CoWcOw LoVeS SiNgiNg AnD hEr DeStiNy

Saturday, May 29, 2010

I feel blessed to have a whole group of MOH working colleagues who are so FUN to be with.

And friends that are always there for me (:

Feel so blessed.

5th June, i would be going down to a music school to have a free trial for audition. OH WAIT! just to let you know, i am not signing any contract or what so ever. I would want feedbacks from professional instructors from the music school if i am even fit to become a singer next time. But its definitely not being like singer like kelly or stefanie. I think the industry for singers are never gonna last unless you think of going overseas to publicize your cds like lin jun jie. He is somehow the person i look up to. So talented and his songs are so nice. Perhaps just being in the field of my own passion and singing to persue it. I never like to be popular and becoming a model and everyone in Singapore knows me. I rather show my talents inwardly to people i know (: I think i will never have the guts to stand on stage and sing to 1000 people. My heart will literally be detached from my body. LOLOL!!

So i hope that it would be a good experience for me to sing in front of the instructors on 5th June. I am actually interested to go for singing lessons but not to the extend of being popular and everyone knows my name in Singapore. I would like some privacy of my everyday life somehow. (:

Singing had been my passion. Anything that comes to singing and going with one group of friends for K makes me anticipate for the day to come. (: I will feel so energized suddenly even the tiredness of my body.

I am going to sing and sing for God's Glory and not for the fame. (:

moo.oink.baaa
11:31 AM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I am overjoyed that i got a diploma.

I almost cried when Ms Oh hugged me. But i know its time to rejoice and forget the past (:

Those who know how much i have suffered through my year in poly yet putting on the smile on my face is really difficult. Being the 'Little Miss Sunshine' in my friend's perspective is really sometimes difficult.

Thanking people is never enough. Diploma in Business Informatics is really really hard to get. With the workload we have is really really difficult.

I am now holding a diploma. I really really feel very blessed.

I am blessed with so many nice lecturers who told me i DID it (: They know how i feel and they even know what happen with my classmates etc. Though i never tell them but i think they just shared among themselves.

Being in that class made me realize who are the friends u can mix with and friends who are just hi and bye. I did not manage to take a photo with kai xin and hasz together. But i took with hasz.. Felt quite happy (: As well as Kang qi. Though we have bad bloods in the class, but i know you did cared for me and darwin. Whichever the reason was, it all OVER. (: All the best in yr uni life.

I am blessed with DBI 0707, 0705 and 0706. You are my CLASSMATES in poly. Really. Who projects dun quarrel? Dun quarrel is really something wrong. HAHAHA.. esp people working with me must take my stress level. Cuz when i want things done by a certain date, it must be done. If not, i get angry. HAHAHAHA.. cuz in the working world, it works the same way. You promise your upper level that you will get something done within a certain date, it better be done. If not, the chain of anger goes down the line.

Efficiency would not be there. So, i think dun be in my group better. less stress.. LOLOL.. anyway, my university does not need to work in groups! THANK GOD! i dun need to think of groupings, who to group with etc. I dun like the grouping up always. Hmmm.. I love studying by myself, learn things by myself and ask lecturers for help, Study with friends when we encounter problems, study by myself when exams draw nearer. I prefer the 'O Level' style. (: YES! I am gonna enjoy life in the university. I HOPE (:

I have been wanting to get into that course. Its because of some reasons that i could not get in and my GPA as well. I cant get into local uni. :( nevermind. I tell myself that does not mean you are in local uni means you are so GOOD! Cuz i believe that there are other talents that people in the the industry and Singapore does not see in those other uni. I rather work my way up the climb up slowly. Its ok to be slow. Along the way, i learn.

Everyday is a learning journey for me. I learn to be more mature and i know how to think. (:

I am very blessed to have darwin as my bf (: without him, i think my life is in the mess. My parents too!! My cousins and loved ones too.

I am also very blessed to have sec school good friends, chalet clique, MOH clique and friends that i have known very well.

You made my life to what it is now.

Thanks! and thank God for what he has done in my life (:

moo.oink.baaa
8:12 AM

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

In the Month of june, i will be helping my supervisor to do a gantt chart through microsoft project and also to do a backend application for my ease of my work

I feel so fustrated looking and scrolling down the excel sheet which 10001 stuff to do. I really mean 100000. Look at the 000000 hahahahahaha!!! me and rydrlin eyes are going to POP out scrolling up and down, left to right.

I have been using windows application for the past 2 semesters. Its time to put everything to good use. My supervisor say ' I want to see what you have done for YOG in your IT project before' see what we can do to improvise it. I was like HUH?? serious ah?

But i was the one who proposed the backend application. So i shall do it (:

I am now given a project for 1 month to come out with the application and every data must be keyed in accurately.

If it is possible, they are able to put on the website and others can use the system as well.. and it can be used internally. They shall pay me to maintain the system.

