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Friday, December 18, 2009

9 weeks of semester was indeed a flash of lightning.. i am one step closer to getting a diploma cert.. hahahahahaha...

My results were quite well done. happy about it.. 18 upon 20 business intelligence data transformation and data schema. Of which, data transformation i have done the biggest part. 23 upon 25 for entrepreneurship brightens up my day.. and gave me the motivation to work harder. I have no problems with project but problems with studying theory :( 7, 8 chapter of test kills brain cells.

I have been sleeping as little as 6 hours to 7 hours this semester.. Mind you.. i normally sleep 10 hours in year 1 or year 2. PIGGY!! haahahahha...

I am aiming for an honours degree in the university. Hoping that my GPA can get in and other relevant documents such as director's list (:

moo.oink.baaa
11:29 AM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

As a look at the photos of social night in OCS in my friend’s facebook, I am utterly shocked. I think I am SO gonna enjoy the OCS social night with Jun Kai on the 21st December (:

looking forward to it. Guess I will wear my school Cambridge dinner [ Prom night ] dress. I hope I am able to take a taxi with jun kai cuz he would be fetching me from my house and after the dinner, he would fetch me home.

If not I would receive stares in the MRT! ROAR!! Dun like the feeling.. LOLOLOL..

BI assignment 1 really do until SIAO!! 15% LOLOLOL… stay back in school until 8.30pm to do the assignment. We have done things before hand. Week 12 have to hand in but we finish already. (: Assignments and deadlines are best NOT to drag to the last minute. Do not like to do last minute work. LOLOLLOL…

moo.oink.baaa
9:24 AM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Entrepreneurship ICA 1 on marketing expenses, 15% of module grade made my day really happy. Secondly. My mum is cooking curry chicken and my fish ball soup. Precious is coming to my house today (: When I saw my results, I was like WOAH?? Is that my grade?? I look whether is my name and grade. My eyes didn’t play trick on me. I’ve got 23 out of 25 for my entrepreneurship.

The next thing I did was to thank God. And secondly, I thank God for my parents who gave me some ideas and my dad who edited my English. The whole report was done by myself (: Spend like my whole solid 3 days to do up the report and letting my dad to edit my English.

My team members scored very well too. Thank God as well.. I helped my group members over the weekend in case they did not know how to do on msn (: and giving them some information of the websites available online.

This semester, I actually asked very little people on how to do projects, assignment etc… At least I am independent. I do everything to the best of my ability. Though its not the perfect quality. Most of the time with my boyfriend is go shopping and do things we like to do (: hee hee… (:

moo.oink.baaa
2:30 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

I was having a good chat with my parents on how I feel in my year 3 life..

And clearing people's shit about telling my parents about my blog...

well.. they were encouraging me not to bother about friends who aren’t worth your time.. I think its true.. it is best that you work together well with yr team grades, get the same grades and graduate together. That is where unity comes into place. Not get yr own grades, graduate alone and get the cert alone. Some people are just selfish to get the grades they want.

People in the my ex class thinks i work alone. NEVER.. since when I work alone?? HMMM… this is the reason why there is a always a distance I keep. Cuz not even classmates to start of with.. LOLOL… so I guess my 2 years in poly is really wasted. I cannot show who am I as a person. (: I am NEVER a quiet person who sits alone in class and do not talk. I love to talk.. PRECIOUS always calls me chatterbox.. wahahahaha… 2 chatterbox come together equals to NOISY!! Wahahaha.. but that’s what life is all about. To enjoy and have fun (:

To me, I like to work in a team but for the past 2 years of my life in poly, I feel that I was not given a chance, people see my bad points and negative character instead of the positive ones. And trying to make life difficult for me. I complain but no use.. Life is not about complaining. I learn to do work and not to complain. Only start to complain in front of my precious. Like how he complain about his army life to me..(: (: (:

Those who knows my project working attitude etc best are my current class I am in now and those outside friends who I normally hang out with. ESP PRECIOUS!! (: he know me 101%. Both of us are capable in our own ways. This is why people said we’re compatible. Cuz we excel in our own fields. (: It is really really very true (:

moo.oink.baaa
1:36 PM

Feeling so happy cuz 18th dec right up to 31st dec.. precious is on leave.. (: (: (: so HAPPY.. finally he has a break from his army life and I am happy that he took it during my holiday. We can go and enjoy le..

