equals to NOISY!! Wahahaha.. but that’s what life is all about. To enjoy and have fun (:

To me, I like to work in a team but for the past 2 years of my life in poly, I feel that I was not given a chance, people see my bad points and negative character instead of the positive ones. And trying to make life difficult for me. I complain but no use.. Life is not about complaining. I learn to do work and not to complain. Only start to complain in front of my precious. Like how he complain about his army life to me..(: (: (:

Those who knows my project working attitude etc best are my current class I am in now and those outside friends who I normally hang out with. ESP PRECIOUS!! (: he know me 101%. Both of us are capable in our own ways. This is why people said we’re compatible. Cuz we excel in our own fields. (: It is really really very true (:

2009-12-12T10:01:00.003+08:00

Feeling so happy cuz 18th dec right up to 31st dec.. precious is on leave.. (: (: (: so HAPPY.. finally he has a break from his army life and I am happy that he took it during my holiday. We can go and enjoy le..

Most likely would be spending doing sports together (: badminton, cycling, bowling, swimming and running!!! Hahahahaa.. though I dun like running, I guess I should give in since he likes running (: he slim down like almost 9kg-10kg when he was back in tekong!!! When I see him, I was WOAH!! Change image liao. LOLOLOL… yea(: some friends I know of during their tekong days would be black like charcoal or get even slimmer. Some of them is slim for the better whereas some is too skinny already.. HAHAHAHA (:

I always fail NAPFA cuz of running.. perhaps if I start running with precious,I would most likely gonna retake my NAPFA.. wahahahahaha.. (: I can do all the 5 station max grade C.. but I cannot do running : ( those in my sec school, will know that yea?? Always running at a barely pass grade. LOLOLOL… poly worst.. no PE… now to train.. WAHAHAHAHA…

2 tests Java and Business Intelligence to go and holiday is coming (: HEE HEE... Actually the one i am scared is Java. I am having difficulties with learning J2EE. it seems to different from J2SE.. maybe i should read up some books on J2EE and learn the JSF practical thoroughly.. LOLOL... i wonder how am i supposed to hand up my assignment on week 14. when i do not even know how to start :(

Nvm.. would trust in the Lord and he will guide.. God will only help those who help themselves.. Will research on my own. Its for the benefit of my practical test too. YAY! (: 20% leh.. :(

Gotta go and study.. remember??? weekends is staying at home and study. No meeting of anyone except my parents, cousins, books, lecture notes, tutorial notes, self-created notes and tips notes.. HEE HEE...(:

2009-12-11T13:24:00.001+08:00

Class photos for the NE trip.. Finally i see a class photo. Normally secondary school is a must to take. But Poly, it all depends on whether the class wants to take as a class (:
After seeing this photo, i think of the fun and bad times in this class. Well.. this class have taught me alot of things. Definitely..

I am becoming stronger and strong.. Feel a sense of accomplishment when i left this class. At least i know how to talk to guys more since i have been in a girls school for 11 years (:
Thank God for that! (:

2009-12-11T10:07:00.002+08:00

With regards to the bog entry on Tuesday, I would like to clarify that anything that I’ve said do not mean anything… With a cause of the blog entry on Tuesday made me and another guy had some misunderstanding. I think it is really a misunderstanding and not any other things associated with this. I do not mean anyone. i think the person i am referring to is someone closer to me than you. Therefore, I would like to clear up the misunderstanding.

To me, I do not like to talk to a person whom I am angry with or vice versa. Because I feel that he should cool down first before I even talk to him. If not lecturers would be wondering what happen though.. I do not need such things like mass emails or initiating a mass conversation on msn. when u are actually putting your anger on me in such mass emails and initiate mass chat. To me, these are useless.

I would like to clear up the reason why I do not pick up yr calls on thurs night. Normally thurs night, I would either meet my precious or go to my grandma house. On thurs, if I meet my precious, it would be at his grandma house. If not his grandma would start looking for me and ask precious where is his girlfriend?? Hahahaha.. in such ways, I also can enjoy my company with precious’s sister. SHE IS SO CUTE (: I really love her to the max. she really think about others before herself. Share drinks with you when she know that you are thirsty. Its really very thoughtful of her. I thinking of getting her a WINNIE THE POOH bear for Christmas.. quite cute too (: Just like how she treats the cow which me and precious bought it for her.. She brings it wherever she go.. WAHAHAHHA.. at least I go to her house, I would have a cow to hug..

So most of the time, my phone is either with my precious or in my bag when I meet him. To me, when he is in army, I tend to spend my whole entire time with him. Its because it is very difficult to meet a guy when he is army. Guys, when u go army and you have a girlfriend, you will fully understand that weekends and sometimes weekdays when he book out, TIME IS REALLY PRECIOUS!! Yupps .(: So when he was checking my phone to see if anyone sms me or call me, he say like almost 6 missed calls.. My battery went flat on that day : ( had to change battery.. LOLOLOLOL… I not sure whether he called till my battery flat or what.. LOLOL…

But sometimes I dun answer your calls is because I want you to cool down.. (: my precious was telling me not to bother. I was thinking of waiting for the right time then I would talk to you.
And I do not like people to call my house phone and try to get me and went to tell my parents about me having a blog?? In the first place, they do not even know that I have a blog.

So people, if you want to contact me, please call my handphone. Do not call my home phone. Sometimes my parents know nuts about blogs or even things that I do. So please do not be a KPO to tell my parents about such things. You should know my parents are normally worried about me because I am the only child. So obviously, they would pay more attention to me right??

Talking about cows, I dislike people who say that cows eat grass. Don’t you know that cow eat grass?? LOLOLOLOL.. hahahaha.. she never attend nursery or primary school..so she did not know cows eat grass. Wahahhaha.. this kind of people is never think what is the consequences of saying such things.

I have never said names of the people that I am talking about.. HAHAHAHA.. it is you who started to say such things that’s why I start to blog (:

I do not like friends to say bad things about cows or like say I’m a cow etc.. I like cows but doesn’t mean I must behave like a cow.. I think sometimes I behave like a pig!! Wahahahaha.. cuz I love to sleep A LOT!! Hahaaha.. till my precious calls me a pig now a days.. LOLOLLOL… I like cows because its cute. You might like e.g camera or expensive brands, I can like cows right?? So sometimes just respect the other party’s likes. Respect what the person likes.. Thanks (:

I like cows and I love cows (: definitely (: they give us milk.. hee hee..

2009-12-10T09:34:00.005+08:00

Went Ne Water yesterday.. if were to choose, i would choose going with my sec sch friends.. cuz we went there before.. hahahahaha.. friends in sec sch are much better.. Love Charmaine, Hui Ying, Jocelyn and Sindy to the max

In poly, i really cant find friends who are so genuine..

Talking about taking class photo during NE Water, i seriously dun even feel like taking class photo. Since Ms Loh reminded me to take the photo, i go there with a Hmmm... just take a picture and go loh.. cuz i dun even feel a part of it.. SO YEA (: hahahahaa...

they alighted us at expo.. HAHAHAHA.. went over to IBM to meet charlene and louis!! HAPPY!! (: really happy to see them once again.. HAHAAHAH (: Hui Yi, Charlene, Louis, Jin Peng, Kevin was the ones that actually gave me the joy when i work at IBM (: You people rock man!!! (: remember to keep in touch k?? hahahahaha...

I am looking forward to see precious once again (: excited.!!! love him to the max... our relationship is getting stronger as days goes by (: definitely army is really about faith trust and commitment.. you bring joy to me (: I LOVE YOU! (:

2009-12-08T20:16:00.003+08:00

I do not like friends who actually know they dun like me.. they want SO MANY people not to like me.. try to know my friends and say bad things about me.. and psycho them not to like me.. I DETEST such friends.. oh well.. I have seen a group of friends like that in poly.. I know that when I went close to 07 people.. HAHAHAHHAHA… so obvious can?? Hate such class and people… WORST class I ever gotten into.. HAIZ… cant choose my classmates.. but I never regret it because I learn through humiliation and people talking about me.. think u can say I eat grass?? HAHAHAHA.. I think she never learn in primary school or nursery that Cows eat grass.. so what I like cow?? Does that mean I cant like something?? Irritating friends.. I am who I am. I will never change because of a class.. HAHAHAHA…

I remember what michelle told me.. She told me that people are actually jealous of you because you have a lot of support from external people.. YES!! I AGREE TO THAT TOTALLY.. they say I super lucky to have friends or my loved ones to help me and support me.. I will say YES!!!! Stop being so jealous of me

I only trust people who are close to me.. HEHEHE… I think if the whole world fail me… I know that those whom I named as best friend, precious, good friend and good friends to be will always be there encouraging me not matter what.. I need such random encouragement sometimes… It really helps me.. HEHEHEHEHE (:

Thank you Jocelyn and hui ying and welson for being there for me. (: really appreciate..

21st dec I am looking forward to go to Jun kai’s OCS night

22nd dec I meeting hui ying and Jocelyn..

YES!!! Exchange Christmas presents and the rule is that it must be handmade.. hahahahaha… (: and we maybe having picnic… save money.. and also wear either red or green. Red represents santa claus and Green represents Christmas tree. Heheehehehe..

I am looking forward to Christmas!!! Cant wait!!!! Really…. I also can’t wait for the 2 weeks holidays.. I NEED A BREAK FROM STUDIES!!

2009-12-08T14:34:00.005+08:00

Class photos for the NE trip.. Finally i see a class photo. Normally secondary school is a must to take. But Poly, it all depends on whether the class wants to take as a class (:

After seeing this photo, i think of the fun and bad times in this class. Well.. this class have taught me alot of things. Definitely..

I am becoming stronger and strong.. Feel a sense of accomplishment when i left this class. At least i know how to talk to guys more since i have been in a girls school for 11 years (:

Thank God for that! (:

2009-12-08T14:34:00.004+08:00

Don't Quit

When things go wrong,

as they sometimes will.

When the road you're trudging

seems all up hill

When the funds are low,

And the depths are high,

And you want to smile,

but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit.

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As everyone of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about.

When he might have won

had he stuck it out,

Don't give up through the pace seems slow.

You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure inside out,

the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are.

It may be near when it seems so far.

So stick in the flight when you're hardest hit

It's when things seem worse,

That you must not quit.

2009-12-07T17:27:00.003+08:00

Guitar Freaks V5 that i always play at marina square. This game is taught by my precious. He always play this with jun kai.. now i am good le hor.. hahahaha... But then cant be better than precious. The left score is mine and the right score is his.. His S is full combo. means he never miss anything.. So good right?? hahahahaha..

Me, Jun Kai and Precious love to play basketball too.. our favourite hangout in the arcade in bugis and suntec.. HAHAHA (: We always break our own set record.. WAHAHHHA..(: Happy happy(: set aims to reach target.. wahahahaha...

The Visitor Pass to get into IBM:

Me and Hui Yi:

2009-12-07T12:12:00.005+08:00

The song You Are God Alone is very touching.

My boyfriend actually found it online.. listening to it while i study.. really very inspiring. It tells us depend on God instead of depending on humans

It is very evident that at time we tend to reply on our friends and our loved ones for love, care and concern.. and friends or loved ones to help you in your daily life..LOLOL....

i think trusting God is the ultimate thing (: i am learning to be one.. Slowly... We dun change ourselves 24 hours. (:

hahahahhaa. (: anyone who wants the song for 'You Are God Alone', let me know.

HAPPY 2 YEARS 6 MONTHS PRECIOUS!! (: (: So happy.. i hope we could go kbox together with Sindy too (: awaiting for school to end. (:

2009-12-07T12:12:00.002+08:00

You Are God Alone

You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that’s just the way it is

[chorus]

You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone

You’re the only God
Whose power none can contend
You’re the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You’re the only God
Who’s worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that’s just the way it is

[chorus]

[bridge]

Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That’s what You are

[bridge]

[chorus]

[bridge]

2009-12-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

Friday was a very busy day for me.. had info security at 11am… followed by doing 15% of business intelligence assignment.. subsequently.. went to IBM expo to meet in OIC and fellow collegues.. took pictures with Hui Yi and took a $2.50 bus to hougang. Hahahaa… had a good chat with her on the bus.

Received more info for the IBM contract.. I not sure whether to work permanent because I might be working and studying… I doubt I can even get into the local uni.. with the bad GPA I have. : (.. not easy to compete with the competition of different universities… its ok for me not to go to local uni.. I have alternative plans in my life..

Prayed to God for directions in my life. I am offered by my OIC to work for IBM after my graduation in poly.. Its already one door away to the interview. I hope that with the interview skills that I have learnt in business communication 3 module can help me to face interview. My OIC offered me either contract or permanent.

I wanna get married earlier.. like max is 28 years old… I did plan for my future.. but still will trust in God and let God lead the path that I should take.

Me and my precious are now planning about marriage and how our long term planning for marriage.. sounds like I’m thinking too far right? But coming to think of it. We already reach the 2 number for our age.. If we do not plan now, how to Save and work hard.. marriage do not come so early.. have to save now so that we can have a stable income if we were to have children in the future… well.. we are still thinking of having our couple life first before having children. Need time to save up.. cuz marriage such as car, housing are so expensive and looking for a hotel to have our wedding etc. WAHAHAHAH..

Have been praying that God would provide for my needs.. I also pray that one day, my precious is able to know the Lord.. I have been bringing him to church. And jun kai is also trying to let him know the Lord more too… There was an incident where he was touched by God.. He cried… that was when I knew God is working in his life. He even download Christian songs to hear… Really God works in human’s life.. so I would have a church wedding...

I can strongly say that IBM pays very very well.. and the benefits are not bad as well.. If I can get the job after the interview and some processing of duocuments by the HR, I would be able to work already.. Just Trust in the Lord (: Definitely… Been praying for God’s directions.

Went for Guo Hao’s 21st birthday celebration. Nice experience with the DBI 0705 people(:

2009-12-04T00:43:00.002+08:00

I guess people think that me and my boyfriend break up right?? NAH.. where will break up.. hahahaha.. just wanna keep myself in low profile. Since i have return to sch for final semester, the number of people whoo view my blog is like WOAH.. i dun like to be famous in school.. hahahaha... i like to be myself... no one is identical...

I like to be simple and unique. It represents me...

I am placing God in the Centre of our relationship

Faith Trust Commitment! (:

He is sailing off tmr for his practical test... after he pass his practical test, he would be corporal.. currently, people calling him senior already. After 6 months of good performance and if he pass his IPPT, 3rd Sgt is his... (: (: (: yay!! SGT sia!!! really very very happy for him.. he deserve it.. he has the leadership and able to teach others and those that are slower than him in learning. thats the way man! (: hee hee... we should always help each other. (: like how u helped me to pull myself up when i was down..

You are everything to me! i'm afraid to lose you.. really! I will be right here waiting for you at the marriage door.. (: you rock my life.

