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Cheryl aka cowcow
PLMGS(Primary), PLMGS(Secondary), NYP DBI
13 November 1989
Scropio
Christian
Anglican
Parish: Holy Trinity Church
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ChArMaInEChoir Peeps
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JoHnIaNanyang Polytechnic
AnGeLOther Friends
CaRyLSaturday, October 31, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Thursday, October 29, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Tuesday, October 27, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Sunday, October 25, 2009
The planning of the chalet is WOAH!!! Really really difficult to accommodate so many people in one chalet. I wonder how. Trust God in that.. LOLOL… I perhaps only need my church friends, chalet clique, boyfriend and myself to plan this chalet (:
moo.oink.baaa Saturday, October 24, 2009
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moo.oink.baaa Thursday, October 22, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Tuesday, October 20, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Sunday, October 18, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Friday, October 16, 2009
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moo.oink.baaa Wednesday, October 14, 2009
moo.oink.baaa Thursday, October 01, 2009
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7:44 AM
EAIPJ i would be working with daniel to discuss our part while the rest would discuss the major components. yupps...
I am going sentosa with my bf tmr!! yay! finally...
People... Dun be stress yea?? (: Everything will go on smoothly (:
4:56 PM
I started with my sec sch, poly and my future university (: I never write about boyfriend cuz its not related to this composition. HAHAHA..
Letter writing was good as well. People listen… its an informal letter. It already state in bold to start with Dear all pupils. Pupils are your friends. Not yr teachers or principal. HAHAHA… i almost got tricked but I am not a fool. But I use good tone and language
Comprehension was about sleep and dreams. Passage B was about a girl walking into the forest and was afraid of the animals and wild beasts.
I have rephrase all my words and did not copy a single word from the passage. Not even summary and comprehension.
I wan a B3.. haahahah..or A.. hee hee.. I will pray for the results that God wants me to have.
10:01 AM
I can handle.. I know I can.. I just need energy!! LOLOLOL… hahahaha… but never mind.. happy can already. Kai Xin Jiu Hao.. yea yea!! I hope tmr can meet my precious to go to sentosa and sit down again. LOLOL… distress.. SERiOUSLY!! I need time to be alone with my precious. Its really a LONG time.. normally is out with chalet clique or with Jun Kai And see the scenery at night. FUN FUN!! Hahahaha… now proj still planning stage. Time to enjoy first.. heehee (: I think I going church camp in dec!! hahahaha… should be ba.. depending when is that. Boyfriend cannot come but never mind. Got church friends can also.. hee hee.
His birthday is under confinement. He is having his 21st birthday celebration on 31 oct 2009. Only some is invited. My parents are invited.. okok.. really time to see parents le.. after so long.. HAHAHAHA… I have not seen my boyfriend for one week. He is having torturing time inside. Guard duty like no one’s business. Two shifts. Like 130am, 4.30am that timing. I wish I can see him really. I survived SIT test and outfield already.. what is all these man… really.. 5 days without communication. Cry only to let out feelings then I will feel happy again.. hee hee.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS!!
1:04 PM
Words are enough to express how much concern people give me.. really. I dun need so many friends. I need true friends and close friends. They are ones that will make u grow. In Isaiah 41 or 42 says “ we may grow faint and weary and he rescues us. Really. My words are encouraging.
I only have one guy and one man that I love. I love God, Jehovah Jireh and my precious Darwin (: Nothing is separate us. God has showed me that you are the one I am going to spend my whole life with. No one can replace you in my heart. Now, I know a lot of people like me, but I only have one husband (: I do not have many husbands. Enough of people who created chaos in my life already. I treat all as friends (: Everyone is equal to God’s eyes.
People really admire me of my ability to talk and optimistic. Really. What for go anywhere with a frown face. You only make people more tong ku. I remember love has no limits. Love never fails. God never fail us. Definitely. (:
He is falling sick. On Monday after my exam, would meet him and take care of him. Tues as well (: take care lots k?? If everything fails you, I’ll never fail you. God never do that and never will he (: Chalet Clique will never fail you as well…
Pei Yu words: “ Kai Xin Jiu Hao”
Cheryl words: “ You gain I gain “ , “ Aim high with your feet on the ground “ , “ Contented and Self- contained”, " Faith Trust Commitment ", Read psalms 23, 139 and 121. (:
Listen to Christian songs and you will be inspired. God speak to those who love him.
Chalet Clique, no clique can replace you!! I am in tears whenever I see how much sacrifice you have given to me and even enjoyed my company. I love all of you. I love you as a brother in Christ. Everyone is equal. No one is perfect but we are perfect in God’s eyes. AMEN! We have people who are there to pull us through each day with a bright smile (: Go forth and speak God’s love! (: He heals..
I’m not sure if my parents are coming. I guess not. Cuz thurs I would be celebrating with my grandma house. Might be inviting Darwin to see my very generous grandma and grandpa. Would ask michelle and family to come too and celebrate my birthday at my grandma house.
Sunday I would be celebrating at my cousins house already.. hee hee (: yay!! My birthday is always so grand. People always celebrate for me de.. hee hee.. Thank God for them.