Most likely would be spending doing sports together (: badminton, cycling, bowling, swimming and running!!! Hahahahaa.. though I dun like running, I guess I should give in since he likes running (: he slim down like almost 9kg-10kg when he was back in tekong!!! When I see him, I was WOAH!! Change image liao. LOLOLOL… yea(: some friends I know of during their tekong days would be black like charcoal or get even slimmer. Some of them is slim for the better whereas some is too skinny already.. HAHAHAHA (:

I always fail NAPFA cuz of running.. perhaps if I start running with precious,I would most likely gonna retake my NAPFA.. wahahahahaha.. (: I can do all the 5 station max grade C.. but I cannot do running : ( those in my sec school, will know that yea?? Always running at a barely pass grade. LOLOLOL… poly worst.. no PE… now to train.. WAHAHAHAHA…

2 tests Java and Business Intelligence to go and holiday is coming (: HEE HEE... Actually the one i am scared is Java. I am having difficulties with learning J2EE. it seems to different from J2SE.. maybe i should read up some books on J2EE and learn the JSF practical thoroughly.. LOLOL... i wonder how am i supposed to hand up my assignment on week 14. when i do not even know how to start :(

Nvm.. would trust in the Lord and he will guide.. God will only help those who help themselves.. Will research on my own. Its for the benefit of my practical test too. YAY! (: 20% leh.. :(

Gotta go and study.. remember??? weekends is staying at home and study. No meeting of anyone except my parents, cousins, books, lecture notes, tutorial notes, self-created notes and tips notes.. HEE HEE...(:

moo.oink.baaa
10:01 AM

Friday, December 11, 2009

Class photos for the NE trip.. Finally i see a class photo. Normally secondary school is a must to take. But Poly, it all depends on whether the class wants to take as a class (:
After seeing this photo, i think of the fun and bad times in this class. Well.. this class have taught me alot of things. Definitely..

I am becoming stronger and strong.. Feel a sense of accomplishment when i left this class. At least i know how to talk to guys more since i have been in a girls school for 11 years (:
Thank God for that! (:

moo.oink.baaa
1:24 PM

With regards to the bog entry on Tuesday, I would like to clarify that anything that I’ve said do not mean anything… With a cause of the blog entry on Tuesday made me and another guy had some misunderstanding. I think it is really a misunderstanding and not any other things associated with this. I do not mean anyone. i think the person i am referring to is someone closer to me than you. Therefore, I would like to clear up the misunderstanding.

To me, I do not like to talk to a person whom I am angry with or vice versa. Because I feel that he should cool down first before I even talk to him. If not lecturers would be wondering what happen though.. I do not need such things like mass emails or initiating a mass conversation on msn. when u are actually putting your anger on me in such mass emails and initiate mass chat. To me, these are useless.

I would like to clear up the reason why I do not pick up yr calls on thurs night. Normally thurs night, I would either meet my precious or go to my grandma house. On thurs, if I meet my precious, it would be at his grandma house. If not his grandma would start looking for me and ask precious where is his girlfriend?? Hahahaha.. in such ways, I also can enjoy my company with precious’s sister. SHE IS SO CUTE (: I really love her to the max. she really think about others before herself. Share drinks with you when she know that you are thirsty. Its really very thoughtful of her. I thinking of getting her a WINNIE THE POOH bear for Christmas.. quite cute too (: Just like how she treats the cow which me and precious bought it for her.. She brings it wherever she go.. WAHAHAHHA.. at least I go to her house, I would have a cow to hug..