Went to marina square to play guitar freaks V5.. very fun sia.. now i can X2 le.. for the guitar.. yea.. remember last time i said about guitar?? LOLOLOL... i am learn to play guitar first through the tempo.. then subsequently, i will play the real guitar.. hee hee... i have learnt some guitar skills from guitar hero.. thats super super fun mans!!! hahahaha.. i am looking forward to the day where we can play guitar hero again. I love playing the guitar and sing.. Love rooftops and monsoon song. (: now i can get S and A grade for guitar le.. YAY!! last time always B and C and sometimes A.. sometimes even full combo.. my boyfriend can play la.. hahaha.. he better than me.. then can even reach to extra stage.. altogether 5 stages.. extra stage means 6 (:

Thanks Jun Kai for the two messages you send me.. hahahaha.. (: i wonder how is life for you now.. I think only 21 dec we are able to meet up once again... hahaha.. now i finally know where is OCS, how the place looks like and the place that i would be going for 21 dec.. hahahaha (: LOLOL...

HAHAHA... i kind of dislike 3rd parties in a relationship.. i just seen one today in front of my eyes.. Nopes... i dun wanna such things to happen. the 3rd party should reflect on the consequences.. cuz i have experience it before on 1 Jan 2009.. Its never a good feeling. Every party would be angry and hurt. NONONONO!!! trust me.. you will regret if u are a 3rd party..!!!

I gonna go up to IBM expo on friday 4 dec (: heading down to meet the people in IBM.. hahahaha (: I am going to ask my OIC and maybe supervisor if he is in singapore for more details on the 1 year contract for IBM. Thanks Jin Peng who is willing to fetch me downstairs..

EAIPJ Project is going on well for me... AJAX, Login is all done... Except for minor issues which teacher told me and can be enhance better... i am learning.. i am trying my really really best. all the sources can be read from the online sources for VB.. and even step by step e-learning to learn AJAX..

People.. dun be lazy k?? hahahaha.. online sources are available... LOLOLOL... i am gonna start my other part of my project.. not only Login should be done.. other should be done as well.. (:

Big part is coming in.... Google Map.. I think it is necessary right?? HMMM... dunno can even accomplish.. gonna see tutorials as to how google map works and edit codes to be what i want it to be... i am so not gonna incorporate flash in my project anymore.. teacher dun approve it. Therefore, i have decided not to.. hahhaa..

I wanna do flash is because for ITIPJ, i have lost the battle of disctinction for ITIPJ... i wanted the disctinction so badly.. its because of the flash she did that she went for distinction presentation.. thats why i wanna learn.. LOLOL.. but then learning and doing my own website next time, i would most probably do it.. Maybe for IBM?? hahahaha.. see how it goes.. dun think so far.. one step at a time... LOLOL... But i know the girl didn't score a distinction.. i know my sources to find out if she did score distinction.

If she gets distinction, i would be "jumping off the building already"... cuz i feel what she did wasn't that fantastic as in her functions. She did almost the same function as me... just because of flash she will get dist?? hmmm...

i am so gonna keep my EAIPJ as low profile as possible.. Yuppss... Being secretive is good (: i love it..

Blog is for me to rant.. So you dun like it, so be it.. i am not going to care... hahahaha...

I have suffered humiliation in my class before already.. what is all these comments from others?? hahahaha... i can take it de.. take it as they are talking to no one and ghost, spirits.. i am myself and i am happy can already.. Kai Xin Jiu Hao... Pei Yu's line... hahahaha..

I dun like people to peep at my work leh.. and then try to copy.. not so easy to copy lah... hard work.. hahahahaa...

Ms Kwa and Ms See... --> dun need to give me the things u wanna give me.. really... i appreciate your kind gestures... thank you very very much!

Ms Loh, Ms Oh and Ms Lee.. --> thanks you very very much for the chocolates.. the chocolates i have actually shared with my current classmates and my chalet clique members on my actual birthday. Thank you ms loh for meeting me early in the morning on my birthday and give me the gift and the call from you in the morning.. Really really appreciate and its really really the thought that counts..

Ms Ho and Ms Goh.. --> thank you ms goh for the gift you have given me.. its really nice and it really comes into handy.. notepads.. hahahaha.. (: its good for me to write important reminders which i could remind myself on the things that i need to do each day and things that i need to accomplish within a certain date... Ms Ho... i haven't met you for a while.. do meet up for a chat at gloria jeans k?? hee hee.. i would love the chat.. definitely.. your smile really brightens up my day..(: pretty and sweet...

All the nice lecturers i have met so far.. who have somehow made an impact in my life.. such as Ms See giving me pocky(the sticks ones..which the bits of nuts) when i did not have my lunch during FYP...

FYP is the time when i actually fell really ill cuz of my difficulty of my project... i realised that its nothing about copy and pasting from internet sources.. sure wont work... I even realised that we can even do arrays in VB.. OMG!!! the VB codes is long like siao.. i see also dun understand.. must it really works.. HAHAHAHA... really difficult proj.. :(.... but i learn alot in FYP.. and that is... DO NOT BE TOO NICE TO PEOPLE WHO IN THE END BACKSTAB YOU WITHOUT YOU KNOWING IT... (:

oh well.. poly is all about making use of people... Come on.. just agree with me on that.. when u have the model and standard answers to assignments, tutorial answers from other sources.. u become the queen or king in the class.. subsequently, when they dun need you, they just shun away from you.. Agree with me to that please.. it reality and the fact

I believe what kai xiong have told me.. that is.. Its the other party's lost if they do not treasure your friendship and relationship seriously. it might be just for fun and for that moment in time. Its ok not to treat me as classmate de.. hee hee.. i know the ways to be independent and not to count on others to give me the appropriate answers to every question. Everyone make mistakes.. I do too.. Sometimes being alone can be a good solution. A time for reflection and think through. (:

2009-12-02T18:54:00.016+08:00

2009-12-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

The worst friend: FYP

The worst group of friends for lunch: FYP

The worst backstabbers: FYP

The worst treatable friend: FYP

The worst grades in my IT module: B. I am super serious about this. Not including Computing Maths. I dun count C Maths as an IT module. IT module means some codings must be involved.

The Best Class: DBI 0705

The Best Clique: Chalet Clique

The Best Man: My Precious

The Best People: My Loved Ones

The Best Teachers: The teachers who have taught me

The Best Love: God

The Best Grade: A for all Project Modules. I am hoping for a distinction.

I hope to see a Distinction in my transcript. I believe it is all about hard work. I am going to work with my team members.

Run the final poly race with confidence and faith. Let us not be wary about anything. Just trust in God. He will lead.

I am aiming for SMU. Business Information System. Only a mix will help me. If there was a double degree or honours, I sure will take it. Maybe I would take masters after my degree. YAY!... I hope precious would not see me in my grave yard so fast. LOLOL.. I believe he will support me through.

No one can ever replace you in my heart. You are perfect my eyes. (: Beauty is in the eye of beholder. You really have became more mature and more handsome when u enter army.

I will wait till you finish yr army and we could go on an holiday together. You rock my life. Jun Kai.. u rock my life as well.. As well as Hui Ying, Jocelyn, Charmaine, Sindy, Ashley, Martin, Bang Qi, Pei Yu, Andy, Joshua.

He is gonna be a corporal soon. Late December or early Jan. he is serving his probation for OJT( on job training). Staying in almost everyday. Weekends also la.. that time Saturday cant even meet him.. hmmm.. Hahahaha.. and if he pass his IPPT or his good performance, he would be getting his 3rd SGT… After ORD, maybe 2nd SGT?? Depends on his performance. He has a good name in his unit.. YAY (: He wont be posting onboard ship at all. Everyone would call him senior soon.. hahahaha (: He is not like going to ‘yang wo’. Cashless.. hehehehe.. saving up almost every cent of my pocket money… I want to buy what I want. If my parents dun wanna buy iphone for me, I buy by myself. (:

I will meet all of you soon.. meet during the weekdays k?? remember 2 Jan.. our chalet clique picnic at marina barrage k?? (:
I may not be perfect. But we are perfect in God’s eye

s. He created us to who we are. Do not be conformed to the patterns in the world. But learn God’s word. Trust and Obey.

Love Never fails.

Cast all your cares upon him, for he cares for you

Cast all anxiety on him, because he carries the burden for us

That is why I am always so happy. God forgives all who truly repents.

AMEN to that!

Happy Birthday Hong Yee (:

Happy Birthday Jolene (:

2009-11-28T16:48:00.004+08:00

2009-11-28T11:27:00.004+08:00

What a nice sleep i had yesterday... 1230am to 11am... LOLOLOL.. too tired to even walk anymore.. In the SIMS 2, remember an eneregy ba? Its red in colour.. LOLOL

Dear God,

I thank you for darwin in my life. Without him, my life would be a super serious one. Made my day, gave me the best gift for 2 years in his army, the first person who gave me real flowers and it was really a surprised gift. First time i met my ideal partner's parents and even ask me to go for their famy event and meet their childhood's family. First time i step into my boyfriend's house with parents at home and give me the best hospitality. Sometimes fetching me home when there is no available transport home except taxi.. Hmmm.. the last time i took a taxi was his 21st birthday celebration on 31 oct 2009. Hahahaaa... remembering the times i catch up with pei yu, kelvin as well as jun kai..

AMEN! (:

Talking about jun kai... i might be going for his OCS social night. Hard to find girls to go out with him... i think i would go.If not he have to sign extra.. asked my boyfriend for permission.. he said ok but know your limits.. YES SIR... LOLOLOL...

My boyfriend bought for me a olympus Miu-7010... Go online to find the specs k??
These are the specs:

1) 12 mega-pixels
2) 7X Optical Zoom
3) 23 modes to choose from
4) Wide 28mm
5) 2.7 LCD monitor
6) Intelligent Auto
7) Image stabilization
8) Shardow Adjustment
9) AF Tracking
10) Beauty Mode
11) TruePic III
12) Hyper Crystal II

Compatible xD, Micro SD

Compatible with windows Vista.

We brought it at IT fair. WOOTS!!Hourly special.. Comes with 3 years warranty. Brought Andy to the IT fair as well. Since it was at expo.. hahahaha... Reminds me of my attachment workplace.. hahahaha..miss them really really very much.. hahahaha

We were given free gifts:

1) 2 8GB micro SD-card
2) Olympus case
3) Mini Tripod and cleaning Kit
4) Proguard Screen protector
5) Siyoteam card reader
6) 1 extra battery
7) USB and Computer wire

Altogether $398... this digital camera where got so easy for people to steal?? i wont even bring to school..only days which we decide to go our to take pictures then i would bring.i wont be so stupid to bring it to school.. and make me worry whether my camera is still in my bag.. hahahaha.. only with him then i bring.. WOW.. i cant find a better camera than this.. reallt good and affordable..

I would getting an IPhone from my parents for christmas day.. YAY!! two gadgets i having been waitin for, for a long time. Ipod touch.. maybe darwin's parents are buying for him.. so lucky parents.. ME TOO!! who is ME THREE?? LOLOL

Last year, i bought for him a PSP.. hahahahaa.. cost as much as this also.. hahahaha... also share.. the PSP still in my house sia.. LOLOL.. need to give him soon.. his sis is asking for it also...

Time to give myself some time to study.. weekends is booked to stay at home and study.. hahahaha... weekdays is do project.. LOLOL..

i feel so Xin Fu.. happy happy happy girl...

Never will i leave you, Never will i forsake you.. AMEN!

tatta!!

2009-11-25T20:16:00.004+08:00

I shall have some words on my blog now.. hahahaha...

There are many people i wanna thank... I will never miss out cuz i write down who have wished me happy birthday on 13 Nov. (:

SMS: Darwin, Pei Yu, Lynn, Jackie, My Uncle, Primary School Classmate Yun Qian, Samuel, Hilda, Hui Ying, Jocelyn, Seth, Brian

Facebook: Bettina, Jie Ying, Angel, Hannah, Bryant, Yong Choon, Tian Ru, Samuel, Regina, Joanna Neo, Charlotte

Face to Face: Jun Jie, Edward, Marcus, Kai Zhen, Rydrlin

MSN: Bang Qi, Hannah

Not forgetting those who wished me before hand and belated.. Thanks!! (: Belated would be Shen Han..(: Thanks People. You made my day..

And Not forgetting also the people who came to my birthday party as well. Without all of you, my chalet party will never be successful.. Thanks to making up the number.

And Not forgetting the gifts.. I suddenly increase the number of perfumes.. i think i too smelly.. need perfume.. muhahahahahha...kidding.. LOLOLOL

My family are Nov Babies... HAAHAH (:

13 Nov, 19 Nov, 29 Nov...

I have many friends and cousins and close ones are born in November

11 Nov- Charlotte(pri sch)
12 Nov- Yun Qian(pri sch)
13 Nov- MY BIRTHDAY, Jun Jie, Daoli, Amanda See (: All Same Date, Same Month, Same Year
19 Nov- Mum
20 Nov- Ashley (Cousin)
21 Nov- Dallas (Darwin's Bro)
24 Nov- Raelyn( niece) and Hansel (Cousin)
25 Nov- Wan Yu and Kang Qi
29 Nov- Dad

I cant remember edward is on which day..LOLOL...

Happy Birthday to ALL (:

2009-11-25T18:18:00.009+08:00

2009-11-11T11:52:00.002+08:00

Birthday Photos at my Grandma hse on 12 nov 2009 (:

Mich and me (:

2009-11-11T11:52:00.001+08:00

Went out with sindy on two consecutive days.. mon and tues. Monday is to celebrate my advance birthday cuz on my birthday party chalet, she is not free… LOL… but its ok la… at least she has to heart to celebrate my birthday chalet.. hahahaha…

I am happy not because my birthday is on fri. But because all of chalet clique members except jun kai can stay over at my chalet.. YAY!! Jun kai only book out on sat. let’s have FUN in the chalet.. Happy and excited to see them

Not forgetting those that are coming as well.. HEEX!! (:

Awaiting for FRI! (:

2009-11-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

I guess I wont be blogging till my birthday is over.

Details for the chalet:

Dressing/ Attire: Any dressing that is presentable (:

Time: 7pm.

Place: Pasir Ris Costa Sands ( The one nearer to the escape and do NOT need to pay $1 entrance fee)

Exact Location: I would message you people the exact location if you would be coming (:

Welcome gifts would be given. It’s a memorable gift. Definitely.

I’ll be leading worship on that day. Let’s give thanks to God for all he has done for me for the past 20 years. AMEN(:

2009-11-05T21:42:00.007+08:00

My boyfriend's sister is just so cute.. hahhahaha..

Before going for art class, there was a conversation between she and my boyfriend about giving birthday presents. She did not give anything to her brother..

She said she wanted both of us to send her for art class, so we fetch her to and from art class.

During art class, i think she actually thought of giving her brother a birthday present. During art class, she drew this:

When we were fetching her, my boyfriend went to the toilet so i went art class to call her. When she showed me this photo, i was seriously shocked. How could a 7 year old kid do such cards... SO CUTE!! hahahaha...

Was really touched. And she said that this card she want to give her brother. and he has to give the card to me.. HAHAHAH.. now i am keeping this card.. LOLOL... the picture is actually her brother wearing a cap..

my boyfriend's sister is really lovable..