Me and a malay IT guy quite good friends. 'GOOD' friend. cuz hor. my laptop and accessories keep spoiling, i dunno how many times i go up to the IT helpdesk to ask for replacement and they take super long to get it done. the photocopy machine always spoil.. URGHHH! so annoying.. HAHAHA..

But overall working experience is GOOD (: i like (:

Everything also use excel excel excel. Then they super pian zian. perm staff use 07. then temp staff use 03??zzzz.. time to be like a student to bring laptop from home to 'school' and back home AGAIN.

I would be working and studying in the university (: good time for me to earn my working experience and slowly climb up.

I know God has a plan for me. I will go according to his plan.

AMEN (:

moo.oink.baaa
8:40 AM

Monday, May 17, 2010

Its been 2 months since i have worked in MOH. Never regret to be in this work place. I love to plan events. Therefore, i believe it is the right job for me. I never taught it was a cup of tea and the type of work i want to work in

Though it is very tough sometimes but i am going to work hard for the future. I am saving up right now for my marriage. Sounds far but it isn't.

So sweetttt for dear to even think what birthday gift to get me for my 21st Birthday (: and we even think of where to hold it etc... Thanks People.

Chalet Clique!! no clique can replace the clique i have formed. Thanks for being there for me when i feel down. (: no one can replace this clique of mine. Definitely.

I am so happy that i got into the university. Excited to meet new friends though i already know many people in the same course as me.

I thank God for Shi Ning , Xina and Rydrlin. We form a clique in MOH (: Really treasure their friendship very much. HAHAHA (: They are pretty in my eyes. hahaha. (: i prefer to look at girls than guys though (: i seldom comment that guys are handsome. cuz looks for guys are not important. Its the heart (:

I love my bf's smile. Very Nice (:

Going K with my MOH clique. The 4 musketeers (:

moo.oink.baaa
5:12 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

These days have been very busy with work. Its about 90 more days to YOG. The project deadlines are super super tight. So many meetings to attend till i had the determination to bring a calendar to work. and mark down all the dates for meeting and also my diary as well.

My activites after work are also packed.

Tues- VJC Choir Concert at Esplanade
Wed- Meeting hui ying and jocelyn. My treat for their belated 21st Birthday
Thurs- Reserved to go to my grandma hse for dinner
Fri- Either ... or young adults cell group
Sat- Out with the Chalet Clique people
Sun- ...

It can be easier to go through the day with things to do. But too much can make u really tired. I even brought home to work to do. Too many things to do already.

Thanks Rydrlin for helping me in the areas that i can't cope. Thanks my friend. She is working in the same compny under same supervisor. My supervisor also have so many stuff to do..

Meetings after meetings. Monday to Fri this week all meeting. Some are from 9 to 6pm. Only lunch break. LOLOL.. God. Give me strength to go through each day.

These few days, i thought i only slept one hour. When i open my eyes, its morning and i have to get ready for work and a new day starts again. SO FAST!

Really hectic. Squeezing time to meet up with my boyfriend as well. Hahahaha.. cuz sometimes i have to OT till about 7 or later. LOL.. I am so dead tired.

I know God will give me the strength and God will carry the burden for me and his children. AMEN! (:

Ashley ( my cousin) is back! nice to see her once again. She put a little of weight.. (: I realize i am taller than her.. HAHAHA.. i thought i was shorter.. hahahaha (: enjoy yr stay in singapore ya?

The weather have been freaking hot these days.I feel like sleeping in the fridge and stay in office to enjoy the aircon. LOL..

Have been updating photos into my facebook. Some were ages ago and months ago. I had no time to upload.. HAHAA (: i happen to transfer the camera photos into the computer and i decided to upload into facebook in case anything happens to the memory card.

Thanks dear for the memories. 07 june is coming (: I have something in mind to buy for you already. but i will go out with my friends to get yr present.(: SOON. hahahahaha.. wonder when is the soon.

I am going to VJC concert to support my junior Carolyn. Really nice of her to tell me about her concert. If i can support, i will (: Therefore, i have booked tickets from sistic and hoping that find a good seat. It seems that i am getting the centre sit in the front of level 3. Hopefully i can see her with my SHARP eyes.Really blessed to have her as my junior. Hope she is blessed that she have a senior like me. Whenever my junior is unsure of the pitch of the song. I normally sing a little louder and they will request to stand beside me or in front of me. HAAHAHA.. I love my my pri and sec sch choir. YAY! I love to sing christian songs esp one song composed by my conductor. GOLD CHOIR IN 2005 (: She was the president in the choir. Thank God for her talent of leadership. Looking forward to see her later. I msg joanna once i recieve carolyn's msg! but she cant make it today. Sadz!

ME TOO!! HAHAHA. *thick skinned*. I will also be leading worship in the English Service in July again. One year 6 times. Two months once. God have given me this talent of singing and i love to lead (: Thank God for that (: All Glory to Him. AMEN!

moo.oink.baaa
8:44 AM