So most of the time, my phone is either with my precious or in my bag when I meet him. To me, when he is in army, I tend to spend my whole entire time with him. Its because it is very difficult to meet a guy when he is army. Guys, when u go army and you have a girlfriend, you will fully understand that weekends and sometimes weekdays when he book out, TIME IS REALLY PRECIOUS!! Yupps .(: So when he was checking my phone to see if anyone sms me or call me, he say like almost 6 missed calls.. My battery went flat on that day : ( had to change battery.. LOLOLOLOL… I not sure whether he called till my battery flat or what.. LOLOL…

But sometimes I dun answer your calls is because I want you to cool down.. (: my precious was telling me not to bother. I was thinking of waiting for the right time then I would talk to you.
And I do not like people to call my house phone and try to get me and went to tell my parents about me having a blog?? In the first place, they do not even know that I have a blog.

So people, if you want to contact me, please call my handphone. Do not call my home phone. Sometimes my parents know nuts about blogs or even things that I do. So please do not be a KPO to tell my parents about such things. You should know my parents are normally worried about me because I am the only child. So obviously, they would pay more attention to me right??

Talking about cows, I dislike people who say that cows eat grass. Don’t you know that cow eat grass?? LOLOLOLOL.. hahahaha.. she never attend nursery or primary school..so she did not know cows eat grass. Wahahhaha.. this kind of people is never think what is the consequences of saying such things.

I have never said names of the people that I am talking about.. HAHAHAHA.. it is you who started to say such things that’s why I start to blog (:

I do not like friends to say bad things about cows or like say I’m a cow etc.. I like cows but doesn’t mean I must behave like a cow.. I think sometimes I behave like a pig!! Wahahahaha.. cuz I love to sleep A LOT!! Hahaaha.. till my precious calls me a pig now a days.. LOLOLLOL… I like cows because its cute. You might like e.g camera or expensive brands, I can like cows right?? So sometimes just respect the other party’s likes. Respect what the person likes.. Thanks (:

I like cows and I love cows (: definitely (: they give us milk.. hee hee..

moo.oink.baaa
10:07 AM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Went Ne Water yesterday.. if were to choose, i would choose going with my sec sch friends.. cuz we went there before.. hahahahaha.. friends in sec sch are much better.. Love Charmaine, Hui Ying, Jocelyn and Sindy to the max

In poly, i really cant find friends who are so genuine..

Talking about taking class photo during NE Water, i seriously dun even feel like taking class photo. Since Ms Loh reminded me to take the photo, i go there with a Hmmm... just take a picture and go loh.. cuz i dun even feel a part of it.. SO YEA (: hahahahaa...

they alighted us at expo.. HAHAHAHA.. went over to IBM to meet charlene and louis!! HAPPY!! (: really happy to see them once again.. HAHAAHAH (: Hui Yi, Charlene, Louis, Jin Peng, Kevin was the ones that actually gave me the joy when i work at IBM (: You people rock man!!! (: remember to keep in touch k?? hahahahaha...

I am looking forward to see precious once again (: excited.!!! love him to the max... our relationship is getting stronger as days goes by (: definitely army is really about faith trust and commitment.. you bring joy to me (: I LOVE YOU! (:

moo.oink.baaa
9:34 AM

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

I do not like friends who actually know they dun like me.. they want SO MANY people not to like me.. try to know my friends and say bad things about me.. and psycho them not to like me.. I DETEST such friends.. oh well.. I have seen a group of friends like that in poly.. I know that when I went close to 07 people.. HAHAHAHHAHA… so obvious can?? Hate such class and people… WORST class I ever gotten into.. HAIZ… cant choose my classmates.. but I never regret it because I learn through humiliation and people talking about me.. think u can say I eat grass?? HAHAHAHA.. I think she never learn in primary school or nursery that Cows eat grass.. so what I like cow?? Does that mean I cant like something?? Irritating friends.. I am who I am. I will never change because of a class.. HAHAHAHA…

I remember what michelle told me.. She told me that people are actually jealous of you because you have a lot of support from external people.. YES!! I AGREE TO THAT TOTALLY.. they say I super lucky to have friends or my loved ones to help me and support me.. I will say YES!!!! Stop being so jealous of me

I only trust people who are close to me.. HEHEHE… I think if the whole world fail me… I know that those whom I named as best friend, precious, good friend and good friends to be will always be there encouraging me not matter what.. I need such random encouragement sometimes… It really helps me.. HEHEHEHEHE (:

Thank you Jocelyn and hui ying and welson for being there for me. (: really appreciate..