See my facebook picture.... its she, me and the cow together (: (: (: we gave her the cow as her birthday present. but that cow taken is actually mine. we went to buy another one for her. She requested it as we did not know what to buy for her

ADORABLE!! (:

2009-11-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Thinking about project seems so sianz… haiz.. so many things to do within a given time frame.

I believe if me and my boyfriend are given a project and we are in the same team, I think it is also able to work very well right precious?? It always does (: LOVE YOU LOTS. Only need to sacrifice sleep to do project.. HEE HEE..

Quite angry with a guy actually..HUMPH! PRIDE AND EGO is the word (: Not everything you is right mans... Reflect about it. Its your character that needs to change not mine (: I have a strong character that u might not accept.. dun matter to me actually (:

Went for NE trip with the class today.. Quite boring actually…

2009-11-02T17:19:00.003+08:00

Its very obvious that actually some people actually gradually get to know you better, play the same games with you online. Hopefully by the end of the semester, they will actually help you in your studies and hoping that they will be the right person for you to look for when u need help in coding or even during practicals when u face problems?

Aren’t everyone is making use of each other in poly? Hmmm… special example I have seen today. People might think I am very selfish when I come to the coding period after term break. I only share with people I trust. I trust my current group mates that I work with for this final semester. Definitely (: but there are always things that I would rather do it by myself. Obviously who doesn’t want to score for projects? They are the easiest to score. Provided if you are willing to research and help yourself.

I am willing to help if you help yourself. But I do not even think I have the time to help others with my difficulty and complexity of my project. A lot of things to research and a lot of things to learn. ESP EAIPJ and Entrepreneurship.

In poly, I have met many backstabbers and people who even tell teachers things that they should keep to themselves. Or rather sabotage another person. Do you ever think that you will feel guilty? Definitely. Even if you did the right thing. The person is your friend. Yet you did that to her.. hmmm.. this kind of friend better stay away sia.. I have started to avoid these people. They are people that create your life upside down. Those who are sincere and nice are people that I treasure most. Friends are to take care of not to sabotage (:

Celebration on Saturday was fun. Help a lot till I was so tired. Hahaahha(: though it was raining, we still enjoyed ourselves. NOT TO MENTION!! I fell off a stool.. OPPS!! Hahaahha.. I made everyone laugh. Wahahahaha.. I myself also laugh. I wonder how to fell from the stool and the stool broke.. hee hee..

Sunday went to Hort Park with my boyfriend’s parents. Enjoyed myself.. hahahaha.. so romantic. Seeing the kind of garden I wanna have in the future. If I am successful, I will buy a bungalow (: Enjoy life but spend on what is necessary.

Today after java practical, our team went to play table tennis. We sweat it all out.. YAY!! (:

Best Friend: Pei Yu (: U should know why I chose you. Thanks for your deeply concern (:

Best Clique: CHALET CLIQUE!!!
Darwin, Cheryl, Jun Kai, Andy, Pei Yu, Joshua.
More will increase when all find their boyfriend or girlfriend (: SOON LA.. SOMEONE (: (: (: (:

Good Friends: Sindy, Charmaine, Hui Ying, Jocelyn, Jun Kai

Good Friends to be??? : Ashley, Martin, Bang Qi

2009-10-31T07:44:00.000+08:00

I am looking forward to christmas this year. My cousin sean would be coming back from his pilot training in aust (: for our big family, we enjoy Christmas more than Chinese new year. we love church services, Christmas lunches as a church as well as heading over to yi yi’s house for a time to get together to do sports together and also to open presents. Its been a long time since I have gone to yi yi’s house.. (:

My boyfriend would be joining too.most probably. Hopefully there is no more guard duty by then (:

Yesterday we went to Singapore river instead of sentosa due to the weather. When we went there, the seats were dry (: thank God for that. Jun Kai called dear and say he left keys at home.. hahaha (:

I am going to buy lunch for dear’s family later and help up with the preparation. (: would definitely enjoy today’s celebration.

I am such a busy woman. i better be free soon (: my planning of chalet is already done (: just need people to make it happen.(:

2009-10-29T16:56:00.003+08:00

Most of the ideas for entre and eaipj have been settled. (: I think now that my poly classmates are the friends that i would treasure their friendship and want to remain this friendship till i leave this world.. HAHAHA.. i am happy with my life now.
EAIPJ i would be working with daniel to discuss our part while the rest would discuss the major components. yupps...

I am going sentosa with my bf tmr!! yay! finally...

People... Dun be stress yea?? (: Everything will go on smoothly (:

2009-10-27T10:01:00.003+08:00

English Paper was easy to me.. HAHAHAH.. I did question 5. Write about your worry and hopes for the future. It is evident that people face such anxious thoughts. I started by writing about evident. Next I quote the phrase” Aim High when your feet is on the ground”. Next, I define the word worry and and hope. I stress the point that our present now is what we work for for the future.

I started with my sec sch, poly and my future university (: I never write about boyfriend cuz its not related to this composition. HAHAHA..

Letter writing was good as well. People listen… its an informal letter. It already state in bold to start with Dear all pupils. Pupils are your friends. Not yr teachers or principal. HAHAHA… i almost got tricked but I am not a fool. But I use good tone and language

Comprehension was about sleep and dreams. Passage B was about a girl walking into the forest and was afraid of the animals and wild beasts.

I have rephrase all my words and did not copy a single word from the passage. Not even summary and comprehension.

I wan a B3.. haahahah..or A.. hee hee.. I will pray for the results that God wants me to have.

2009-10-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

The planning of the chalet is WOAH!!! Really really difficult to accommodate so many people in one chalet. I wonder how. Trust God in that.. LOLOL… I perhaps only need my church friends, chalet clique, boyfriend and myself to plan this chalet (:

I can handle.. I know I can.. I just need energy!! LOLOLOL… hahahaha… but never mind.. happy can already. Kai Xin Jiu Hao.. yea yea!! I hope tmr can meet my precious to go to sentosa and sit down again. LOLOL… distress.. SERiOUSLY!! I need time to be alone with my precious. Its really a LONG time.. normally is out with chalet clique or with Jun Kai And see the scenery at night. FUN FUN!! Hahahaha… now proj still planning stage. Time to enjoy first.. heehee (: I think I going church camp in dec!! hahahaha… should be ba.. depending when is that. Boyfriend cannot come but never mind. Got church friends can also.. hee hee.

His birthday is under confinement. He is having his 21st birthday celebration on 31 oct 2009. Only some is invited. My parents are invited.. okok.. really time to see parents le.. after so long.. HAHAHAHA… I have not seen my boyfriend for one week. He is having torturing time inside. Guard duty like no one’s business. Two shifts. Like 130am, 4.30am that timing. I wish I can see him really. I survived SIT test and outfield already.. what is all these man… really.. 5 days without communication. Cry only to let out feelings then I will feel happy again.. hee hee.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS!!

2009-10-24T20:14:00.003+08:00

Pei Yu said: “ Hey gal. I really learnt a lot today. : ) Here are some encouragements and continue to jia you yea. “ First, one has to be strong. There is no way of winning in this chaotic world if you give in to your weakness. No matter what others may say or do, you should master your abilities and put these into use. We must find out own way, blaze our own trail and walk it courageously. In this way, we can adorn our lives with last victory. Those who unceasingly continue to make an effort, no matter whether their dedication is recognized or not, are the true heroes and heroines (:

Words are enough to express how much concern people give me.. really. I dun need so many friends. I need true friends and close friends. They are ones that will make u grow. In Isaiah 41 or 42 says “ we may grow faint and weary and he rescues us. Really. My words are encouraging.
I only have one guy and one man that I love. I love God, Jehovah Jireh and my precious Darwin (: Nothing is separate us. God has showed me that you are the one I am going to spend my whole life with. No one can replace you in my heart. Now, I know a lot of people like me, but I only have one husband (: I do not have many husbands. Enough of people who created chaos in my life already. I treat all as friends (: Everyone is equal to God’s eyes.

People really admire me of my ability to talk and optimistic. Really. What for go anywhere with a frown face. You only make people more tong ku. I remember love has no limits. Love never fails. God never fail us. Definitely. (:

He is falling sick. On Monday after my exam, would meet him and take care of him. Tues as well (: take care lots k?? If everything fails you, I’ll never fail you. God never do that and never will he (: Chalet Clique will never fail you as well…

Pei Yu words: “ Kai Xin Jiu Hao”
Cheryl words: “ You gain I gain “ , “ Aim high with your feet on the ground “ , “ Contented and Self- contained”, " Faith Trust Commitment ", Read psalms 23, 139 and 121. (:

Listen to Christian songs and you will be inspired. God speak to those who love him.

Chalet Clique, no clique can replace you!! I am in tears whenever I see how much sacrifice you have given to me and even enjoyed my company. I love all of you. I love you as a brother in Christ. Everyone is equal. No one is perfect but we are perfect in God’s eyes. AMEN! We have people who are there to pull us through each day with a bright smile (: Go forth and speak God’s love! (: He heals..

I’m not sure if my parents are coming. I guess not. Cuz thurs I would be celebrating with my grandma house. Might be inviting Darwin to see my very generous grandma and grandpa. Would ask michelle and family to come too and celebrate my birthday at my grandma house.
Sunday I would be celebrating at my cousins house already.. hee hee (: yay!! My birthday is always so grand. People always celebrate for me de.. hee hee.. Thank God for them.
This Christmas my dear dear is gonna be coming for my Christmas service, lunch as well as going to my cousins house to swim, use gym and open presents (: YAY MAN!! I am excited again. God is always faithful. The alpha and Omega. (:

My boyfriend might be helping my church with the HTC 70th anniversary website. He will gladly help. Defnitely. I cant help. I got 101 things on my hands. I have 3 major modules to me. Java, Entrepreneurship and EAIPJ. God will guide me. I will get my whole team into distinction presentation. I wil definitely will. I have high expectations of myself that’s why I feel stress all the time (: take one step at a time people (: all will go well for u… Slow Riders achieve higher rewards. I love Ms Cher’s msn nick (:

I am gonna learn guitar, flash, dreamweaver and photoshop. I admire people who do so nice things on photoshop. I only know what is ms office, paint, Microsoft picture manager to make videos etc… I am learning… I am exploring… give me time.. (: I have learn ms excel when I was attached in IBM.. everyday is a learning experience (: I was in the finance department. I love my OIC, LO, Supervisors and fellow collegues.

I wanna work in IBM for temp job till I go to uni. I will ask God for directions in my life. Thank Grace for saving a lot of my money on the chalet with her NTUC link points (: I pray for big chalet (: I pray for attendance. I pay for the love of God to shower everyone.
YES! I‘ll be retaking English again.. hahahaha (: I wanna get into local uni. THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR CONSTANT PRAYERS AND GUIDANCE. I WILL WORK HARD. MY ORAL WAS FANTASTIC. THE TEACHER SAID IT WAS WELL DONE (: thank God for that. Hee hee. I will work hard for comprehension. My understanding skills are very lousy. I only know how to do tutorials and practicals. That’s all. Lectures I am listening with my ear piece on. I cant stand boring lecturers. I LOVE MS KAREN CHIA!! You rock teacher. You are a very good speaker. I ADMIRE YOU a lot!!

I am looking forward to school everyday. Seeing my classmate and making everyone happy. I see BI0707 people, I also very happy.. hahahaha… love jerlyn, angel and ze rong.. (:
I am waiting to start the beer game for logistics.. hee hee. I see my boyfriend classmates and group play before. I use my eyes to see and ask questions.. HAHAHAHA.. I love the rolling of dices etc!!

11 Nov 2009, church peeps! Let’s meet up at 7pm to rehearse my songs. Co-ordinate by yourself and let me know who coming. I will there by 7pm. (: I need Grace, Brenda and Daniel’s help. So be ready!! Li Hui, Jolene and Lydia too (: I need people to do sign languages (:
I am very very busy! But God is blessing me with my going in and going out (:
I will never let changes in the world to affect my character. I am who I am (:
I shall leave a phrase with you “ Therefore, as God’s chosen people, truly and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience “ Colossians 3:12)

2009-10-24T09:49:00.001+08:00

Just Wait

Deperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly,patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate…
And the Master so gently said, “ Wait.”

Wait? You say wait?” my indignant reply.
“Lord, I need answers, I need to know why! “
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I’m claiming your word.

My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance and you tell me to wait?
I’m needing a ‘yes’, a go-ahead sign.
Or even a ‘no’, to which I’ll resign.
You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
Lord, I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:
I’m weary of asking! I need a reply

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied again, “wait.”
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, “ So, I’m waiting.. for what?? “
He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine…
And He tenderly said, “ I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.

I could give all you seek and pleased you would be
You’d have what you want, but you wouldn’t know Me.
You’d not know the depth of My love for each saint.
You’d not know the power that I give to the faint.
You’d not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You’d not learn to trust just by knowing I’m there.
You’d not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.

You’d never experience the fullness of love
Wen the peace of my spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you’d not know the depth of the best of My heart.
The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that’s beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

You’d never know should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But oh, the loss if I lost what I’m doing in you.
So, be silent,my child, and in time you’ll see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft my answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still.. WAIT”

2009-10-24T09:09:00.001+08:00

Footprints

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along
The beach with the Lord. Across the sky
Flashed scenes from his life. For each scene,
He noticed two sets of footprints on the sand,
One belonged to him, and the other to the Lord

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
He looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
There was only one set of footprints. He also noticed
That it happens at the lowest and saddest times
In his life

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord
About it. “ Lord, you said that once I decided to
Follow you, you’d walk with me all the way. But I have
Noticed that during the most troublesome times
Of my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why when I needed you most
You would leave me. ”

The Lord replied, “ My precious child, I love you
And I would never leave you. During your
Times of trail and suffering, when you see only
One set of footprints, it was then that
I carried you.”

2009-10-24T08:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday in cell group (: shall not explain further. Had Charsiew Wan Ton Noodle. I eat Wan ton mee but dun eat wan ton. BUT I eat chicken rice with chicken and I eat prawn noodles with prawn k? LOLOL. went to eat dim sum for supper with the youth (: hee hee.. Daniel fetch me, jia yang, jolene home after that. Hee hee. So sweet of him (: Jane is gonna give birth soon!! A BOY!! Hee hee..

I finally use NYP facilities. i've been sch for like 2 year plus but have not used it (: played ping pong ( table tennis ) with my fellow classmates after discussion for project.. Our project time became playing ping pong.. so funny.. hee hee... SO FUN LA!!! (: i did not know i was quite good at it actually.. OPPS!! but still room for improvement. yupps (: obviously the guys give me chance la.. i know i cant play compeition style

I'm sorry classmates as i could not join you for badminton on sat (today). i have to study for my exam on monday (: i would join more next time when i am free k?? i finally found a class that i can do sports with. ALOT (: heex.. and my boyfriend can join in too.. how fun can it be man.. we love sports yea?? swimming, cycling,bowling, netball(captain's ball) etc! but i dun like tennis.. so dun invite me for tennis unless i can carry that racket and someone is willing to teach me.. LOLOL.. muscles.. NONONO!! hahaahha...

Dun worry.. i will plan an overnight cycling one day (: i love cycling... OHH LALALA (: hee hee..