This Christmas my dear dear is gonna be coming for my Christmas service, lunch as well as going to my cousins house to swim, use gym and open presents (: YAY MAN!! I am excited again. God is always faithful. The alpha and Omega. (:
My boyfriend might be helping my church with the HTC 70th anniversary website. He will gladly help. Defnitely. I cant help. I got 101 things on my hands. I have 3 major modules to me. Java, Entrepreneurship and EAIPJ. God will guide me. I will get my whole team into distinction presentation. I wil definitely will. I have high expectations of myself that’s why I feel stress all the time (: take one step at a time people (: all will go well for u… Slow Riders achieve higher rewards. I love Ms Cher’s msn nick (:
I am gonna learn guitar, flash, dreamweaver and photoshop. I admire people who do so nice things on photoshop. I only know what is ms office, paint, Microsoft picture manager to make videos etc… I am learning… I am exploring… give me time.. (: I have learn ms excel when I was attached in IBM.. everyday is a learning experience (: I was in the finance department. I love my OIC, LO, Supervisors and fellow collegues.
I wanna work in IBM for temp job till I go to uni. I will ask God for directions in my life. Thank Grace for saving a lot of my money on the chalet with her NTUC link points (: I pray for big chalet (: I pray for attendance. I pay for the love of God to shower everyone.
YES! I‘ll be retaking English again.. hahahaha (: I wanna get into local uni. THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR CONSTANT PRAYERS AND GUIDANCE. I WILL WORK HARD. MY ORAL WAS FANTASTIC. THE TEACHER SAID IT WAS WELL DONE (: thank God for that. Hee hee. I will work hard for comprehension. My understanding skills are very lousy. I only know how to do tutorials and practicals. That’s all. Lectures I am listening with my ear piece on. I cant stand boring lecturers. I LOVE MS KAREN CHIA!! You rock teacher. You are a very good speaker. I ADMIRE YOU a lot!!
I am looking forward to school everyday. Seeing my classmate and making everyone happy. I see BI0707 people, I also very happy.. hahahaha… love jerlyn, angel and ze rong.. (:
I am waiting to start the beer game for logistics.. hee hee. I see my boyfriend classmates and group play before. I use my eyes to see and ask questions.. HAHAHAHA.. I love the rolling of dices etc!!
11 Nov 2009, church peeps! Let’s meet up at 7pm to rehearse my songs. Co-ordinate by yourself and let me know who coming. I will there by 7pm. (: I need Grace, Brenda and Daniel’s help. So be ready!! Li Hui, Jolene and Lydia too (: I need people to do sign languages (:
I am very very busy! But God is blessing me with my going in and going out (:
I will never let changes in the world to affect my character. I am who I am (:
I shall leave a phrase with you “ Therefore, as God’s chosen people, truly and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience “ Colossians 3:12)
8:14 PM
Deperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly,patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate…
And the Master so gently said, “ Wait.”
Wait? You say wait?” my indignant reply.
“Lord, I need answers, I need to know why! “
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I’m claiming your word.
My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance and you tell me to wait?
I’m needing a ‘yes’, a go-ahead sign.
Or even a ‘no’, to which I’ll resign.
You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
Lord, I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:
I’m weary of asking! I need a reply
Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied again, “wait.”
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, “ So, I’m waiting.. for what?? “
He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine…
And He tenderly said, “ I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.
I could give all you seek and pleased you would be
You’d have what you want, but you wouldn’t know Me.
You’d not know the depth of My love for each saint.
You’d not know the power that I give to the faint.
You’d not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You’d not learn to trust just by knowing I’m there.
You’d not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.
You’d never experience the fullness of love
Wen the peace of my spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you’d not know the depth of the best of My heart.
The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that’s beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.
You’d never know should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But oh, the loss if I lost what I’m doing in you.
So, be silent,my child, and in time you’ll see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft my answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still.. WAIT”
9:49 AM
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along
The beach with the Lord. Across the sky
Flashed scenes from his life. For each scene,
He noticed two sets of footprints on the sand,
One belonged to him, and the other to the Lord
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
He looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
There was only one set of footprints. He also noticed
That it happens at the lowest and saddest times
In his life
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord
About it. “ Lord, you said that once I decided to
Follow you, you’d walk with me all the way. But I have
Noticed that during the most troublesome times
Of my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why when I needed you most
You would leave me. ”
The Lord replied, “ My precious child, I love you
And I would never leave you. During your
Times of trail and suffering, when you see only
One set of footprints, it was then that
I carried you.”
9:09 AM
I finally use NYP facilities. i've been sch for like 2 year plus but have not used it (: played ping pong ( table tennis ) with my fellow classmates after discussion for project.. Our project time became playing ping pong.. so funny.. hee hee... SO FUN LA!!! (: i did not know i was quite good at it actually.. OPPS!! but still room for improvement. yupps (: obviously the guys give me chance la.. i know i cant play compeition style
I'm sorry classmates as i could not join you for badminton on sat (today). i have to study for my exam on monday (: i would join more next time when i am free k?? i finally found a class that i can do sports with. ALOT (: heex.. and my boyfriend can join in too.. how fun can it be man.. we love sports yea?? swimming, cycling,bowling, netball(captain's ball) etc! but i dun like tennis.. so dun invite me for tennis unless i can carry that racket and someone is willing to teach me.. LOLOL.. muscles.. NONONO!! hahaahha...