21st dec I am looking forward to go to Jun kai’s OCS night

22nd dec I meeting hui ying and Jocelyn..

YES!!! Exchange Christmas presents and the rule is that it must be handmade.. hahahahaha… (: and we maybe having picnic… save money.. and also wear either red or green. Red represents santa claus and Green represents Christmas tree. Heheehehehe..

I am looking forward to Christmas!!! Cant wait!!!! Really…. I also can’t wait for the 2 weeks holidays.. I NEED A BREAK FROM STUDIES!!

moo.oink.baaa
8:16 PM

Class photos for the NE trip.. Finally i see a class photo. Normally secondary school is a must to take. But Poly, it all depends on whether the class wants to take as a class (:
After seeing this photo, i think of the fun and bad times in this class. Well.. this class have taught me alot of things. Definitely..

I am becoming stronger and strong.. Feel a sense of accomplishment when i left this class. At least i know how to talk to guys more since i have been in a girls school for 11 years (:
Thank God for that! (:

moo.oink.baaa
2:34 PM

Don't Quit

When things go wrong,
as they sometimes will.
When the road you're trudging
seems all up hill
When the funds are low,
And the depths are high,
And you want to smile,
but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about.
When he might have won
had he stuck it out,

Don't give up through the pace seems slow.
You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure inside out,
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far.
So stick in the flight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worse,
That you must not quit.

moo.oink.baaa
2:34 PM

Monday, December 07, 2009

Guitar Freaks V5 that i always play at marina square. This game is taught by my precious. He always play this with jun kai.. now i am good le hor.. hahahaha... But then cant be better than precious. The left score is mine and the right score is his.. His S is full combo. means he never miss anything.. So good right?? hahahahaha..

Me, Jun Kai and Precious love to play basketball too.. our favourite hangout in the arcade in bugis and suntec.. HAHAHA (: We always break our own set record.. WAHAHHHA..(: Happy happy(: set aims to reach target.. wahahahaha...

The Visitor Pass to get into IBM:

Me and Hui Yi:

moo.oink.baaa
5:27 PM

The song You Are God Alone is very touching.

My boyfriend actually found it online.. listening to it while i study.. really very inspiring. It tells us depend on God instead of depending on humans

It is very evident that at time we tend to reply on our friends and our loved ones for love, care and concern.. and friends or loved ones to help you in your daily life..LOLOL....

i think trusting God is the ultimate thing (: i am learning to be one.. Slowly... We dun change ourselves 24 hours. (:

hahahahhaa. (: anyone who wants the song for 'You Are God Alone', let me know.

HAPPY 2 YEARS 6 MONTHS PRECIOUS!! (: (: So happy.. i hope we could go kbox together with Sindy too (: awaiting for school to end. (:

moo.oink.baaa
12:12 PM

You Are God Alone

You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that’s just the way it is

[chorus]

You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone

You’re the only God
Whose power none can contend
You’re the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You’re the only God
Who’s worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that’s just the way it is

[chorus]

[bridge]

Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That’s what You are

[bridge]

[chorus]

[bridge]

moo.oink.baaa
12:12 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Friday was a very busy day for me.. had info security at 11am… followed by doing 15% of business intelligence assignment.. subsequently.. went to IBM expo to meet in OIC and fellow collegues.. took pictures with Hui Yi and took a $2.50 bus to hougang. Hahahaa… had a good chat with her on the bus.

Received more info for the IBM contract.. I not sure whether to work permanent because I might be working and studying… I doubt I can even get into the local uni.. with the bad GPA I have. : (.. not easy to compete with the competition of different universities… its ok for me not to go to local uni.. I have alternative plans in my life..

Prayed to God for directions in my life. I am offered by my OIC to work for IBM after my graduation in poly.. Its already one door away to the interview. I hope that with the interview skills that I have learnt in business communication 3 module can help me to face interview. My OIC offered me either contract or permanent.