2009-10-22T18:33:00.004+08:00

Yesterday Business Intelligence teacher ms lee was so nice. The practical is really fun. We play game sia. Shopping game. Ms lee wanted us to to be observers, accounts. But then as nice people, we gave them to the other people in BI0701 to choose. I did not know the next envelope was a consumer. I was one of consumer. When I heard shopping for groceries, it really reminds me of shopping. So fun can?/ I love shopping for bbq stuff esp with Jun Kai and Precious. We love to go Giant, Carrefour, Sheng Shiong, NTUC to compare prices for butter, aluminium foil etc. ESP Chicken. The Chicken was the main thing that people have to buy. I regretted not bringing my calculator.. When my precious message me when I was the practical, I reply super slow sia. I was busy calculating money. My budget was only $60. And I had to feed A father, Mother, Son and Daughter. Father is a meat eater. Mother loves vegetables and pork. Son loves chicken and fruit. Daughter love Fruits and Vegetable. If I dun remember correctly. Cuz we had two rounds to play. First round is budget multiply by 2 cuz of new year celebration. Hahahaha… but then I still stick to budget $60. Second round got bird flu, budget drop to normal $60.. hahahah (: Still within budget even with tight budget. Seriously. And I belong to Stall A. Stall sell super cheap but then Stall B sell super expensive. BI0708 that group.. yupp.. but I think got some from my class now (: SO FUN (: Reminds me bbq and chalet. I am going to make my birthday to be the most memorable. Definitely!!! I hope the planning me and my boyfriend do would be a success. It always do right precious?/ hahahahaa. Unity and Co-operation (:

I thank God for the team I have. Very strong team indeed. Some good in business, Some good in IT. Really good combination. Thank Jeremy, Cong Wen, Daniel and Manpreet (: and we have good speakers as well.. ESP manpreet. All the way man!!! Hhahahahaa.. I will help in Q and A. No Worries (: I try to shoot till teacher say nothing k?? I will try my very best.

My combination of teams are like my boyfriend year 1 team. Very strong sia (: hahahaha… I will help more in entrepreneurship. I would make sure my team gets an A and even distinction (: my last semester to get a Distinction on my Exam Transcript. With my innovative idea, I make sure NYP paton my idea(: I want the 5 or 6 of us to be business partners. I did think of being my own boss (: cuz I love to lead.. really (: I like to listen to ideas. In our team , we make a clear stand that no guy should shout to me on the phone when they ask me to do something like previous semesters. I dun like guys to shout at me.. really!! I am willing to hear so dun shout at me yea?? And I like good feedback about me. Bad also can but say it in a nice way like what Daniel and Jeremy told me though Jeremy is more straight forward. Dun worry. I know how to handle my anger de.. My tolerance level very high (: Peeps who know me well.. I suffered shit also go through till like that liao. What is all this man?? Hee hee.. precious will understand fully yea (: Muackz!! Bestie is Pei Yu.. I really have found a girl that is really trust (: Good friends are Jun Kai, Sindy, Charmaine, Jocelyn. (: Way to go man!!

I will make sure that one day if I have the capital together with my fellow mates and boyfriend who would do the accounts for me, I wanna set up the business in the entrepreneurship idea. I will fight my way through. Out talk to the lecturers and the external panels (: I need your support group members (: we will go through together (:

I would do more for entrepreneurship, EAIPJ I would and Java may need my team members help also.. hee hee.. I not so strong in IT compared to my boyfriend but I will work hard group members (: lets do well and get a decent grade

My Aim now: Score an A in entre or even go for distinction with my whole team (: Either 5 or 6.. Depending…

13 Nov is my birthday (: i have sent out my invitation either on msn or sms already (: I dun need presents. I need your presence. Its really enough!! (: I have all i want already. I have family, Grandparents, relatives, cousins, boyfriend, Best friend, Good friends, neutral friends and hi bye friends (: i already have them all (: Cows i also have le(: All my boyfriend bought for me... Maybe i short of something.. Book Vouchers, KBox Vouchers, Canon IXUS 120 Camera, ipod touch (: hehehehe... but then this one my parents and relatives can afford (: i dun need to have them from friends de (: its all expensive gadgets and vouchers (:

I am craving for my bbq pork ribs!! and chicken satay from BBQ whole sale centre AND DEAR DEAR's MARINATED CHICKEN WING!!! VERY NICE!!! (:

2009-10-20T17:25:00.006+08:00

Complete picture of the Chalet Clique

Precious, best friend jun kai and me. This picture is in my wallet. but of course neoprint and dear dear's photos are also in my wallet (:

My Nephew.. Cousin's Child (: I said he is a handsome boy.. he smile till like that.. LOL. i hope my future children would be that cute too (: 5 years (: 25 or 26 years old.. (: i'll get married to my precious! (:

How Time flies! Its my final semester in Nanyang Poly (: Thank God I have survived till now. Firstly, I obviously thank teachers for their constant guidance in modules and also my Precious who have been a constant pillar of support. Not forgetting as well bestie and good friends and even parents who have been supporting me all the way. Thanks for the times when I ranted to u during my poly days. Times where I would feel emo about my classmates etc. These are testimonies that I would like to share with my church friends and cell group friends as well as my fellow reader reading my blog.

Firstly, I shall clear everyone’s doubts. For the final semester, I’l l be changing class to BI 0705 or rather they called us IT[module code]-03. I would not be in 04 now for this semester. Actually I did not know till I ask kai xin when was her entrepreneurship tut. That’s when I realize that ms oh have done arrangement with the class. Since year 1, she already knew the life I have gone through with my classmates. Even my PEM knows about it. Yupp.. But then nothing is stopping me from asking her to change class. I have asked since year 1. Firstly, I ask my boyfriend to ask ms oh because back then, I did not know ms oh very well. Only then she knew that me and my boyfriend were couples. Yes. We are couples, I can have more knowledge than others. I have someone to teach me. I am lucky, i am very blessed (: I thank God for that. Never did I take advantage of my boyfriend (: so I am here clearing this statement. Why would I want to take advantage of my boyfriend though he is good at IT. Hmmm… Doesn’t sound nice and good to the person at all. I can tell u, university I might not even take IT, does that mean after that I will break up with my boyfriend? Sounds crude and absurd right? Please.. I am not a stupid idiot to break up with boyfriend after poly simply because he helps me in my work? You think during FYP, he help me meh?? He dun even know how to solve my problems sia… zzzz.. I struggled. Definitely. But I am here now taking final semester and passed my FYP.. though its not an A, its ok… (: I know I cant get an A already. My supervisor Ms see have told me that. All I aim is a B (: yea (: my boyfriend dun even know how to code html tables from scratch and during fyp, nothing is drag and drop from vb. Life is tough for me. All I did is find google, source out in the library, ask friends though some are of help but its not complete but some are not : (. I tried incorporating business intelligence. My boyfriend back then was in tekong. Two weeks confinement. Life was really tough. I even thought of suicidal but then life isn’t all about that…(: I learn to think properly and find my purpose in life. I even ask chen xia for her business intelligence notes and I did practicals but some couldn’t work. Yet I think again can it be incorporated. It can be but then when it comes to rating and ranking question for survey questions, I realized its not as simple as it is.. SIGH!! At that time, I felt lost. I felt no one was there. But then my boyfriend tried to give me ideas and try during fyp but all failed. That was the feeling I felt. In the end, I seeked Jason for help, he help me to start the engine and slowly I went online to search and find some relevant codes that fit what I want.Try and error was all I did..

In the end, I came out with the summary report.analytical report once I add in a line of codes, all cant work. That equals to failure already. Then ms see gave me another set of stuff to do. Edit codes etc. that was easier than analytical report. Sources can be found online and some from books. I finally put my heart and soul to my presentation. I know I am good at presentation. So I score for that. Mid term grade I scored a B+ (: was happy about it. Thank God for that. Cuz some things are still not done during week 6. So I guess u can kind of guess what grade I scored for fyp (: yea..!! hahahaha… finally, week 12 came. Ms see shoot me some question I cant answer but then hmmm.. that’s besides the point but I really think my fyp was a big big struggle for me. OH NO!!! in the working world how?? I not going IT like my boyfriend. So I still feel ok la.. maybe work more on presentation skills. Hee hee.. I can be better. Since year 1, I improved so much.from stage fright till I overcome it (: yea!!

Did I mention before that I lead the congregation in church? Yea.. I do.. maybe 3 months once?? Esp on 4th Sundays. I have stopped cuz of studies but would resume it on march 2010 again (: I felt God called me into the worship ministry by serving him. You should know that I love singing. I love singing for God. He gave me the passion. I remember in pri sch, pri 3 I was in netball. Always Goal shooter.. hahahahaa. But then pri 4 I could not get in liao.. hee hee.. got into choir. I cried bitterly that time but then I realized that God put me in choir for a reason. Its not use this talent to glorify God. I feel happy and touched whenever when I am down, I cry to God and ask him for directions in my life.

People would have known that I am not close to my classmates in poly and never were in the first place. Anyway, it is all in the past. I have learn to LET GO AND LET GOD handle situation.I am very simple. You talk to me, I talk to you. U hate me, hate me lor.. But I dun hate you. I love my enemies. Because God tells us to love our enemies. I think in my entire life, only 2 I feel treat me as enemies. First is the guy and second is my BI0708 one classmate. I dun bother whether u wan to talk to me or not is up to you (: if u are are still in bitterness, I would say that u still haven’t LET GO AND LET GOD… bitterness is not what God wants to see in us(: if you are still angry with me for whatever reason and think I am irritating, its your perception (: but I dun think this way. I have let god handle it and now I have forgiven everyone. Because I know he forgives. I thank my classmates from BI0708 to teach me what is to be strong (: I can say now I am a very strong person (: people actually seek me and talk to me whenever they have problems, I always use words to encourage them . Just like Ashley, darwin’s tekong good mate.. He have been facing problems, this problems I wont say it here but then I think he felt greatly appreciated. Because my words are always good to follow (: I give very good advise. I would say I am matured since sec 1 or sec 2. Yupps..

THANKS BI0708 FOR LETTING ME LEARN WHAT IS TO BE A STRONGER PERSON. I THINK TEXTBOOK HAS NEVER TAUGHT ME THIS BUT U HAVE TAUGHT ME. GOD HAVE PLACED ME IN THIS CLASS FOR A REASON AND THIS COURSE AS WELL. i have survived 2 years with all of u and i have became stronger emotionally. Thanks peeps! (: Nothing Negative.. No worries (: I USED TO REGRET WHY I WAS IN A CLASS THAT I WAS OUTCASTED AND I ALWAYS HAD PROBLEMS FORMING TEAMS CUZ EVERYONE DUN WANNA GROUP UP WITH ME. HMMM.. I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF THIS,ITS YOUR LOSS NOT GROUPING UP WITH ME (: I DO MY WORK BUT THOUGH NOT TOP QUALITY. I AM HARDWORKING (:

THANKS BI0705 FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP. I KNEW YOU WHEN I WAS IN THE IT TRACK AND IN THE SAME TUTORIAL CLASS. I DEFINITELY HAVE NO REGRET GOING TO YR CLASS. EATING LUNCH AS A CLASS AND HAVING JOKERS IN THE CLASS. I HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN GROUPINGS FOR THIS CLASS. I THANK GOD FOR THAT. I HAVE ALREADY FOUND THE SAME GROUP FOR JAVA, EAIPJ, ENTREPRENEURSHIP (: IT WOULD BE THE SAME GROUPINGS FOR BUSINESS INTEELIGENCE, INFOSECURITY, LOGISTICS (: CUZ WE HAVE 5 PEOPLE IN THE GROUP. HEE HEE. ONE OF THEM IS IN BUSINESS TRACK. THE REST OF US 4 IS IT TRACK. SMALL ASSIGNMENT MAXIMUM 4. SO IT IS VERY SETTLED ALREADY. SAME FRIENDS. (: HOPE TO WORK WITH ALL OF U. WE ARE GOING TO DO WELL TOGETHER AND JIA YOU FOR THE FINAL SEMESTER. NO MORE QUARRELS AND CONFLICTS YEA??

Java- Cheryl leader (:
Entrepreneurship – Cong Wen leader (:
EAIPJ- Jeremy leader (:

Other small projects would be other people.. hee hee.

MY TEAM CONSISTS OF : CHERYL, JEREMY, DANIEL, MANPREET, CONG WEN. (:

I AM THE ONLY GIRL.. lolol.. BUT THEN ITS OK LA.. HEE HEE.. AS LONG AS THEY DO WORK, I OKAY DE. HOPEFULLY NO CONFLICTS. EVERYONE DO THEIR PART. YEA!

Dun be like my boyfriend. Had so many problems till I also dunno how to console him. And made a bad scene somehow. Haiz.. dun understand why must always be online. LOLOL… cannot call the person meh? Must I attached a phone to your hands? Weird friends man. Like online or msn discussion sometimes dun even bother to tell my boyfriend. WTH can?? I online, they talk to me ask me if my boyfriend whether he with me.. Why must put me in the picture? Cannot call him ar?? Phone die off no charger is it?? Zzzz… must go through me de… funny leh. My boyfriend dun online, they have secret msn.and my bf dun even know. I as a outside find it weird and absurd.. dun need treat your friends like that de Sometimes for tell then sometimes can even forget. Take him as team member a not? Say u have leadership skills. Bull shit. All throw away le la.. let tekong teach u what is unity. All for one, one for all. I think I in yr class and group, I also suffer. Cuz that time I always not online ma. Sometimes just dun feel the need to. Only distract me studying only. I like doing projects without internet connection but now different la… I got classmates that would always be online.. so I will try to be online if I can. If they online, they sure will call me. Dun have next day will tell me what happen de… ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL. ONE FAIL TO DO, ALL FAIL… yea (: esp the game part for their EAIPJ.. LOLOL.. the person who coding better in the team and the guy who think of the game such as the logic both went for distinction presentation.. everything behind my boyfriend’s back plan the thing… zzzzzzz… u like it when others do that to you??i remember that time my bf went overseas. Tickets already booked liao.. he can change meh? No choice right? Family thing what… seriously people, think about yr actions… do u think u even deserve to be my boyfriend’s classmate and friends to come?? Hard ba… backstabbed all the way during last semester sia!

So if you are not invited for his 21st birthday, I am not surprised (: reflect on how u have treat him yea?? See if u realize that you have even treated him as a friend As a friend, Dun suddenly treat him so nice de.. if I were him, I will feel weird as well. Dun because of something happen then try to make amends. Too late.. what over is over. I not sure if his poly friends are invited. Even invited also only some ?? if not all dun invite. Maybe Lydia will still invite ba (: I not sure.. this one must ask him.. he birthday boy.. hee hee.

If I were him, I wont invite. What for invite a bunch of bastards?? Seriously.. people who think their idea is super good. $80 for advertisement. Mind you.. my boyfriends mum in advertising company leh.. think so cheap meh. Want to make profit also cant cut cost till like that right? Need to hire people to work for u lor… where got work for yourself. Then all dare not even do financial planning. When entrepreneurship day, once ask about financial budget, wah.. shoot to my boyfriend liao… keep quiet le.. LOLOL.. lucky my boyfriend born speaker.. LOLOL.. we make a pair yea??