Dun worry.. i will plan an overnight cycling one day (: i love cycling... OHH LALALA (: hee hee..
8:24 AM
I thank God for the team I have. Very strong team indeed. Some good in business, Some good in IT. Really good combination. Thank Jeremy, Cong Wen, Daniel and Manpreet (: and we have good speakers as well.. ESP manpreet. All the way man!!! Hhahahahaa.. I will help in Q and A. No Worries (: I try to shoot till teacher say nothing k?? I will try my very best.
My combination of teams are like my boyfriend year 1 team. Very strong sia (: hahahaha… I will help more in entrepreneurship. I would make sure my team gets an A and even distinction (: my last semester to get a Distinction on my Exam Transcript. With my innovative idea, I make sure NYP paton my idea(: I want the 5 or 6 of us to be business partners. I did think of being my own boss (: cuz I love to lead.. really (: I like to listen to ideas. In our team , we make a clear stand that no guy should shout to me on the phone when they ask me to do something like previous semesters. I dun like guys to shout at me.. really!! I am willing to hear so dun shout at me yea?? And I like good feedback about me. Bad also can but say it in a nice way like what Daniel and Jeremy told me though Jeremy is more straight forward. Dun worry. I know how to handle my anger de.. My tolerance level very high (: Peeps who know me well.. I suffered shit also go through till like that liao. What is all this man?? Hee hee.. precious will understand fully yea (: Muackz!! Bestie is Pei Yu.. I really have found a girl that is really trust (: Good friends are Jun Kai, Sindy, Charmaine, Jocelyn. (: Way to go man!!
I will make sure that one day if I have the capital together with my fellow mates and boyfriend who would do the accounts for me, I wanna set up the business in the entrepreneurship idea. I will fight my way through. Out talk to the lecturers and the external panels (: I need your support group members (: we will go through together (:
I would do more for entrepreneurship, EAIPJ I would and Java may need my team members help also.. hee hee.. I not so strong in IT compared to my boyfriend but I will work hard group members (: lets do well and get a decent grade
My Aim now: Score an A in entre or even go for distinction with my whole team (: Either 5 or 6.. Depending…
13 Nov is my birthday (: i have sent out my invitation either on msn or sms already (: I dun need presents. I need your presence. Its really enough!! (: I have all i want already. I have family, Grandparents, relatives, cousins, boyfriend, Best friend, Good friends, neutral friends and hi bye friends (: i already have them all (: Cows i also have le(: All my boyfriend bought for me... Maybe i short of something.. Book Vouchers, KBox Vouchers, Canon IXUS 120 Camera, ipod touch (: hehehehe... but then this one my parents and relatives can afford (: i dun need to have them from friends de (: its all expensive gadgets and vouchers (:
I am craving for my bbq pork ribs!! and chicken satay from BBQ whole sale centre AND DEAR DEAR's MARINATED CHICKEN WING!!! VERY NICE!!! (:
6:33 PM
Complete picture of the Chalet Clique
Precious, best friend jun kai and me. This picture is in my wallet. but of course neoprint and dear dear's photos are also in my wallet (:
My Nephew.. Cousin's Child (: I said he is a handsome boy.. he smile till like that.. LOL. i hope my future children would be that cute too (: 5 years (: 25 or 26 years old.. (: i'll get married to my precious! (:
How Time flies! Its my final semester in Nanyang Poly (: Thank God I have survived till now. Firstly, I obviously thank teachers for their constant guidance in modules and also my Precious who have been a constant pillar of support. Not forgetting as well bestie and good friends and even parents who have been supporting me all the way. Thanks for the times when I ranted to u during my poly days. Times where I would feel emo about my classmates etc. These are testimonies that I would like to share with my church friends and cell group friends as well as my fellow reader reading my blog.