I wanna get married earlier.. like max is 28 years old… I did plan for my future.. but still will trust in God and let God lead the path that I should take.

Me and my precious are now planning about marriage and how our long term planning for marriage.. sounds like I’m thinking too far right? But coming to think of it. We already reach the 2 number for our age.. If we do not plan now, how to Save and work hard.. marriage do not come so early.. have to save now so that we can have a stable income if we were to have children in the future… well.. we are still thinking of having our couple life first before having children. Need time to save up.. cuz marriage such as car, housing are so expensive and looking for a hotel to have our wedding etc. WAHAHAHAH..

Have been praying that God would provide for my needs.. I also pray that one day, my precious is able to know the Lord.. I have been bringing him to church. And jun kai is also trying to let him know the Lord more too… There was an incident where he was touched by God.. He cried… that was when I knew God is working in his life. He even download Christian songs to hear… Really God works in human’s life.. so I would have a church wedding...

I can strongly say that IBM pays very very well.. and the benefits are not bad as well.. If I can get the job after the interview and some processing of duocuments by the HR, I would be able to work already.. Just Trust in the Lord (: Definitely… Been praying for God’s directions.

Went for Guo Hao’s 21st birthday celebration. Nice experience with the DBI 0705 people(:

moo.oink.baaa
9:20 PM

Friday, December 04, 2009

I guess people think that me and my boyfriend break up right?? NAH.. where will break up.. hahahaha.. just wanna keep myself in low profile. Since i have return to sch for final semester, the number of people whoo view my blog is like WOAH.. i dun like to be famous in school.. hahahaha... i like to be myself... no one is identical...

I like to be simple and unique. It represents me...

I am placing God in the Centre of our relationship

Faith Trust Commitment! (:

He is sailing off tmr for his practical test... after he pass his practical test, he would be corporal.. currently, people calling him senior already. After 6 months of good performance and if he pass his IPPT, 3rd Sgt is his... (: (: (: yay!! SGT sia!!! really very very happy for him.. he deserve it.. he has the leadership and able to teach others and those that are slower than him in learning. thats the way man! (: hee hee... we should always help each other. (: like how u helped me to pull myself up when i was down..

You are everything to me! i'm afraid to lose you.. really! I will be right here waiting for you at the marriage door.. (: you rock my life.

Went to marina square to play guitar freaks V5.. very fun sia.. now i can X2 le.. for the guitar.. yea.. remember last time i said about guitar?? LOLOLOL... i am learn to play guitar first through the tempo.. then subsequently, i will play the real guitar.. hee hee... i have learnt some guitar skills from guitar hero.. thats super super fun mans!!! hahahaha.. i am looking forward to the day where we can play guitar hero again. I love playing the guitar and sing.. Love rooftops and monsoon song. (: now i can get S and A grade for guitar le.. YAY!! last time always B and C and sometimes A.. sometimes even full combo.. my boyfriend can play la.. hahaha.. he better than me.. then can even reach to extra stage.. altogether 5 stages.. extra stage means 6 (:

Thanks Jun Kai for the two messages you send me.. hahahaha.. (: i wonder how is life for you now.. I think only 21 dec we are able to meet up once again... hahaha.. now i finally know where is OCS, how the place looks like and the place that i would be going for 21 dec.. hahahaha (: LOLOL...

HAHAHA... i kind of dislike 3rd parties in a relationship.. i just seen one today in front of my eyes.. Nopes... i dun wanna such things to happen. the 3rd party should reflect on the consequences.. cuz i have experience it before on 1 Jan 2009.. Its never a good feeling. Every party would be angry and hurt. NONONONO!!! trust me.. you will regret if u are a 3rd party..!!!

I gonna go up to IBM expo on friday 4 dec (: heading down to meet the people in IBM.. hahahaha (: I am going to ask my OIC and maybe supervisor if he is in singapore for more details on the 1 year contract for IBM. Thanks Jin Peng who is willing to fetch me downstairs..

EAIPJ Project is going on well for me... AJAX, Login is all done... Except for minor issues which teacher told me and can be enhance better... i am learning.. i am trying my really really best. all the sources can be read from the online sources for VB.. and even step by step e-learning to learn AJAX..