Nothing can separate us.. thanks people.. the jan incident have brought us closer than before. Thanks for that incident also. I wont regret that I cant make friends with any of you. I regret making friends with some of his classmates. Seriously… make sure u go uni or tekong or uni, dun do same thing yea?? I will let God punish those who have done him wrong (: God will handle it

I am going for cell grp on fri.. YAY! (: can see Grace,radiant, Daniel , Jane, Beng Yu and the rest of them.. happy happy (: till we meet again yea??

Time table is very reasonable.. hee hee.. oh no.. friday discussion liao for entre and others. LOLOL...

Long post but yea (: I have said out my piece (:

My motto in this relationship : Faith Trust Commitment

I guess its self-explained (:

tatata!!

2009-10-18T09:51:00.004+08:00

PRECIOUS!! I really hope that you like the presents that me and yr best friend gave to u on sat 17 oct 2009 (: i remember i slept at 3.15pm yesterday. OMG!!! this is how late i came home and i had to bathe etc!! LOLOLOL...

PRECIOUS!!NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH SACRIFICE THAT U HAVE DONE. SACRIFICING YOUR SLEEP TO TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE!! I REALLY THANK U ALOT. SERIOUSLY. I HOPE THE PRESENT THAT JUN KAI GAVE YOU ACTUALLY MAKE U REFLECT HOW MUCH WE HAVE GONE THROUGH. ESP TAKING SIMPLE SHOTS AT CLARKE QUAY. I HOPE U WILL KEEP THE ALBUM OR RATHER THE PRESENT. WHEN U FEEL LIKE LOOKING AT IT AGAIN, REMEMBER OF THE FUN TIMES WE ALL HAD TOGETHER. obviously the photos are given to him. if not he would not have so much photos. i hope that the present i give u actually show how much i love you. i know u were speechless and loss for words when jun kai and i gave u the present

DEAR... u are 21 years old soon already (: put all the past behind you and walk ahead. i know life in sec sch and poly did gave u some bad memories. but just remember the friends that have left a footprints in your life esp jun kai (: he is a friend that really treasures your friendship seriously. i feel happy whenever i see u happy with jun kai etc. and i also would like to thank jun kai as well. cuz without you to intro him to me, i would already lost a good friend in this world. thanks for even the friendship and i not sure whether u sometimes feel ok with us such as having to meet darwin together with me. its like one couple and u are like the 'extra' one but then seriously i have never treated u 'extra' (:

Treasure the friendship we have together with our chalet clique too (: they are friends that they give us joy whenever we meet. its really hard to ask everyone to come together with their tight schedules to come together and celebrate your birthday. being and organiser for yest 17 oct 2009, i really feel touched when everyone could attend your birthday celebration. I feel as sense of accomplishment even though people have tp leave earlier for their religion stuff and work. but i still thank God everyone could make it..

Thanks Jun Kai, Andy, Pei Yu, Joshua for taking your time to come to my boyfriend's bithday celebration. (:

The presents that me and jun kai would be posted soon (: after i get the photos from andy (:

2009-10-16T18:25:00.006+08:00

Lucky I have my friend Zhi Quan and my cousin’s husband who had gone through life in my boyfriend’s unit. So I can actually find more stuff about his army life also.. LOLOLOL… nice eh??? But then his unit life seems like not very good for him. Keep studying and never do area cleaning already is confinement.. WTH!! CONFINEMENT LEH.. means I cannot even see my boyfriend can?? ZZZZ… he better dun get confine or cannot come out during his 21st bdae sia.. I still wanna celebrate actual bdae sia!!! LOLOLOL…

Monday i went Nihon Mura aka Ri Ben Chun at cathay . LOOK AT THE RECEIPT. SUPER LONG CAN?? LOLOL...

Carried Jun Kai's Army bag!! Very nice to carry... and its true man!! HAHAHHAA...

These are pictures of dear dear's POP...Sorry for the super long update.. HAHAHAH...

As i look back at my attachment pictures.. I remember the fun times i had in attachment. This was the picture i gave to each one of them before i left after 3 months. I gave it together with a photo frame and words written behind...

2009-10-16T18:09:00.003+08:00

I am back from my dental at midpoint orchard. On my way there with my dad, I saw Sumin. I am not sure if she saw me. LOLOL… cant be bothered la. HAHAHA…

Anyway, if anyone who is reading this blog received a msg from him regarding my boyfriend’s 21st birthday celebration, you would be most probably be invited (: I am seriously not sure who is attending his birthday bbq cum buffet. LOLOL.. This eve of the birthday celebration is his family organize it for him. His parents are quite nice to actually ask him to write a wishlist on what he wants for his birthday. (: I already know what my precious wants for his birthday but then I dun have the money to buy as yet. My money have gone to my driving and my expenses : ( still feeling sad. and tomorrow is going to be a day that my dear is going to cut a big hole in my pocket.

Since he was still studying in poly, he have been wanting to eat kuishinbo for a long time. I seriously think it was my fault to blurt out that tomorrow we are going kuishinbo. Since he already knew, there is nothing to hide and not write on the blog.. LOLOL. So the kuishinbo treat would be on me.. HAHAHA.. its $39.90 ++ and birthday cake is $25.80. Just wanna thank all those people who have recommended me cakes for his birthday. Esp to Camilia, Ashley (my cousin) and Radiant (: hahahaha.. they recommended me Awfully Chocolate Cake. Went down to vivo on thurs to pre order the cake. (: I scared that with wordings on the cake, it might need time for them to write. HAHAHA… Its alright for me to put the amount down. Cuz he know he pricing now.. Nothing to hide.. HEHEHE… Head down to bugis after that and bought a present for him. HAHAHAHA.. this is secret.. Meant to only be disclosde after he open the present.. hee hee… A place I went with him before, a place I said that it was nice. Ok!!! I know my hint not very obvious.. LOLOL.. but better not say further..

I wanna thank Jackie for finding for me a Chinese Christian song called 赞美之泉. I’ve been finding this song for such a super long time. Finally I found it.. People who are interested can go to : http://www.jdtjy.com/. I love the song my bestie too. Its called Easy (Remix) Ft. Bow Wow.. HAHAHA (: eveytime I hear赞美之泉 then I hear my bestie send me e song, my ears would be almost deaf.. Cuz that song is very loud. So everytime I hear it from my ipod, I have to turn the volume down. LOLOLOL.. And go and download avalon- Everything to Me (: hee hee.. NICE!!

I am sorry for those who ask for my boyfriend vocation and I never answer them properly. Cuz some things I really not sure. He tell me is under classified/ restricted. So I cant tell out to others and some thing I dun even know.. Sorry people!! I think its best u ask him yourself. I only tell my close friends what is boyfriend’s unit only (: Dun need to tell the whole world yea?? He might not be on msn very often cuz most of the time in this unit, he book out like sat 12pm. By the time he meet me after that, he go home already 11 plus at night. He still has to wash clothes. and Sunday, he has to book in already. Sunday, he spends with his parents. So not because he dun wanna go msn. IS NO TIME!! So pardon him for that. LOLOL… I can frankly tell all of you that I have not talked to him on msn for at least 6 months. Normally is only sms or call. LOLOLOL… I even forget what was our last conversation on msn already. This was how long it is.. LOLOL.. And the funny thing is I dun even know what is his msn nick now.. LOLOLOL… cuz on my msn list, it only states as 3vild3vil aka Piggy. LOLOL…

When I was meeting Jackie on Monday, I met Florence at Potong Pasir Mrt Station. Then later when I went home from the mrt, I saw Florence again. LOLOL.. super coincidence sia… LOLOLOL. Hope your throat is getting better.

2009-10-16T12:10:00.000+08:00

I have been always saying I wanna blog about what is happening to my life but I just either getting lazy, my dad ask me to do something, chatting with people on msn or playing facebook games… LOLOL.. recently started playing Café World in Facebook. And finish watch Fruit Basket. Its an animae.. Clap your hands man!!! Cuz I am not a person that watch or read manga de.. hahahaa (: But I find fruits basket very nice.. So started reading. I was borrowing from the national library. So my precious keep asking me to go online and find fruit basket animae to watch… WAHAHAHAHHA.. I think I tell people I watch animae, everybody would be utterly shocked.. LOLOL…

OMG!! Time flies… My precious 21st birthday is coming!! As usual, those who are my closest friend, I would always plan for them their birthday. No matter is on the actual day or even any day during the month. ESP… Pei Yu, Jun Kai (: Tomorrow I would be going to celebrate his advanced birthday cuz his parents booked him on the eve of his birthday. I am very blessed or rather he is blessed that his 21st birthday falls on a weekend… HAHAHA.. so I can plan it when he books out either fri or sat. Cuz I know officers in unit love to give confinement. I was praying very hard that tmr he is able to book out. If it is Fri, it would be even better. HAHAHAAH.. then can talk endlessly instead of like following lights out timing like 1030pm, 11pm!!zzzzzzzz…. I remember tekong is always 10pm (: always waiting for his msg at about 9 to 9.30pm and we could like talk on the phone… That’s why people always say!! Guys in army lack of communication. But then the phrase guys would always say “ Do I have a choice?? “ Yea!! But then I am gonna wait till u ORD!! SO PRECIOUS: THIS IS MY PROMISE TO YOU!! Dun need to worry that I will leave u when u are in army k??I still wanna go overseas with you,jun kai, andy,pei yu when you and jun kai ORD (: though it is just one week difference (: hahahahaha.. I shall WAIT (: ORD is nice to hear for a soldier’s girlfriend and the soldier alone.. WAHAHAHHA.. everyone would just count down for the day to ORD!! HAHAHAHAA…

My boyfriend now got his vocation. I am shocked he went into unit because very little people actually go to his vocation.. LOLOLOL… I think if u want to know which unit he go, its best to ask him personally (: HAHAHAAH… (: not nice to blog about his vocation here (: hahahaha… like telling e whole world my bf is a men, officer or even specialist?? HMMMM…. LOLOLOL… I still remember during out chalet jun kai and Darwin was like looking at his posting on the free wireless internet that costa sands has.. WAHAAHAHHA… obviously my boyfriend is more gan chiong than jun kai in his vocation. Jun kai is super fixed whether he is going. Its OCS or SISPEC only.. HAHAHAHA.. though he wanted to go SISPEC!! But jun kai!!! God put u in OCS for a reason (: So treasure the times there though its tiring.. After 9 months of shit u go through, u will just say its really worth it de (: HAHAHAHA… Me and Darwin sure will salute you as a officer after 9 months de!!! (: yea!! Your two moral support who would always be there supporting you (: So dun worry k?? NEVER THINK OF OOC in OCS ok?? (:
I have so many things to blog.. but then time restrict me now : (.. I need to go for my dental today. Its been a long time since I’ve seen one.. I better go and get ready before my dad screams at me.. LOLOL

2009-10-14T19:20:00.001+08:00

Hey People (: do this quiz if you want..quite fun … (: BESTIE!! Do this quiz (:

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head?

Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. *NO CHEATING*

1) Darwin
2) Hui Ying
3) Sindy
4) Jun Kai
5) Jocelyn
6) Pei Yu
7) Andy
8) Joshua
9) Lynette
10) Carolyn
11) Deborah
12) Joanna
13) Zi Hui
14) Rydrlin
15) Kai Zhen
16) Jonathan
17) Choon Leng
18) Stanley
19) Chester
20) Lester
21) Swee Wah
22) Swee Min
23) Jeremy
24) Dallas
25) Jerrianne
26) Stephanie
27) Eliza
28) Ashley
29) Beverley
30) Michelle

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10? [[ Carolyn ]]
She is my choir junior =) Loves (:

• What would you do if you had never met 6? [[ Pei Yu ]]
I guess I would never know how slow people can reply sms. OPPS!! HAHAHA

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? [[ Lester, Kai Zhen ]]
ERM!!... I guess they are really OPPOSITE characters. One loves to Club, another is quite a quiet girl. LOLOLOL

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be? [[ Pei Yu, Rydrlin ]]
Both are girls leh! I not lesbian.. WAHAHAHAHA so I guess I wont marry any one of them.. wahahahaha =)

• Did you ever like 9? [[ Lynette ]]
She is my secondary school classmate. Just classmates ba =)

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? [[ Jun Kai ]]
BIG BOYS DUN CRY!! hahahaha. But I guess he was only emo before when I met him.. HAHAHA…

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple? [[ Jun Kai, Andy ]]
I do not think so because both are not GAY!! hahahaha

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? [[ Darwin, Hui Ying ]]
What is QUESTION!!! Both are like attached??? I doubt my BESTIE would ever do that to betray me!! (: She has her sweetest Darling le (:

• Describe 8: [[Joshua ]]
OMG??? Describe him?? He is a guy who loves to apologise till ME, DARWIN AND JUN KAI cannot stand him.. HAHAHAHA. But a really pleasant guy to be with (:

• Do you like 12? [[ Joanna ]]
YEA (: I love her (: She is my Choir mate in Secondary School =)

• Tell me something about 17: [[ Choon Leng ]]
Choon Leng is the first guy I talk to when I worked in Robinsons.. HAHAHA.. He is a nice guy to be with. I just happen to meet him at Plaza Singapura couple of days ago

• What’s 7’s favorite color? [[ Andy ]]
HMMM…. I dunno what colour he like leh?? Either black or blue???