Firstly, I shall clear everyone’s doubts. For the final semester, I’l l be changing class to BI 0705 or rather they called us IT[module code]-03. I would not be in 04 now for this semester. Actually I did not know till I ask kai xin when was her entrepreneurship tut. That’s when I realize that ms oh have done arrangement with the class. Since year 1, she already knew the life I have gone through with my classmates. Even my PEM knows about it. Yupp.. But then nothing is stopping me from asking her to change class. I have asked since year 1. Firstly, I ask my boyfriend to ask ms oh because back then, I did not know ms oh very well. Only then she knew that me and my boyfriend were couples. Yes. We are couples, I can have more knowledge than others. I have someone to teach me. I am lucky, i am very blessed (: I thank God for that. Never did I take advantage of my boyfriend (: so I am here clearing this statement. Why would I want to take advantage of my boyfriend though he is good at IT. Hmmm… Doesn’t sound nice and good to the person at all. I can tell u, university I might not even take IT, does that mean after that I will break up with my boyfriend? Sounds crude and absurd right? Please.. I am not a stupid idiot to break up with boyfriend after poly simply because he helps me in my work? You think during FYP, he help me meh?? He dun even know how to solve my problems sia… zzzz.. I struggled. Definitely. But I am here now taking final semester and passed my FYP.. though its not an A, its ok… (: I know I cant get an A already. My supervisor Ms see have told me that. All I aim is a B (: yea (: my boyfriend dun even know how to code html tables from scratch and during fyp, nothing is drag and drop from vb. Life is tough for me. All I did is find google, source out in the library, ask friends though some are of help but its not complete but some are not : (. I tried incorporating business intelligence. My boyfriend back then was in tekong. Two weeks confinement. Life was really tough. I even thought of suicidal but then life isn’t all about that…(: I learn to think properly and find my purpose in life. I even ask chen xia for her business intelligence notes and I did practicals but some couldn’t work. Yet I think again can it be incorporated. It can be but then when it comes to rating and ranking question for survey questions, I realized its not as simple as it is.. SIGH!! At that time, I felt lost. I felt no one was there. But then my boyfriend tried to give me ideas and try during fyp but all failed. That was the feeling I felt. In the end, I seeked Jason for help, he help me to start the engine and slowly I went online to search and find some relevant codes that fit what I want.Try and error was all I did..
In the end, I came out with the summary report.analytical report once I add in a line of codes, all cant work. That equals to failure already. Then ms see gave me another set of stuff to do. Edit codes etc. that was easier than analytical report. Sources can be found online and some from books. I finally put my heart and soul to my presentation. I know I am good at presentation. So I score for that. Mid term grade I scored a B+ (: was happy about it. Thank God for that. Cuz some things are still not done during week 6. So I guess u can kind of guess what grade I scored for fyp (: yea..!! hahahaha… finally, week 12 came. Ms see shoot me some question I cant answer but then hmmm.. that’s besides the point but I really think my fyp was a big big struggle for me. OH NO!!! in the working world how?? I not going IT like my boyfriend. So I still feel ok la.. maybe work more on presentation skills. Hee hee.. I can be better. Since year 1, I improved so much.from stage fright till I overcome it (: yea!!
Did I mention before that I lead the congregation in church? Yea.. I do.. maybe 3 months once?? Esp on 4th Sundays. I have stopped cuz of studies but would resume it on march 2010 again (: I felt God called me into the worship ministry by serving him. You should know that I love singing. I love singing for God. He gave me the passion. I remember in pri sch, pri 3 I was in netball. Always Goal shooter.. hahahahaa. But then pri 4 I could not get in liao.. hee hee.. got into choir. I cried bitterly that time but then I realized that God put me in choir for a reason. Its not use this talent to glorify God. I feel happy and touched whenever when I am down, I cry to God and ask him for directions in my life.
People would have known that I am not close to my classmates in poly and never were in the first place. Anyway, it is all in the past. I have learn to LET GO AND LET GOD handle situation.I am very simple. You talk to me, I talk to you. U hate me, hate me lor.. But I dun hate you. I love my enemies. Because God tells us to love our enemies. I think in my entire life, only 2 I feel treat me as enemies. First is the guy and second is my BI0708 one classmate. I dun bother whether u wan to talk to me or not is up to you (: if u are are still in bitterness, I would say that u still haven’t LET GO AND LET GOD… bitterness is not what God wants to see in us(: if you are still angry with me for whatever reason and think I am irritating, its your perception (: but I dun think this way. I have let god handle it and now I have forgiven everyone. Because I know he forgives. I thank my classmates from BI0708 to teach me what is to be strong (: I can say now I am a very strong person (: people actually seek me and talk to me whenever they have problems, I always use words to encourage them . Just like Ashley, darwin’s tekong good mate.. He have been facing problems, this problems I wont say it here but then I think he felt greatly appreciated. Because my words are always good to follow (: I give very good advise. I would say I am matured since sec 1 or sec 2. Yupps..
THANKS BI0708 FOR LETTING ME LEARN WHAT IS TO BE A STRONGER PERSON. I THINK TEXTBOOK HAS NEVER TAUGHT ME THIS BUT U HAVE TAUGHT ME. GOD HAVE PLACED ME IN THIS CLASS FOR A REASON AND THIS COURSE AS WELL. i have survived 2 years with all of u and i have became stronger emotionally. Thanks peeps! (: Nothing Negative.. No worries (: I USED TO REGRET WHY I WAS IN A CLASS THAT I WAS OUTCASTED AND I ALWAYS HAD PROBLEMS FORMING TEAMS CUZ EVERYONE DUN WANNA GROUP UP WITH ME. HMMM.. I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF THIS,ITS YOUR LOSS NOT GROUPING UP WITH ME (: I DO MY WORK BUT THOUGH NOT TOP QUALITY. I AM HARDWORKING (:
THANKS BI0705 FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP. I KNEW YOU WHEN I WAS IN THE IT TRACK AND IN THE SAME TUTORIAL CLASS. I DEFINITELY HAVE NO REGRET GOING TO YR CLASS. EATING LUNCH AS A CLASS AND HAVING JOKERS IN THE CLASS. I HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN GROUPINGS FOR THIS CLASS. I THANK GOD FOR THAT. I HAVE ALREADY FOUND THE SAME GROUP FOR JAVA, EAIPJ, ENTREPRENEURSHIP (: IT WOULD BE THE SAME GROUPINGS FOR BUSINESS INTEELIGENCE, INFOSECURITY, LOGISTICS (: CUZ WE HAVE 5 PEOPLE IN THE GROUP. HEE HEE. ONE OF THEM IS IN BUSINESS TRACK. THE REST OF US 4 IS IT TRACK. SMALL ASSIGNMENT MAXIMUM 4. SO IT IS VERY SETTLED ALREADY. SAME FRIENDS. (: HOPE TO WORK WITH ALL OF U. WE ARE GOING TO DO WELL TOGETHER AND JIA YOU FOR THE FINAL SEMESTER. NO MORE QUARRELS AND CONFLICTS YEA??