People.. dun be lazy k?? hahahaha.. online sources are available... LOLOLOL... i am gonna start my other part of my project.. not only Login should be done.. other should be done as well.. (:

Big part is coming in.... Google Map.. I think it is necessary right?? HMMM... dunno can even accomplish.. gonna see tutorials as to how google map works and edit codes to be what i want it to be... i am so not gonna incorporate flash in my project anymore.. teacher dun approve it. Therefore, i have decided not to.. hahhaa..

I wanna do flash is because for ITIPJ, i have lost the battle of disctinction for ITIPJ... i wanted the disctinction so badly.. its because of the flash she did that she went for distinction presentation.. thats why i wanna learn.. LOLOL.. but then learning and doing my own website next time, i would most probably do it.. Maybe for IBM?? hahahaha.. see how it goes.. dun think so far.. one step at a time... LOLOL... But i know the girl didn't score a distinction.. i know my sources to find out if she did score distinction.

If she gets distinction, i would be "jumping off the building already"... cuz i feel what she did wasn't that fantastic as in her functions. She did almost the same function as me... just because of flash she will get dist?? hmmm...

i am so gonna keep my EAIPJ as low profile as possible.. Yuppss... Being secretive is good (: i love it..

Blog is for me to rant.. So you dun like it, so be it.. i am not going to care... hahahaha...

I have suffered humiliation in my class before already.. what is all these comments from others?? hahahaha... i can take it de.. take it as they are talking to no one and ghost, spirits.. i am myself and i am happy can already.. Kai Xin Jiu Hao... Pei Yu's line... hahahaha..

I dun like people to peep at my work leh.. and then try to copy.. not so easy to copy lah... hard work.. hahahahaa...

Ms Kwa and Ms See... --> dun need to give me the things u wanna give me.. really... i appreciate your kind gestures... thank you very very much!

Ms Loh, Ms Oh and Ms Lee.. --> thanks you very very much for the chocolates.. the chocolates i have actually shared with my current classmates and my chalet clique members on my actual birthday. Thank you ms loh for meeting me early in the morning on my birthday and give me the gift and the call from you in the morning.. Really really appreciate and its really really the thought that counts..

Ms Ho and Ms Goh.. --> thank you ms goh for the gift you have given me.. its really nice and it really comes into handy.. notepads.. hahahaha.. (: its good for me to write important reminders which i could remind myself on the things that i need to do each day and things that i need to accomplish within a certain date... Ms Ho... i haven't met you for a while.. do meet up for a chat at gloria jeans k?? hee hee.. i would love the chat.. definitely.. your smile really brightens up my day..(: pretty and sweet...

All the nice lecturers i have met so far.. who have somehow made an impact in my life.. such as Ms See giving me pocky(the sticks ones..which the bits of nuts) when i did not have my lunch during FYP...

FYP is the time when i actually fell really ill cuz of my difficulty of my project... i realised that its nothing about copy and pasting from internet sources.. sure wont work... I even realised that we can even do arrays in VB.. OMG!!! the VB codes is long like siao.. i see also dun understand.. must it really works.. HAHAHAHA... really difficult proj.. :(.... but i learn alot in FYP.. and that is... DO NOT BE TOO NICE TO PEOPLE WHO IN THE END BACKSTAB YOU WITHOUT YOU KNOWING IT... (:

oh well.. poly is all about making use of people... Come on.. just agree with me on that.. when u have the model and standard answers to assignments, tutorial answers from other sources.. u become the queen or king in the class.. subsequently, when they dun need you, they just shun away from you.. Agree with me to that please.. it reality and the fact

I believe what kai xiong have told me.. that is.. Its the other party's lost if they do not treasure your friendship and relationship seriously. it might be just for fun and for that moment in time. Its ok not to treat me as classmate de.. hee hee.. i know the ways to be independent and not to count on others to give me the appropriate answers to every question. Everyone make mistakes.. I do too.. Sometimes being alone can be a good solution. A time for reflection and think through. (:

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12:43 AM

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

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6:54 PM