• What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you? [[ Darwin ]]
He already confessed that he like me like 2 years plus ago??? HAHAHAHA…

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? [[ Kai Zhen ]]
WAIT AH?? I cannot remember.. LOLOLOL

• How do you think 19 feels about you? [[ Chester ]]
I remembered he told me he had a nice chat with me on msn before he went into the army. (:

• What language does 13 speak? [[ Zi Hui ]]
She speaks English to me (:

• Who is 2 going out with? [[ Hui Ying ]]
She is Attached to her Darling Sukkasem.. (: sweet love (:

• What grade is 16 in? [[ Jonathan ]]
Erm.. He is currently studying materials science in republic poly (:

• What is 5’s favorite music? [[ Jocelyn ]]
GOOD QUESTION INDEED!! Erm.. I know its English songs (: If the song can make her dance, it would be NICE (:

• Would you ever date 13? [[ Zi Hui ]]
No?? She is a girl leh.. HMMM…

• Is 11 single? [[ Deborah ]]
ERRR???? I dun think so I guess. (:

• What is 10’s last name? [[ Carolyn ]]
I only know her name behind is LM.. but then I know her surname is Chan (:

• Where does 18 live? [[ Stanley ]]
I not sure leh… need to ask him.. LOLOL… but i think its somewhere in the East of Singapore

• What do you think about 20? [[ Lester ]]
A very funny guy (:

• What is the best thing about 30? [[ Michelle ]]
MY COUSIN!! I love her company and love the endless chi- chats with her (:

• What would you like to tell 14 right now? [[ Rydrlin ]]
Let’s meet up when school reopen (:

• How did you meet 9? [[ Lynette ]]
She was my classmate since secondary 3 (:

• What is the best and worst thing about 2? [[ Hui Ying ]]
Best Thing: Very honoured to have her as my BESTIE.. and our ENDLESS gossips!!! hahahahaha
Worst Thing: Worst thing??? Hmmmm…. Nothing ba. ONLY sometimes can forget to reply my sms-es.. LOLOLOL.. I think its vice versa la.. hee hee… (:

• Are you going to know 3 forever? [[ Sindy ]]
OF COURSE LA!! My good friend in secondary school leh.. LOLOL

• How long have you known 26? [[ Stephanie ]]
Since she was born?? She’s my COUSIN leh!! LOLOLOL

• Who is 24? [[ Dallas ]]
He is my boyfriend’s brother… LOLOL…

• Are you or did you ever date 2? [[ Wei Xiong ]]
MY BESTIE (: I LOVE TO DATE HER OUT (: hee hee

• Do you have a crush on 27? [[ Eliza ]]
NO??? She is my another cousin.. LOLOL..Maybe Best Cousins Forever ba! (:

• Would you kiss 25? [[ Jerriann ]]
She is my boyfriend’s sister (: Of course I would kiss her! Or rather I have kissed her before and vice versa! (: Muackz!! (:

• Have you hugged/kissed 22? [[ Swee Min ]]
Nope… (:

• Would you like to hug/kiss 21? [[ Swee Wah ]]
LOLOL.. NICE QUESTION.. I think if I would to hug/kiss Jeremy, I think two person will kill me!! LOLOLOL… First is my BOYFRIEND!!! LOLOLOL… Second is Jeremy’s GIRLFRIEND. LOLOLOL. Nice Question indeed!!!

• Is 29 your gff? [[ Beverley ]]
I do not think is Girls Friends Forever. It should be Cousins Forever (:

• What do you hate about 23? [[ Jeremy ]]
He sometimes replies msn very slowly when I needed his reply.. LOLOLOL.. but I dun hate la.. LOLOL

• What’s your relationship with 28? [[ Ashley ]]
She is my COUSIN!! (: (: (:

2009-10-01T17:47:00.011+08:00

Chalet have been really great.. I’m enjoying it (: Sadly, 3 days 2 nights passed too quickly. Hope I can stop the time while we were at chalet. In the end only me, dear, jun kai and joshua was able to make it.. hahaha… but we still had an enjoyable time. Swimming, overnight cycling, watching aliens in the attic was whole load of fun.

Just wanna congratulate Jun Kai entering OCS. Hope the encouraging words on sms from me and darwin sent to you after we depart would spur u on yea?? (:

Pictures during the chalet :

We had two pairs of tickets to the escape, wild wild wet etc from the chalet. Therefore, we went to the escape on monday since it was a public holiday. The four of us again went together (: Had Hong Kong Cafe for lunch and head to escape. Some pictures are still with my dear.. wahahaha.. in his camera. Not sent to me yet.

Some pictures taken:

Pictures were taken when i was out with dear during the weekends(:

Out with Bestie (: Shopping for her stuffs!!

2009-09-15T16:55:00.002+08:00

Was out with BESTIE just now at heartland mall.. (: Bought a shorts.. Quite cheap.. hahahaha.. Eat, Chit Chat and took photos (:

A promise of never ending friendship (:

As i look at all the memories/pictures i had with u for 2 years plus, the words " Happiness and Blissful" came to me (: Really unforgettable memories. And the chalet we had in feb 2009 (:

2009-09-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

Planning for the present, 2 chalets are really gonna make my head bigger and bigger. I am really glad I had Jun Kai to help me with the planning. If not I would die..!! hahaha.. Thanks for joining in the planning. But it was really fun planning (: Sounds a lot like a leader somehow (: (:

CHALET CLIQUE!! We shall make another time of chalet a blast alrights?? It now takes at least 5 or even 6 people’s hand to clap (: ITS TWO MORE DAYS!! I can’t wait!

Another chalet would not be disclose by me but by someone. If you are invited, I guess you would receive a sms or a call from someone (: This chalet is gonna be a fun one!!

2009-09-14T10:49:00.003+08:00

Weekends including Friday was a busy day for me. I went IT fair with Andy. Was looking for something there and a canon camera. Oh well.. Too expensive. Way exceeding my budget : ( Went home to change my hamster cage and head to dear’s grandma house for dinner. I always love the herbal soup that the uncle prepare. Very nice!! Haha.

Saturday was out with my dear. Went to my church fun fair carnival. Was really fun but hot.. hahaha.. Went to city hall to buy monopoly card for the chalet at toy r us. Met his section mates at kuishin-bo.. HAHA.. my next stop of eating place. I guess someone is gonna treat me..SECRET!! hahaha… Headed to orchard to buy his shirt for this pop o 90th birthday celebration. Had the present wrap by his dad. Very nice wrapping in a hamper. (: DEAR BOUGHT FOR ME A COW!! SO CUTE LA!! Went to Chinatown restaurant to celebrate his po po’s birthday. Really had a fun time seeing people taking videos during the celebration and taking pictures. Nice scenes (: (:

Sunday, dear came to my church for the 11am service.Saturday night, I did not sleep very well cuz of mosquitoes. : ( but managed to catch some sleep after my parents left for the earlier service in the morning. Went to dear’s house after that. See my dear pack his camp/army stuff and also see him polish his boots till it was really shiny. Watched the video during popo’s birthday. Really nice!!

Last but not least I want to wish Martin, dear’s grandma and mum:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN! I guess u were shocked that I knew your birthday even though he did not tell me ( : (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PO PO! ( : ( :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! It is dear’s mum birthday for the month as well.

Looking forward to meet Jun Kai for important meetings
Looking forward to meet BESTIE!
Looking forward to see my dear’s POP (:
Looking forward for CHALET!!!

These are the photos! The one in pink is dear's sis!! (:

2009-09-11T10:13:00.003+08:00

When i think back about friendships that i have in sec sch and poly is drastically different. Sec school are really friends that really know me inside out. Friends that always willing to lend a shoulder to you when u need them. Friends could even console and start calling you and scared that you are going to breakdown anytime. Sec sch friends knows when i am sad and even go the extra mile to make me happy each day and vice versa (: Maybe the friendship was already strong from the start. They know the type of character i am. Thanks people for all the friendship (: (: Never will we depart yea??

I would say poly friends are friends that would still be with you and would even say ok to go with you for lunch and some small gatherings together. I would just talk about the 07 friends that i had. Friends that are always so courteous such as waiting for her to fill up her water bottle from the water cooler, could even thank us for waiting for her (: courteous friends that i have found in poly. In terms of classmates in poly, i shall keep numb about it (: those whom i have told esp my precious and my bestie will know what happen and how i go through my 2 years of semesters (: but no worries people, i am a strong person. (: After all, its about 6 months and i would be leaving the walls of NYP (: REN ba.. (:

I love Little Miss Sunshine. << i dun need another anonymous Mr Sunshine anyway>> It represents me.. I would always smile each day and know that God is going to give me the smile (: I still remember the shirt that my precious bought for me for my birthday 2 years ago with jun kai. Little Miss Sunshine vintage green colour.. I'm still wearing it.. Heex! I LOVE YOU!!

2009-09-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

I read a blog where they posted a video and one girl ask "rickets cause a deficiency in which vitamin?" my another friend guessed vitamin D which is actually correct and the girl said its vitamin B6 or something?? the answer should be vitamin D sia.. Rickets is a lack of vitamin D. which the friend guessed was correct.

go to http://pediatrics.aappublications.org/cgi/content/full/112/2/e132 to check on the deficiency. LOLOLOLOLOL... I also took F and N though... a little throw our sec sch class face sia

2009-09-10T15:38:00.011+08:00

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

Go to http://asukaworld.blogspot.com/2008/10/jj-lyrics_20.html to watch the MV.

This lyrics is just so true. 恨总比爱容易放下 Hatred is easier to forget than love. You tell the girl you dun like her but actually deep inside your heart, you still love her. Why make yourself so miserable? I think is super not worth it. Well.. this is called complication of love. I think there is no answer to this statement.

But i still love the only ONE person in my heart. A person who gave me sacrifical love, care and concern. Many people can even say that he really dotes me ALOT! And i think i could even feel that. Not anyone can compare. (: Xin Fu. Look on the positive side. Its really 辛福。(: (: (:

2009-09-09T21:41:00.013+08:00

These friends of mine rock my socks!! so many things to talk about every meet. deciding meals everytime by one person and taking turn to do so!! Seriously i really love them super lots. So close friends in class last time but due to some misunderstandings we were separated when we were sec 4 and 5. But those were memories that should not be remembered. Now i know my sec sch friends are friends that i really treasure ALOT!! they are friends who care for u and be there for you whenever you are in need. These are friends that i need.. gonna be alot of photos to photos.. so sit back and relax.. but dun need popcorn la.. HAHAHAHA.. LOLOLOL...

These are the pictures taken when jocelyn went to work $$$ (: :

These are pictures that Hui Ying Edited (((: NICE!!! We all look nice!! (:

2009-09-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

For this month of September, I have heard of two breakups from my good friends. I guess I shall not name these people. Feel quite sad that they actually broke up. One relationship is 1 year plus and the other is 3 years plus. Seriously wasted : (

My advice to my two good friends : Just give each other time to cool things down and let time heal the wounds in your heart. After a period of time, talk about the problem again. There is no problem too difficult to solve together. I think it is better to solve a problem than to let a problem dangle there. Unless the other party dun even wanna talk to you or dun wanna talk about the problem again. Everyone is just one call away or sms. Its whether you wanna take the first step to call or sms the person. But sometimes in such situations, the guy should take the first step eh?? (: HAHA…I bet no one wants to have enemies or choose not to be friends. It would rather stupid to do that actually to think about it. Though I have no enemies but some just wanna be enemies or not to be friends. Cant force them either. Maybe they think is the best solution. But I beg to differ.
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As a chinese saying goes “ Jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai” I hope I got those han yu pin yin right. Hope my good friends will take this advice yea..

Its really scary to hear suddenly my good friends all break up.. Dun worry (: Anything you can always share with me. I am always here for my friends.

2009-09-07T10:12:00.001+08:00

Friday met my precious at pasir ris and went to his grandma house. Saturday went to catch the movie G-Force. Not bad. Worth watching (: Met Jun Kai after the movie but I had to go for my 3 hours driving lesson. I left for my driving while they continued to shop for things and met them at 830pm for dinner at Astons. Astons food is not bad.. Worth trying too (:

Today would be meeting Sindy and Charmaine (: I wanna rent Hong Kong Drama shows now. : ( a lot of shows I wanna watch and they are just released in 2008 and 2009. Have been catching amazing race on you tube too.. I am such a slacker during the holidays except for intensive driving. Hahahaha..

Tomorrow might be meeting Pei Yu or maybe with Hui Ying. Still not confirmed yet.. I need to get my library book renewed.. Hmmm..

Those who are going to the army in sept, all the best. I have many guy friends who are enlisting in sept (: Enjoy your nice cosy bed before you enter army.. hahahaha… And probably making nice and good friends there. Gambette!!

2009-09-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

I have been watching 1 litre of tears this week… nice and touching.. I cried at episode 10. super sad… A good show to catch. It’s a Japanese drama. For those who want to watch, u can watch it at www.mysoju.com. It was recommended by my choir senior, Stephanie.. (: thanks for recommending.

Last week my precious one book out on thurs. So Friday we met up at his house after my driving lesson. Packed his whole room. Now its much cleaner and able to walk without any obstables.. OPPS!! Hahahaha… (: a clean study table with laptop.

Yesterday went out with hui ying bestie after my driving lesson. Went to vivo. Walked a while and ate dinner. Meet up soon again k?? (: with Jocelyn also…

Just went out with Brian to orchard. Thanks for the starbucks treat (: And an early birthday present. Its really been a long time since we’ve met.. Since sec 4?? Hahahahha… Even before your army days. Still remember the time when u told me you like me?? HAHAHAHA… anyway, it was all in the past. Both of us are attached. After shopping for my present, i went home for dinner while he met his girlfriend.

Tomorrow would be meeting Sindy after my driving. Now going in circuit already… If my precious book out tmr… maybe meet him at pasir ris (:

Have been hunting my precious 21st birthday present. Organizing his 21st birthday too… His birthday present is gonna be expensive.. I need to work after my poly.. ROAR!! I shall not write what I want to buy for him.. cuz he sees my blog.. HAHAHAH…

2009-09-02T13:35:00.010+08:00

Its been a while since I blogged. After FYP, I was having holiday mood already. Super happy that attachment and FYP is over… Just hope that results would be the desired one that I want.

I wanted to blog only after Andy have uploaded the pictures on facebook. Chalet clique plus Jie Yong went out on 10 august to celebrate Pei Yu’s belated birthday. Went Vivo to eat Kim Gary followed by Movie and later we went to novena, zhen fa huo hai xian to eat. Hahahaha.. second time going there to eat.

On 15 august, my church organized a get together for the 8.30 and 11am service. Invited my dear to my church event. Went to the goat and frog farm and went to the marina barrage. Our team for the game won second.. hahahaha.. my parents were in another team, I was with grace, beng yu, li hui and li hui.. The games tested maths, team work and also how fast to can jump in the ruck sack bag.. hahaha (:

Finally Sindy had contacted me after so long. She called me when I was at my dear’s house. Was really surprised when my phone rang and saw her name.. LOLOLOL.. went out with her during my holidays

Have been going for intensive driving cuz my test date is drawing near. Quite worried actually.

Weekends as usual is spent with my precious!! Hee hee… went for movies and also out with jun kai too..

Went to my dear's section mate, kenneth 21st birthday. His birthday cake is huge!! and his house is huge too. Even had a bar table in his room... WOAH!! Amazing.

Chalet is coming up.. I am excited.. hahahaha.. the last time I remembered we had a chalet alone was two years back. I remember it was the day when i get my first poly result. Did not even knew what was GPA.. only knew what grade I had..

These are photos:

2009-08-06T13:55:00.003+08:00

Met jocelyn and hui ying… my closest friend in sec sch. Hahahha.. and we are still in contact.. really happy for that.. all of us come from different school. And it is very hard to meet everyone together. But I hope there would be another meet after Jocelyn comes back from aust (: Went Hot Pot Culture to eat buffet. As me and Hui Ying was hungry, we decided to start the buffet because the buffet started at 12pm.. hahahaha… can u believe that 3 person took 9 bowls of ice cream?? HAHAHAHHA… really amazing. But I took the least ice cream. Hahahaha… took two bowls of fondu. Really had a nice catch up with them.. On the way home, met Winnie at dhoby ghaut platform. Really coincidence…

5 more days to sit on the fyp lab chair, 2 more days to meet my precious.. I am waiting….
Pictures:

2009-07-28T14:26:00.001+08:00

ASHLEY!!! You super spoiler. Why you go and tell my boyfriend the conversation that we had that time about the red bomb?? This one he must auto know what to do la… HAHAHAHA… Interesting friends that my boyfriend has. But they are nice friends to chat (:
Weekends was spent at his house. He had less than 24 hours of book out. Jun Kai also came over to his house. Had some catching up also (:

Last Monday and Tuesday met Sheryl and Debby. It is interesting that all of our boyfriends are serving the nation. Wednesday met up with Pei Yu. Gave her 21st Birthday gift from me and my precious. Almost forgotten to buy her present till when we were shopping and talk about her then we realized we need to buy her a present. Went all the shops and cannot find her letter I. Gave her hand phone keychain and a bear plague. Hope you like it k?