Java- Cheryl leader (:
Entrepreneurship – Cong Wen leader (:
EAIPJ- Jeremy leader (:
Other small projects would be other people.. hee hee.
MY TEAM CONSISTS OF : CHERYL, JEREMY, DANIEL, MANPREET, CONG WEN. (:
I AM THE ONLY GIRL.. lolol.. BUT THEN ITS OK LA.. HEE HEE.. AS LONG AS THEY DO WORK, I OKAY DE. HOPEFULLY NO CONFLICTS. EVERYONE DO THEIR PART. YEA!
Dun be like my boyfriend. Had so many problems till I also dunno how to console him. And made a bad scene somehow. Haiz.. dun understand why must always be online. LOLOL… cannot call the person meh? Must I attached a phone to your hands? Weird friends man. Like online or msn discussion sometimes dun even bother to tell my boyfriend. WTH can?? I online, they talk to me ask me if my boyfriend whether he with me.. Why must put me in the picture? Cannot call him ar?? Phone die off no charger is it?? Zzzz… must go through me de… funny leh. My boyfriend dun online, they have secret msn.and my bf dun even know. I as a outside find it weird and absurd.. dun need treat your friends like that de Sometimes for tell then sometimes can even forget. Take him as team member a not? Say u have leadership skills. Bull shit. All throw away le la.. let tekong teach u what is unity. All for one, one for all. I think I in yr class and group, I also suffer. Cuz that time I always not online ma. Sometimes just dun feel the need to. Only distract me studying only. I like doing projects without internet connection but now different la… I got classmates that would always be online.. so I will try to be online if I can. If they online, they sure will call me. Dun have next day will tell me what happen de… ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL. ONE FAIL TO DO, ALL FAIL… yea (: esp the game part for their EAIPJ.. LOLOL.. the person who coding better in the team and the guy who think of the game such as the logic both went for distinction presentation.. everything behind my boyfriend’s back plan the thing… zzzzzzz… u like it when others do that to you??i remember that time my bf went overseas. Tickets already booked liao.. he can change meh? No choice right? Family thing what… seriously people, think about yr actions… do u think u even deserve to be my boyfriend’s classmate and friends to come?? Hard ba… backstabbed all the way during last semester sia!
So if you are not invited for his 21st birthday, I am not surprised (: reflect on how u have treat him yea?? See if u realize that you have even treated him as a friend As a friend, Dun suddenly treat him so nice de.. if I were him, I will feel weird as well. Dun because of something happen then try to make amends. Too late.. what over is over. I not sure if his poly friends are invited. Even invited also only some ?? if not all dun invite. Maybe Lydia will still invite ba (: I not sure.. this one must ask him.. he birthday boy.. hee hee.
If I were him, I wont invite. What for invite a bunch of bastards?? Seriously.. people who think their idea is super good. $80 for advertisement. Mind you.. my boyfriends mum in advertising company leh.. think so cheap meh. Want to make profit also cant cut cost till like that right? Need to hire people to work for u lor… where got work for yourself. Then all dare not even do financial planning. When entrepreneurship day, once ask about financial budget, wah.. shoot to my boyfriend liao… keep quiet le.. LOLOL.. lucky my boyfriend born speaker.. LOLOL.. we make a pair yea??
Nothing can separate us.. thanks people.. the jan incident have brought us closer than before. Thanks for that incident also. I wont regret that I cant make friends with any of you. I regret making friends with some of his classmates. Seriously… make sure u go uni or tekong or uni, dun do same thing yea?? I will let God punish those who have done him wrong (: God will handle it
I am going for cell grp on fri.. YAY! (: can see Grace,radiant, Daniel , Jane, Beng Yu and the rest of them.. happy happy (: till we meet again yea??
Time table is very reasonable.. hee hee.. oh no.. friday discussion liao for entre and others. LOLOL...
Long post but yea (: I have said out my piece (:
My motto in this relationship : Faith Trust Commitment
I guess its self-explained (:
tatata!!