There was one week that I went out Andy to orchard. Its interesting that the retail shop thought that me and him are a couple. HAHAHA.. funny. Cuz I was buying something for my boyfriend and give him as a gift which represents a guy.. HAHAHA…

My mum is complaining how come your boyfriend in army but you still have so many activities. LOL. Well.. Its to catch up with my friends. (:

Yesterday went out with Pei Yu to eat my Kimchi Noodle at Marina Square Food Court. Its very nice. But I cant wait to meet Jocelyn and Hui Ying tomorrow. Long time never meet up already. Though I have met Hui Ying in April?? I cant even remember the month means its really long already. Gotta wear my nicest and gonna wait till 6pm when I leave my fyp lab.. LOL… heard gonna have camwhore.. HAHAHA…

Some Pictures to share to all:

Me and Andy

Me and HIM (:

This Cow is Super Cute

Smiles (: (: (:

With his army specs!! LOLOLOL

2009-07-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

Tears always starts to flow whenever we depart or when it is time to say goodbye. It pains my heart whenever we have to wait for another week to come once again. I miss the love, concern and the presence. ):

I have survived the 5 days without communication la. Thank God for that. I also thank Martin and Ashley for entertaining me during the 3 to 4 days. They are great entertainers when I was in the fyp lab. FYP lab can get real boring and cold. Esp in the lab where the air con is always so cold.. brrr… Martin.. get well ok?? (: cannot do dun do.. dun let yr buddy worry for you.. LOLOLOL. Sorry that the weekend we cannot go kbox together. Cuz we also dun wanna both of u to get into trouble… Martin. Thanks for the songs sent to me.. really appreciate. I still like the bu wan mei song (:

Met my precious one during the weekend. Met the whole day on Sunday. Really enjoyed the time together. Went Kbox together as I have been wanting to go there for a long time. And my wish is finally fulfilled. We sang even though both of us are having cough.. HAHAHA… and also went to Jurong to get his things.

P.S. Dun worry ok?? I will never leave you de. That’s my assurance to you (: Stay Strong for the 2 years. It will pass really fast before u even know it.

2009-07-20T19:31:00.009+08:00

Here are some of the pictures taken with my precious one during the weeks and also the 2nd year anniversary photos :)

A Cow Hp Strap Bought By My Precious

Mickey Mouse Face

Dinner at mahatten fish market

I love the smiles

Happy Couple

At JCO

Level 7 oppo centrepoint

Taken at Cineleisure Yuki Sushi

The first time receiving real flowers from my boyfriend

Lunch at PastaMania

I love those flowers.. real lots

Hope you have enjoyed the photos. I shall upload more soon.

On week 7 of FYP, I have spent tues to thurs take care of my precious one at home. Literally skipping FYP to look after him. I bet you must be thinking what has happened… My precious one fell sick and came back home on tues morning. Tues afternoon, I left school to meet him at his house. Not to forget, cooking dinner for him but lunch was paid by his dad. His fever went up to 39.9 degrees and its not something good. He went A and E at SGH and we cab down. His dad was asking me to take care of him to take a cab. Went to the doctor and the doctor extended his mc till Friday. But Friday was the book out day for him so he only book in on Sunday together with the rest of them.

I’m such a nice girl to look after my precious one when he was sick. Nice to have me as a girlfriend eh?? LOLOLOL.. But one thing not good is that I was afraid I would get his viruses because he was coughing almost every 5- 10 mins. But I developed sore throat the next week and almost a fever as well. Every hour checking his temperature when he was feeling sick. When he fell asleep in the afternoon, I couldn’t take it and slept as well.. Dun think dirty. Its was just some hugs.. HAHAHA.. Cooked lunch for his dad and his sister on Wednesday afternoon and cooked dinner as well. Thursday I went back to my grandma house to eat. So afternoon cooked lunch as well.

I really enjoyed almost the whole week looking after him and enjoyed precious time with him. Really miss him tons lots when he is not by my side. Thanks Bang Qi( Jason), Pei Yu, Andy, Hui Ying for all yr support that I needed when I was feeling empty inside my heart when i ranted to you about how sad I was.

That particular Saturday we went out to catch a movie. I guess it was Ice Age 3 if I did not remember wrongly. He was feeling much better so we went out together.

Week 8 of FYP, I have spent the weekends going out with the chalet clique except andy who could not make it and meeting up with my precious at his house. We went to play bowling and have lunch at siglap. I recommended a niang tou fu at siglap because during my attachment period, Charlene brought us to this place to have niang tou fu and it tasted fantastic. Do not doubt the places I recommend. Sure nice de. Hahas. I have skipped driving because I wanted to spend more time with him before he goes for field camp this week( week 9 in FYP). Really thank my precious one for helping in almost everything.

Even his dad was telling my precious one that I already his wife. OMG!! Sounds nice right? Anyway, we have been thinking about the future. Having a nice cosy homes with Japanese Spitz( a breed of a dog), hamsters as well as even naming our future children.

After all you have done for me, I realized how much we cant live without each other. In terms of emotional support and even love care and concern for each other.

I wish FYP is over. I hate sitting in the fish tank and waiting for 10 hours to pass each day. I dun like the life inside there. Even though my supervisor is quite nice. I miss my bed becaue waking up at 6.30am is too early for me.

2009-07-06T08:46:00.002+08:00

Last week was my interim presentation(week 6).. Was quite alright. Had a very fun week in fact..

Wednesday went out to celebrate Hui Yi's birthday. Sadly, Jin Peng, Charlene and Onil is not able to come. So me, louis, hui shan celebrated hui yi's birthday. Hope you like the present that i gave you. :)

Thurdays was my presentation. We started early but ended later. It was due to my partner who was too nervous and had hiccups.. So the presentation was delayed. Thank God it all went well.

I thought we could meet out on fri but he only book out at 9pm plus ):

Saturday went out with dear. Went to dhoby ghaut. We were supposed to eat ri ben chun at cathay but i never check properly and thought that they have lunch buffet on saturday. But it was actually high tea buffet. However, we have bought out 3.15pm ice age 3 movie ticket. So the next alternative to eat japanese restaurant and my cravings for sashimi was at ceineleisure suki sushi. The food is not bad. My dear's diet have decreased alot. Buffet he never eat much.. Guess he has to cut down as well.. After the movie, we went to see the national day combine rehearsal at floating platform at marina. This year's parade was better than the other years. The performance is structured quite well. This year theme song sounds like a christian song though. Quite soothing. hahas.

I will miss you very much! ): Looking forward to night time in the weekdays and looking forward to weekends to spend time with you... hee hee..

2009-06-22T10:23:00.003+08:00

I really miss my attachment collegues. When i left my my attachment workplace, i gave all my department people a photo of the whole department taken during 1Q Makan. Obviously in a photo frame.. HAHA... Memorable gift... Hui Yi gave me a watch as a farewell gift. Thanks alot man! really appreciate. Charlene bluff me that she wanted to give the set of accessories to her niece but actually it was meant for me la.. They kept asking my opinion which necklace, bracelet and ear ring is nice.. hahas.. but i never thought that it would be my farewell gift from Hui Shan and Charlene. They are all so nice la! Never ever had such nice collegues when i work during holidays. :)

Managed to go out with Hui Yi to Bugis. Bought a dress at Bugis. I trust her judgement that the clothes would look nice on me.. HAHA... cuz shoppers are not allowed to try on.

Now is the 5th week of FYPJ already.. Time pass really fast.. I was previously assigned to do DSTA project but subsequently, Ms Kwa put me into a QSurvey Project cuz DBT student do not know VB very well and i have never learnt what is SAP all about. So we did a mutual swop. We are supposed to do a web application. Something like Survey Monkey. But we have to code.. ROAR!!

Finally can see HIM!!! So happy. Went Bugis to shop again for dresses and also go to the new building near Bugis village. Purchased a dress as well. It was my shopping spree on 20th June :) Watched movie at Vivo :) Land of the lost. We sat all the way to the front sia. Weekends movie tickets are so ex yet so many people are watching movies.. Wonders.. hahas..

I shall continue to count down the days till i meet you once again :) I love and miss you lots!!!!!! Becoming more handsome already. wahahahahahaha....

2009-05-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

Its been a long while since I’ve blogged.. Guess I’ll keep my blog alive.

8th May was Jun Kai’s 21st Birthday. Andy, Pei Yu, Dear and Me went to celebrate his birthday at Clarke quay. He wanted to eat the Manhattan fish market. Baked Fish with garden herbs. Had lots of fun together and had a good catch up. We surprised him by buying him a birthday cake. :) and bought for him coffee cake. He loves coffee.. :) so I guess the correct flavour to buy. Took lots of photos but yet to get it from Andy.

We gave Jun Kai a Adidas shoe bag and a photo frame. Photos that brings memories to him when he sees the photos. His long awaited shoe bag is bought by us. He used to point that particular shoe bag so we actually took notice of it.. hahas..

Had stock take on the same day as jun kai’s birthday. We went to the KWE warehouse.. No air con when we did the stock take. Lucky there was a power fan. We finished early so we could leave at 5pm. Had mac for lunch. Was not able to choose our meals. I actually heard from Sok Teng that we are going to have mac everyday for the stock take till wed. I protested instantly. So unhealthy. Ewwww..

10th May was mother;s day. Treated my parents to the borsch restaurant at Serangoon Gardens. My all time favourite restaurant. Affordable and very tasty steak.

11th May to 13th May we did stock take at Schenker. This warehouse is fully air conditioned. So was quite alright. But the work is more tedious when we did stock take. We left the place only at 7.45pm. Super super late. But we do not need to go back to the same company if we finish everything within a day. Took a taxi with Jin Peng as he was able to claim from the company. Yay.. But I still prefer to stay at office.. maybe can even slack more than going for stock take and we do not have to stand the whole day in the office.

Attachment is ending soon. Sigh….

2009-04-27T09:38:00.000+08:00

These few weeks weather is horrible. HOT HOT HOT. I even had to bathe cold water which I do not usually do that.

Its been almost 2 months since I started my attachment. That’s really fast… L I think the person I would miss most in my attachment is Hui Yi.. hahas… a girl whom I joke a lot and listen to her rantings at work..

Started my driving lessons already… quite fun but still need to practice more.. hahas.

I dislike bad news… Haix… Treasure the precious time now...

Going to the Zoo on 2th may.. yay yay yay… let me count the last time I went to the zoo… maybe 2 years back??

I am supposed to organise a Q1 Makan for my fellow collegues which comprises of the whole finance department. Before an email was sent to my inbox, my OIC asked me when was my last day at work. He actually wanted to plan it on the last day of my attachment but some collegues are unable to make it. Therefore, it is brought forward one week earlier. I was thinking of organising something after the lunch buffet.. Maybe bowling?? Pool?? KBOX?? Sounds fun.. (:

2009-04-08T09:47:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I’ve blogged. Mainly is busy cause I was doing up the handbook as well as helping the accounts with one BIG stack of invoices to be scanned into the system.

I’ve passed my FINAL theory with ONE try.. Hooray.. . Thank God for that. It means I must get my driving license by Apr 2011. If not I would have to repeat my final theory again. I was actually really nervous going for the test. Its worst taking an ICA in poly. I wonder why.. LOL..

Now I do not have many bids to release but hoping to have one in order to do my handbook for the finance side…

My skin is peeling as if I’ve got a skin problem. ROAR!! I think I was sun burnt real badly on my shoulders and arms.

I hate morning crowds. I hate waking up so early. If interns are able to work from home? How good can it be?? Hee hee. Wishful thinking huh??

Sometimes I find parents who do not give pocket money to parents when their own child is having holiday. Parents come home and nag about why have you not found a job? Would nagging solve the problem? Parents want to teach their children independence, But did they ever think that during this economic recession, many companies are not hiring temp staffs? I would say definitely F& B and sales would gladly need people. But if you prefer office work hours?

What if your children do not even have money to eat a proper meal everyday? I guess these parents needs to slap their face.

Just some random thoughts going through my mind.

2009-03-30T14:06:00.000+08:00

Weekends have been busy for me. But wad FUN!!

Saturday, Our Chalet Clique went for a cycling trip or rather an expedition that I’ll never forget because I’ve got sun burnt really badly.

My whole arms and shoulders were totally different color from my other parts of my body.

Both of my arms kept burning as if I was having a fever… I think my skin color can be compared to a cooked lobster… HAHA… the reason is… we cycle in the afternoon sun.

We cycled from east coast park to changi beach. From changi beach, we cycled to changi village to have our lunch.

Pei Yu had to leave earlier so we decided to take the shorter route back to east coast. We Cycled to Loyang, Tampines, Simei, Passing by Expo, Bedok connector and Back to East Coast Park Connector.

It was almost the east of Singapore.. HAHA… Now I would always remember to bring a sun block for cycling trip… to prevent myself from getting sunburnt again.

When we finish cycling and returned our bikes, it was already close to 6pm. We started from 1130pm to 6pm.. that’s really really long..

Sunday went to church for super Sunday. The preacher is teaching at NUS and a law lecturer. If I were to have her as my lecturer, I think I have to pay full attention to her because she speaks like a machine gun. LOLOL.. But overall, her sermon was quite good.

Night time, went to celebrate my grandpa’s 85th birthday. Still strong and healthy… (: Many cousins have either went to Australia or Canada. That’s sad… ):

Time to rush out my report to my OIC soon…

2009-03-25T11:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to catch a movie. MALL COP. Really funny. A great movie to catch. I was laughing almost the whole show. The show has a plot even though its comical.

Before the movie, ate tom yam with extra noodle to share with dear. Hahas.. I ate Tom Yam because I miss Tom Yam back at NYP.. hahas.

After eating, i went to toilet. If i'm not wrong, i saw Jean( my sec sch classmate) in the toilet. I did not dare to call her cuz i scared its the wrong person. She now have strips of coloured hair dyed almost golden?? hmmm... and it seems she just went for a gym or something. she became very dark. hahas.. only after she started talking to her friends, i realised it was really her. But she was already getting out of the toilet, so i did not call her. Quite a coincidence.

Ate Pasta Mania after the movie because was not very full even with sharing the tom yam... hahas.. ate beefballs. But I think it does not taste as nice as Alfungi or Vongole. Hahas. I think the next dish I would try is Vongole but with homemade broth instead of the tomato herb sauce.

Today going home to wash hamster cage.. hahas. A nice clean home for my hamsters.

That time I brought home the hamster, mum was telling me my cousin rare hamsters and had babies. The sales person told her that its two males but in the end, each was different sex. So after that incident, she never rare hamsters..

I think both of my hamsters are male. If not, now they would be mating in the cage already. LOLOLOL…

Somewhat slacking at work.. getting lazy somehow.. hahas… Ciao…

2009-03-23T09:24:00.001+08:00

Have any one taken the spiciest chilli rated 10+ in yr entire life? I guess the hottest chilli you have taken would be the small chilli padi that your maid or yr mum have cut eh??

I guess if u wanna try the “Sudden Death” chilli, I’ll assure you that you’ll be rushing to find the nearest water cooler or even the public toilet tap water.

A few days back. Dear and me were purchasing water from Carrefour from suntec, when we came out, we saw a large crowd standing near to a push cart and wondering what they were selling.

They were actually selling chilli ratings from 3+ to 10+. I dipped the 3+ and felt nothing. Next, I challenged myself to dip the 10+. Thinking that it might not be so hot, I dip more using a chip provided for us. First when it when down my throat, it felt okay. It felt like taking sambal chilli. Subsequently, the sudden “hotness” overwhelmed my mouth. Lucky, I bought a 1.5L of water from Carrefour earlier, if not I would be crying for water..

The most funny thing is when dear saw me put the chip into my mouth, I did not have any expression, so it was his turn to put dip it and put into his mouth. First, he put into his mouth and no expression. Suddenly, he started to fan his mouth. Less than 1 minute later, he burst into tears..LOLOLOL… even the girl tending the stall had to pass him a tissue. LOLOLOL.. funny incident indeed..

Long time never see a guy cry in front of me.. HAHAHAHAA….

Have you seen my nick??

I have went for a first time ever experience of photoshoot without having to pay a single cent?? You must be thinking if I am paid to do so??

Nah.. I am not a model.

Apple was promoting their iphoto which looks something like our photoshop. We has 3 free shots. You could choose whether to put make up or take a candid shot.

It was a fun experience because first time, I have a photo of myself taken by a professional photographer. I was also given a free make over by a professional that is worth 70 dollars.. hahas.. worth it huh??

All the shots taken are burned into a CD. Took 2 individual and one group with dear.. hee hee.. FIRST TIME EVER have I done such a thing.. hahas.

Back to do a report for accounts payable needed to submit end of the month

2009-03-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

Cheryl wishes for many things and hoping they will come true. (:

1)Do well in poly and get a decent GPA to go to a local university

2)Get As in IPP and FYPJ in Year 3 Semester 1

3)Go to Hong Kong and Shen Zhen for a long break

4)Go to Thailand and Malaysia for a shopping spree

5)Go to Paris and Venice on my honeymoon (I know it sounds far from now but my honeymoon place has never changed since sec sch?? LOLOLOL)

6)Do not wear HEELS to work anymore because its killing me ( I hate wearing heels actually!! ): )

7)Go to Bintan in September after my Year 3 Semester 1 break

8)Pass my Final theory Test which is coming up

9)Go for driving lessons in August

10)Pass my TP test with one try

11)Have lots of tigger and cows (: (: (: (:

12)Have an ipod touch to watch my drama serials on my way to work and school

13)Have a Canon digital camera ( I bet everyone at home has at least a camera at home huh?? I DUN HAVE!!! ): )

14)Have the money to buy a car to fetch myself around everywhere… ( I bet this is for the future to come)

I bet everything seems quite materialistic right?? Having ipod touch, canon camera, car… HAHA… but this is something I really want.. Save and spend less the best method to get what you want because your parents won’t pay such gadgets because they think it’s a want not a need.

Alrights… Time for the Saving plan… maybe at least save for my ipod touch and canon camera (: need at least a $1000 and maybe the left over for my food… hahas.. I am a glutton now… seriously!!!!!

2009-03-18T09:38:00.002+08:00

Saturday (14 march 2009)

i believe i have not blogged about what happen last saturday.. HAHA

I finally met hui ying after sooooooo long. really hard to meet her but its FINALLY.. hahas (: we went to unisim open house. I bet u must be wondering why i go to unisim open house yea??

Maybe by now.. i already know what course i wanna take and alternative route i wanna head in my next phase of life which is university. hee hee..

Hui Ying and I went and tour around the whole school and took some pictures together. Have yet to get the photos from her. hahas.. She was actually finding more about uni for her boyfriend. Thats sweet of her!

A friendship that i have never taken for granted. Close as sisters even now (: Smiles.

Sunday (15 March 2009)

My cousins have been coming to my church for the past few months already. feel quite happy (: I believe God always has plans for us to bring people to christ. I have been going for the 11am service. I couldn't wake up for the 830am service since the start of attachment. hahas.

Since Jan, i have not been serving the worship ministry because of the work load i have in school. Daniel wanted to do up a roster for me in March but knowing that there were many combined services due to super sunday(5th sunday) and AGM, i could be the worship leader in April. (:

Therefore, i guess i would only go for the 8.30am service only i am the worship leader for the week.. hee hee... Lazy to get up so early in the morning during the weekends now... (:

back to work...

2009-03-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

Results is out for year 2 sem 2. Did pretty alright (:

I never fail any module and pass with a decent grade is quite good already. All I want is do well and get into the university that I am aiming already. HAHA… (: all planned the routes I wanna take already.

Quite happy with project grade, software engineering and XML.. i was very worried for my XML..

Just pray hard that I could get above 3.5 after 3rd year. I know 3rd year is not easy. LOLOL…

Sometimes i wonder why people always asking each other's grade?? hmmm.. are they comparing or wanting to be better than you?? maybe i am not a person that is very competitive..

2009-03-13T09:24:00.003+08:00

These week have been quite busy at work for me. Needed to help the accounts payable team as well as pricing team. I manged to do a hands on releasing of bids. and i released 4 bids.. YAY.. on my own.. hahas..

Cheryl is always a happy girl. This week is the happiest week.

Met charmaine on Monday. Went to vivo to look for our ex collegues even though many have left either to another outlet or resigned.

Treated michelle to fish market on Tuesday due to her excellent A level results cuz I promised her that if she could score the grade that she wants to achieve, I would treat her to a meal. So her wish is granted.. HAHA…

Wednesday did not meet anyone because my two cousins celebrated their birthday so my grandma called my family to go over instead of Thursday. Thanks to my supervisor who stays very near my house and offered me to take a taxi together with him. And it could meant that I would reach my grandma hse before 7.30pm. hee hee

Thurday went to IT fair with dear dear.. hee hee.. I find this year IT fair isn’t cheap.. hmmm.. have been trying to look for a gadget but its pricely. Sigh…

Today… Might be going to visit the popular. Need to get some books and stationeries and also spending time with dear dear.

Thanks for the effort to fetch me most of the time after work (: hahas.. even though its far away from your house as well.

Have anyone read the book Change Of Heart by Jodi Picoult? A book to recommend to you. Her other books such as tenth circle is nice too.. Take time to read them.

Been very pleased working with my collegues that I have met. Very happy to be in this company working for 3 months. Could I extend my attachment and have 24 module credits instead?? Hahas…

I hope to work there after i graduated next year. Before entering uni.. Would be whole lot of fun even though it could be stressful at times but having collegues so bonded together as a team, I realized how it is to work as a team (: Its not about the working attitude of the team but the passion to give out their best and the commitment they have during work (:

2009-03-06T09:38:00.002+08:00

This inspiration is taken from my workplace. I think it was the permanent staff who worked here last time left it here which I found it something to look before starting work.

These are 12 points to take note to make yourself happy everyday (:

1) Make up your mind to be happy. Learn to find pleasure in simple things

2) Make the best of your circumstances. No one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. The trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears

3) Don’t take yourself too seriously. Do not think that somehow you should be protected from misfortune that befalls other people

4) You can’t please everybody. Do not let criticism worry you

5) Do not let your neighbour set your standards. Be yourself

6) Do the things you enjoy doing but stay out of debt.

7) Never borrow trouble. Imaginary things are harder to bear than real ones

8) Since hate poisons the soul, do not cherish jealousy. Avoid people who make you unhappy

9) Have many interests. If you can’t travel, read about new places

10) Don’t hold postmortems. Don’t spend your time brooding over sorrows and mistakes. Don’t be one who never gets over things

11) Do what you can for those less fortunate than yourself

12) Keep busy at something. A busy person never has time to be unhappy.

2009-03-06T09:34:00.004+08:00

I have always being the earliest in my department for the fact that they might have worked late everyday. I would make it a point that when its 5.50pm everyday, I will pack up and leave 6pm on the dot..hahas… that means I can go HOME!!

I kind of miss my mum’s cooking now.. wonders why.. I think home cooked food are always the best

On tues, my hamsters started fighting over food. Haiz.. this shows I have to either separate them or buy a bigger cage to connect them with two food bowls and two homes for them to stay..

Hamster like to mark their territories when they live in the home very often. I missed my hamsters when I went to stay at the bungalow(chalet) for 3 days 3 nights. When I came back home, they welcomed me. Normally they would sleep in the day and awake at the night. However, when I came home, they were so delighted to see me. I guess they have known who is the owner. I love my two hamsters so much. Snowy and cutie. But cutie loves to bite my hand. I wonder why too. But snowy loves to crawl on my palms or lick on finger.

Hamsters do bring joy to people. Though they live in cages and spend most of their time sleeping but if you are close to them, they would be like a friend and a companion to you.

My hamsters are very smart. When I let them out in the balcony when I wash the cage almost every week, they would run about and feel so happy. They run faster and faster each time. But of course, not as fast as roboski hamsters. When I make their homes and change the beddings, they would keep smelling their houses and hoping to get back in. They would find ways to get in and eventually, they would use the entrance to get back into their home and never find them around the balcony anymore. This is how smart hamsters can be, They could smell and recognize their own house..

HAHA… every morning, I would slack at my workplace before going over to the accounts side. And in the afternoon, I would go back to my own office to do releasing of bids etc…

I love my attachment! And I really do! (: with such nice people working around me that brings me joy when working with them.

Thanks dear for fetching me from work yesterday. Though on thurs I do not meet you to shop around, but u fetch me home from work. That’s sweet of you.

And today too (:

I am quite lucky to have my java tut teacher during my Year 1 Sem 1 as my LO for this attachment. One of my classmate is also under him. He's a nice lecturer to begin with. (: cheers

Kkz! Back to work.

I would share with you something inspiratinal in the next post.

2009-03-05T09:12:00.002+08:00

I have started work for four days… on the third day, I started to OT already.. I work till 7.30pm yesterday. Hardworking huh?? LOL… But is actually due to the fact that I finally got the access to the pricing workflow tool to work on. Without that, I could even forget about doing all the pricing bids and get bids approved.. and I do not need to achieve anything during my 12 weeks of attachment.

I would say that for the 4 days, I’ve been enjoying myself with my collegues in the attachment. It was really fun because most of them are in the late 20s. And they use msn too.. How interesting can it be?

My supervisor is also very nice… thank God that I have such a good supervisor who really teach me step by step on how to do the pricing instead of reading documents after documents. He normally sit down with me after lunch to go through things that I must know before doing the doing up financial analysis as well as tracking bids etc…

My department is always very noisy after lunch.. hahas… this is maybe due to the stress that they have at work and they would sometimes sit together to have some small talks.

I remember on the second day that I was among one of their conversation which involves. That is… To guess how old they are… HAHA… funny right?? And I have guessed my supervisor age exact… hahas.. but not for some of them.

I have learnt something.. Do not judge a person by its looks.. They may look mature but they are only in their late 20s.

I do not think for the 3 months I would be dragging myself to work. But only have problems waking up everyday because its way too early. I must remember to sleep early everyday.. HAHA…

I have to wake up at 6.30. By 745am, I must leave my house to reach my nearest workplace mrt station by 850am and walk over to my workplace.

I wonder how I can cope by having doing 50% accounts payable work and 50% pricing work. Let’s see… LOL

Accounts payable department are always so stressed. Must learn to work under pressure there. Because what is accounts payable???? Its you owe people money. O$P$... so they are always calling you to pay faster…

Finance always states that collect from suppliers early and pay later… HAHA… so… that’s e stress they face.. people calling them to get their payments done and fast.

Pricing department are not so stressed.. maybe they listen to music, have small talks and do work at the same time?? Or sometimes sit around for some small talks?? I think that makes the department stronger as collegues right?? HAHA…

Gotta go! back to work now... i hope i dun OT again...

2009-03-03T10:45:00.002+08:00

24th Feb to the 27th Feb left me memories that will never fade away...

I remember what my friend said... the chalet felt like a dream... It feels like it didn't happen. It was too good to be true.

To all who came to the chalet: ( let me name all of them)

1) Debby
2) Berry
3) Sindy
4) Tian Ru
5) Andy
6) Vera
7) Sandy
8) Joshua
9) Jun Kai
10) Pei Wen
11) Kelvin
12) Pei Yu
13) Darwin
14) Cheryl(ME)

Thanks for making the chalet a success...

We did exciting activites such as overnight cycling on wed night, puzzle from tues to wed midnight, cooking for 3 meals on wednesday where eveyone cook a dish, watching hong kong drama serial on tues and wednesday, having bbq on tues to thurs.

It really felt like a family stay altogether with friends. The house is so big. Its actually a real bungalow that people stay in. Everyone said that it was bigger than aloha loyang. YES indeed. Its so big..

To all who did not come: You really missed out all the fun we had.. the joy, happiness and even the fun times together.

2 March 2009

Now is the starting of attachment and i am posted to _______... hahas.. if you would want to know... ask me.. hahas...

i am posted to the finance department. I think God have placed me there to appreciate more accounting and finance.. To those who know me well... I do not really like accounting and finance.. hahas... So maybe this attachment either make me hate it more or loving it a little..

I'll be helping the planning, pricing and accounts payable team.. it makes up the finance team...

my supervisor and manager is always so busy.. ROAR!! i am always asking them whether i have things to do.. so boring.. hahas..

There are 5 people in my class that got into the same company as me... Waking up is a chore for me.. lucky my working hours are from 9am to 6pm...

No programming.. No coding... Do not need to kill brain cells anymore (: maybe for 3 months... hahas!! But lots of computer work.. esp microsoft office...

Project Scope: SOX Testing, epricer extraction for stock bid and stock take...

So knowing that can show that it is either the finance or accounts teams?? HAHA.. i guess it as much actually... Its an individual project though.. No one is in the same department as me..

My supervisor is quite young.. hahas.. all of us actually communicate from MSN.. how interesting can my department be... (: Everyone use it as a means of communication during work.. hee hee...

3 March 2009

Hmmm... this whole morning i've been slacking...

SEE!! i can even blog during my working hours.. LOL.. too boring already, But hope my spervisor would brief more about my project scope...

Marley and Me movie... HERE I COME!! i have read the book already... (: i hope i wont cry

2009-02-19T15:45:00.004+08:00

Exam period.. drats..

Finished 2 papers... OS and SENGP.. feel super shiok... next paper is on 24 feb( marketing research).. my chalet date... YEA.. feeling excited...

Gonna have overnight cycling, sumptous food, 500 pieces of puzzle to solve, watching hk drama shows.. YES!! cant wait...

I bought a retriever picture for the 500 pieces.. lovely...

I am excited for my chalet... but must study hard too (:

ciao!