5:25 PM
PRECIOUS!!NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH SACRIFICE THAT U HAVE DONE. SACRIFICING YOUR SLEEP TO TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE!! I REALLY THANK U ALOT. SERIOUSLY. I HOPE THE PRESENT THAT JUN KAI GAVE YOU ACTUALLY MAKE U REFLECT HOW MUCH WE HAVE GONE THROUGH. ESP TAKING SIMPLE SHOTS AT CLARKE QUAY. I HOPE U WILL KEEP THE ALBUM OR RATHER THE PRESENT. WHEN U FEEL LIKE LOOKING AT IT AGAIN, REMEMBER OF THE FUN TIMES WE ALL HAD TOGETHER. obviously the photos are given to him. if not he would not have so much photos. i hope that the present i give u actually show how much i love you. i know u were speechless and loss for words when jun kai and i gave u the present
DEAR... u are 21 years old soon already (: put all the past behind you and walk ahead. i know life in sec sch and poly did gave u some bad memories. but just remember the friends that have left a footprints in your life esp jun kai (: he is a friend that really treasures your friendship seriously. i feel happy whenever i see u happy with jun kai etc. and i also would like to thank jun kai as well. cuz without you to intro him to me, i would already lost a good friend in this world. thanks for even the friendship and i not sure whether u sometimes feel ok with us such as having to meet darwin together with me. its like one couple and u are like the 'extra' one but then seriously i have never treated u 'extra' (:
Treasure the friendship we have together with our chalet clique too (: they are friends that they give us joy whenever we meet. its really hard to ask everyone to come together with their tight schedules to come together and celebrate your birthday. being and organiser for yest 17 oct 2009, i really feel touched when everyone could attend your birthday celebration. I feel as sense of accomplishment even though people have tp leave earlier for their religion stuff and work. but i still thank God everyone could make it..
Thanks Jun Kai, Andy, Pei Yu, Joshua for taking your time to come to my boyfriend's bithday celebration. (:
The presents that me and jun kai would be posted soon (: after i get the photos from andy (:
9:51 AM
Monday i went Nihon Mura aka Ri Ben Chun at cathay . LOOK AT THE RECEIPT. SUPER LONG CAN?? LOLOL...
Carried Jun Kai's Army bag!! Very nice to carry... and its true man!! HAHAHHAA...
These are pictures of dear dear's POP...Sorry for the super long update.. HAHAHAH...
As i look back at my attachment pictures.. I remember the fun times i had in attachment. This was the picture i gave to each one of them before i left after 3 months. I gave it together with a photo frame and words written behind... 
6:25 PM
Anyway, if anyone who is reading this blog received a msg from him regarding my boyfriend’s 21st birthday celebration, you would be most probably be invited (: I am seriously not sure who is attending his birthday bbq cum buffet. LOLOL.. This eve of the birthday celebration is his family organize it for him. His parents are quite nice to actually ask him to write a wishlist on what he wants for his birthday. (: I already know what my precious wants for his birthday but then I dun have the money to buy as yet. My money have gone to my driving and my expenses : ( still feeling sad. and tomorrow is going to be a day that my dear is going to cut a big hole in my pocket.
Since he was still studying in poly, he have been wanting to eat kuishinbo for a long time. I seriously think it was my fault to blurt out that tomorrow we are going kuishinbo. Since he already knew, there is nothing to hide and not write on the blog.. LOLOL. So the kuishinbo treat would be on me.. HAHAHA.. its $39.90 ++ and birthday cake is $25.80. Just wanna thank all those people who have recommended me cakes for his birthday. Esp to Camilia, Ashley (my cousin) and Radiant (: hahahaha.. they recommended me Awfully Chocolate Cake. Went down to vivo on thurs to pre order the cake. (: I scared that with wordings on the cake, it might need time for them to write. HAHAHA… Its alright for me to put the amount down. Cuz he know he pricing now.. Nothing to hide.. HEHEHE… Head down to bugis after that and bought a present for him. HAHAHAHA.. this is secret.. Meant to only be disclosde after he open the present.. hee hee… A place I went with him before, a place I said that it was nice. Ok!!! I know my hint not very obvious.. LOLOL.. but better not say further..
I wanna thank Jackie for finding for me a Chinese Christian song called 赞美之 泉. I’ve been finding this song for such a super long time. Finally I found it.. People who are interested can go to : http://www.jdtjy.com/. I love the song my bestie too. Its called Easy (Remix) Ft. Bow Wow.. HAHAHA (: eveytime I hear赞美之 泉 then I hear my bestie send me e song, my ears would be almost deaf.. Cuz that song is very loud. So everytime I hear it from my ipod, I have to turn the volume down. LOLOLOL.. And go and download avalon- Everything to Me (: hee hee.. NICE!!
I am sorry for those who ask for my boyfriend vocation and I never answer them properly. Cuz some things I really not sure. He tell me is under classified/ restricted. So I cant tell out to others and some thing I dun even know.. Sorry people!! I think its best u ask him yourself. I only tell my close friends what is boyfriend’s unit only (: Dun need to tell the whole world yea?? He might not be on msn very often cuz most of the time in this unit, he book out like sat 12pm. By the time he meet me after that, he go home already 11 plus at night. He still has to wash clothes. and Sunday, he has to book in already. Sunday, he spends with his parents. So not because he dun wanna go msn. IS NO TIME!! So pardon him for that. LOLOL… I can frankly tell all of you that I have not talked to him on msn for at least 6 months. Normally is only sms or call. LOLOLOL… I even forget what was our last conversation on msn already. This was how long it is.. LOLOL.. And the funny thing is I dun even know what is his msn nick now.. LOLOLOL… cuz on my msn list, it only states as 3vild3vil aka Piggy. LOLOL…
When I was meeting Jackie on Monday, I met Florence at Potong Pasir Mrt Station. Then later when I went home from the mrt, I saw Florence again. LOLOL.. super coincidence sia… LOLOLOL. Hope your throat is getting better.
6:09 PM
OMG!! Time flies… My precious 21st birthday is coming!! As usual, those who are my closest friend, I would always plan for them their birthday. No matter is on the actual day or even any day during the month. ESP… Pei Yu, Jun Kai (: Tomorrow I would be going to celebrate his advanced birthday cuz his parents booked him on the eve of his birthday. I am very blessed or rather he is blessed that his 21st birthday falls on a weekend… HAHAHA.. so I can plan it when he books out either fri or sat. Cuz I know officers in unit love to give confinement. I was praying very hard that tmr he is able to book out. If it is Fri, it would be even better. HAHAHAAH.. then can talk endlessly instead of like following lights out timing like 1030pm, 11pm!!zzzzzzzz…. I remember tekong is always 10pm (: always waiting for his msg at about 9 to 9.30pm and we could like talk on the phone… That’s why people always say!! Guys in army lack of communication. But then the phrase guys would always say “ Do I have a choice?? “ Yea!! But then I am gonna wait till u ORD!! SO PRECIOUS: THIS IS MY PROMISE TO YOU!! Dun need to worry that I will leave u when u are in army k??I still wanna go overseas with you,jun kai, andy,pei yu when you and jun kai ORD (: though it is just one week difference (: hahahahaha.. I shall WAIT (: ORD is nice to hear for a soldier’s girlfriend and the soldier alone.. WAHAHAHHA.. everyone would just count down for the day to ORD!! HAHAHAHAA…
My boyfriend now got his vocation. I am shocked he went into unit because very little people actually go to his vocation.. LOLOLOL… I think if u want to know which unit he go, its best to ask him personally (: HAHAHAAH… (: not nice to blog about his vocation here (: hahahaha… like telling e whole world my bf is a men, officer or even specialist?? HMMMM…. LOLOLOL… I still remember during out chalet jun kai and Darwin was like looking at his posting on the free wireless internet that costa sands has.. WAHAAHAHHA… obviously my boyfriend is more gan chiong than jun kai in his vocation. Jun kai is super fixed whether he is going. Its OCS or SISPEC only.. HAHAHAHA.. though he wanted to go SISPEC!! But jun kai!!! God put u in OCS for a reason (: So treasure the times there though its tiring.. After 9 months of shit u go through, u will just say its really worth it de (: HAHAHAHA… Me and Darwin sure will salute you as a officer after 9 months de!!! (: yea!! Your two moral support who would always be there supporting you (: So dun worry k?? NEVER THINK OF OOC in OCS ok?? (:
I have so many things to blog.. but then time restrict me now : (.. I need to go for my dental today. Its been a long time since I’ve seen one.. I better go and get ready before my dad screams at me.. LOLOL
12:10 PM
Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. *NO CHEATING*
1) Darwin
2) Hui Ying
3) Sindy
4) Jun Kai
5) Jocelyn
6) Pei Yu
7) Andy
8) Joshua
9) Lynette
10) Carolyn
11) Deborah
12) Joanna
13) Zi Hui
14) Rydrlin
15) Kai Zhen
16) Jonathan
17) Choon Leng
18) Stanley
19) Chester
20) Lester
21) Swee Wah
22) Swee Min
23) Jeremy
24) Dallas
25) Jerrianne
26) Stephanie
27) Eliza
28) Ashley
29) Beverley
30) Michelle
THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10? [[ Carolyn ]]
She is my choir junior =) Loves (:
• What would you do if you had never met 6? [[ Pei Yu ]]
I guess I would never know how slow people can reply sms. OPPS!! HAHAHA
• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? [[ Lester, Kai Zhen ]]
ERM!!... I guess they are really OPPOSITE characters. One loves to Club, another is quite a quiet girl. LOLOLOL
• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be? [[ Pei Yu, Rydrlin ]]
Both are girls leh! I not lesbian.. WAHAHAHAHA so I guess I wont marry any one of them.. wahahahaha =)
• Did you ever like 9? [[ Lynette ]]
She is my secondary school classmate. Just classmates ba =)
• Have you ever seen 4 cry? [[ Jun Kai ]]
BIG BOYS DUN CRY!! hahahaha. But I guess he was only emo before when I met him.. HAHAHA…
• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple? [[ Jun Kai, Andy ]]
I do not think so because both are not GAY!! hahahaha
• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? [[ Darwin, Hui Ying ]]
What is QUESTION!!! Both are like attached??? I doubt my BESTIE would ever do that to betray me!! (: She has her sweetest Darling le (:
• Describe 8: [[Joshua ]]
OMG??? Describe him?? He is a guy who loves to apologise till ME, DARWIN AND JUN KAI cannot stand him.. HAHAHAHA. But a really pleasant guy to be with (:
• Do you like 12? [[ Joanna ]]
YEA (: I love her (: She is my Choir mate in Secondary School =)
• Tell me something about 17: [[ Choon Leng ]]
Choon Leng is the first guy I talk to when I worked in Robinsons.. HAHAHA.. He is a nice guy to be with. I just happen to meet him at Plaza Singapura couple of days ago
• What’s 7’s favorite color? [[ Andy ]]
HMMM…. I dunno what colour he like leh?? Either black or blue???
• What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you? [[ Darwin ]]
He already confessed that he like me like 2 years plus ago??? HAHAHAHA…
• When was the last time you talked to number 15? [[ Kai Zhen ]]
WAIT AH?? I cannot remember.. LOLOLOL
• How do you think 19 feels about you? [[ Chester ]]
I remembered he told me he had a nice chat with me on msn before he went into the army. (:
• What language does 13 speak? [[ Zi Hui ]]
She speaks English to me (:
• Who is 2 going out with? [[ Hui Ying ]]
She is Attached to her Darling Sukkasem.. (: sweet love (:
• What grade is 16 in? [[ Jonathan ]]
Erm.. He is currently studying materials science in republic poly (:
• What is 5’s favorite music? [[ Jocelyn ]]
GOOD QUESTION INDEED!! Erm.. I know its English songs (: If the song can make her dance, it would be NICE (:
• Would you ever date 13? [[ Zi Hui ]]
No?? She is a girl leh.. HMMM…
• Is 11 single? [[ Deborah ]]
ERRR???? I dun think so I guess. (:
• What is 10’s last name? [[ Carolyn ]]
I only know her name behind is LM.. but then I know her surname is Chan (:
• Where does 18 live? [[ Stanley ]]
I not sure leh… need to ask him.. LOLOL… but i think its somewhere in the East of Singapore
• What do you think about 20? [[ Lester ]]
A very funny guy (:
• What is the best thing about 30? [[ Michelle ]]
MY COUSIN!! I love her company and love the endless chi- chats with her (:
• What would you like to tell 14 right now? [[ Rydrlin ]]
Let’s meet up when school reopen (:
• How did you meet 9? [[ Lynette ]]
She was my classmate since secondary 3 (:
• What is the best and worst thing about 2? [[ Hui Ying ]]
Best Thing: Very honoured to have her as my BESTIE.. and our ENDLESS gossips!!! hahahahaha
Worst Thing: Worst thing??? Hmmmm…. Nothing ba. ONLY sometimes can forget to reply my sms-es.. LOLOLOL.. I think its vice versa la.. hee hee… (:
• Are you going to know 3 forever? [[ Sindy ]]
OF COURSE LA!! My good friend in secondary school leh.. LOLOL
• How long have you known 26? [[ Stephanie ]]
Since she was born?? She’s my COUSIN leh!! LOLOLOL
• Who is 24? [[ Dallas ]]
He is my boyfriend’s brother… LOLOL…
• Are you or did you ever date 2? [[ Wei Xiong ]]
MY BESTIE (: I LOVE TO DATE HER OUT (: hee hee
• Do you have a crush on 27? [[ Eliza ]]
NO??? She is my another cousin.. LOLOL..Maybe Best Cousins Forever ba! (:
• Would you kiss 25? [[ Jerriann ]]
She is my boyfriend’s sister (: Of course I would kiss her! Or rather I have kissed her before and vice versa! (: Muackz!! (:
• Have you hugged/kissed 22? [[ Swee Min ]]
Nope… (:
• Would you like to hug/kiss 21? [[ Swee Wah ]]
LOLOL.. NICE QUESTION.. I think if I would to hug/kiss Jeremy, I think two person will kill me!! LOLOLOL… First is my BOYFRIEND!!! LOLOLOL… Second is Jeremy’s GIRLFRIEND. LOLOLOL. Nice Question indeed!!!
• Is 29 your gff? [[ Beverley ]]
I do not think is Girls Friends Forever. It should be Cousins Forever (:
• What do you hate about 23? [[ Jeremy ]]
He sometimes replies msn very slowly when I needed his reply.. LOLOLOL.. but I dun hate la.. LOLOL
• What’s your relationship with 28? [[ Ashley ]]
She is my COUSIN!! (: (: (:
7:20 PM
Just wanna congratulate Jun Kai entering OCS. Hope the encouraging words on sms from me and darwin sent to you after we depart would spur u on yea?? (:
Pictures during the chalet : 
We had two pairs of tickets to the escape, wild wild wet etc from the chalet. Therefore, we went to the escape on monday since it was a public holiday. The four of us again went together (: Had Hong Kong Cafe for lunch and head to escape. Some pictures are still with my dear.. wahahaha.. in his camera. Not sent to me yet.
Some pictures taken:
Pictures were taken when i was out with dear during the weekends(:
Out with Bestie (: Shopping for her stuffs!! 
5:47 PM